Early Bedtime Diary (3)

Today is Sunday, and as planned last night, there is no sleepiness at five o'clock in the morning, looking at the night sky with fish belly white outside the window, and seeing the sun outside the horizon, it begins to rise little by little, and the sky is slowly brightening. Today must be a sunny day, at this moment I have the urge to take a picture of the morning glow, open the window of the balcony, stretch out my mobile phone to only take pictures of the Xuehua Mountain Road that is still asleep and the Longzi Lake that has not fully woken up, of course, the street lamps that have not slept all night, and the appearance of the stars adds a little coldness to the morning scene. The effect of the mobile phone is not good this time, open the door and go out, ready to take pictures of the morning scene of the community in the corridor, it seems that the dawn is approaching, the sky is getting darker, the guardrails on both sides of the corridor are a little high, blocking the view can not shoot the effect at all, so I have to give up, today should be a very boring day, and getting up early is a waste of half a day.

It's been a long time since I've come back, redressed, washed up, listened to music in both ears, and prepared for morning exercise with slow and irregular steps. The last time was last week, I didn't feel sleepy in the morning when I listened to the rain on Saturday night, and I forced myself to get up early to watch the rain before I got up early, and the previous days were because I usually stayed up late on Saturday night, and I couldn't sleep until eight or nine o'clock without eating breakfast the next day, and I got up and ordered takeout directly, and then watched TV or played games in the dormitory, so I spent a long and boring weekend. Today, I also went out from the east gate of the community, and I had already set off to the south, thinking that I might take the same route again, and I didn't ride a bicycle or just walked. After thinking about it, I didn't take the repetitive road, I wanted to go to the top of Xuehua Mountain to see, but the dew was very heavy in the morning, and I was afraid of getting my feet wet and there was a muddy road slippery in sandals, so I had to give up, so I simply set off along Xuehua Mountain Road to the north, and walked to Shengli East Road first. Facing the rising sun, the sky is exceptionally clear, the wind is very light and cool, there are many uncles and aunts who are exercising in the morning, and there are a few middle-aged people who are running. It's just that passing by Xuehuashan Road today is the only one who hasn't met an old man who listens to the radio and drinks tea on the side of the road every day when he goes to work.

Walked along Shengli East Road for about two stops, to the radio and television center, at this time Longzihu Park began to have more people, this is the first time I came to the park so early for a walk, now it is only a little more than five o'clock, but there are already many uncles and aunts, they are estimated to get up earlier, usually to go to work has never paid attention, look around, just a young man I seem to be around the atmosphere is extremely unharmonious. I deliberately quickened the pace, warmed up with both hands, walked along the lake to the east, and saw a flat ground with many stones to sit and rest, it was quiet and there was no one else, just under the Longhu Bridge, here to see the scenery of Longhu, the view is very wide, and you can also look up at the whole Longhu Bridge. Against the backdrop of the morning light, the vehicles and people who passed through the bridge were clothed in a layer of colorful light, colorful and dazzling, I took out my mobile phone and took a few photos at a good angle, and took a short video with the camera and took the mobile phone around, exactly 15 seconds to shoot the whole picture of Longhu, I haven't sent Douyin for a long time, I just chose a BGM and uploaded it to Douyin, I don't update it often, but there are good videos that I can't help but share with others, and I can always get so many likes and be satisfied.

I rested here for about 20 minutes, it was almost 6 o'clock, the day was starting to get hot, and many mosquitoes began to be active, so I couldn't wait and chose to leave here and go for a walk again. Then walk along the lake to the man, about half an hour of walking to a fork in the road, go out is Huanhu West Road, the last time I took the flooded section of the road is here, the tenth is relatively low-lying, as soon as there is heavy rain, it will be waterlogged. Actually, I walked very slowly, I guess I slowed down and tried to breathe in the fresh morning air, but I was also sweating. I like this kind of aimless hiking very much, I don't have to think about anything, just listen to the music and just move forward, and at the moment my heart is extremely relaxed, which is why I have always liked hiking, I think it is the same as hiking and mountaineering, it is very accomplished and satisfying, especially the feeling of sweating is very steady. While climbing the mountain is usually steep and steep, the walk in the city park is much easier, with asphalt or pebbled hard pavement, and every step is very realistic.

Walking west through a junction, I saw a very small not so eye-catching street sign, which was indicated by an arrow - Yongye Road three blue words, this is the end of my walk, I just spared a circle and returned to the original point, my community is located on the side of this narrow and congested road, although renovated, it is still not spacious and usually rides very slowly, because there are usually a lot of people, and there are many communities on this road. After walking for about five minutes, I passed by Yingbin Villa and I knew that I was almost at my destination. In front is the Longhu Bay Community, across the road is the Yulong Lakeside Community, the Red Leaf Villa and the Yulong Lake are separated by the Tiesan Elementary School, anyway, the community here is dense, the life is convenient, suitable for living. I saw the familiar fried bun shop, which I passed by and ate last week, and it tasted good. I asked the boss for two fried buns, a meat and a vegetable, a bowl of porridge, I ate outside today, sitting on the side of the road facing the morning sun, and I really like to eat a roadside stall. I sweated more after breakfast, anyway, I wasted several napkins from the boss, it was too hot today, and I was in a hurry to go back before I finished the porridge. Walked to the west gate of Longhu Bay, saw the aunt who sold watermelons, saw that the watermelons were good, and bought a small one casually, so I carried it in my hand and walked a few blocks before arriving at the west gate of Yulong Lake, although the watermelon was not heavy, but after a long time, Le's hands hurt, and I changed my hand in one breath from the community to the home and put it in the refrigerator to chill it, and today's morning exercise is over. The weekend had just begun, and it was seven o'clock when I washed my face and looked at the time, and the alarm clock began to go off. Turn off the alarm clock, turn on the computer and prepare to play a few games, I really don't know what else to do, I don't want to watch dramas, I don't want to watch TV, I just suddenly remembered her, what time did she sleep well last night? Will she still come to work overtime today, will she be in the office? After thinking about it, I couldn't control it, so I dialed the office payphone, and the busy tone echoed for a long time, and the call you made was not answered. Finally put her mind at ease, she may be tired and didn't go to the office to work overtime to read today, maybe she slept in the dormitory or went outside to relax.

Calm down,Start playing LOL Polar Smash Bros.,Play until almost ten o'clock,Suddenly the phone rang.,Look at a familiar number.,I know she called me in the office.,I know she's coming to see the book, there should be no urgency.,I'm still playing the game and it's over soon.,I didn't pick it up.,When I finished playing this game.,Playing Ephelius doesn't know how to play games or loses.。 As soon as I quit, the phone rang again, and it was only ten minutes since the last time, and I decided to call back, or the familiar opening line, and I was still reading in the office today, so what's wrong with the bad mood? I can't always find the point of nonsense, I know she doesn't like that. I seem to understand what she said, I didn't sleep well last night, I guess I lost sleep, is it the same as me, lost sleep. I joked that my insomnia was cured by you, and I promised you to go to bed early and start writing an early bedtime diary, and my life returned to its previous rhythm, even if insomnia was only for a moment. I don't know why you didn't sleep well all night, you didn't talk about it in detail, but your voice was very low, anyway, it was because of irritability, I experienced that kind of pain and helplessness. I wouldn't comfort anyone, she didn't seem to want to talk anymore, so I hung up and I started to worry about her.

Preparing to go out for dinner at noon, I watched the re-released "Interstellar" with friends before watching the re-release of "Interstellar" at the Star Rail Cinema in Wuyue Plaza, and I have never forgotten to shake my heart. This time it's a small pastime on the weekend, and I went to see it by myself to re-experience this masterpiece. During the conversation, I invited her out to play, watch a movie together and forget about being unhappy or something, she still refused, maybe it was too hot, maybe she didn't want to at all, and I didn't want to force it, after all, it was commonplace for me to go to the theater to watch movies alone, I felt that when I was in the theater, I was surrounded by strangers, when the lights went out and only the screen was lit, I could fully enter the world of the movie, and I was completely empty at this time, which may be why I have always been obsessed with watching movies. I had already gone downstairs and walked out, and suddenly remembered that she was irritable and unhappy and might not eat at noon, and today I didn't work overtime and didn't send food, and then an idea came to me, I was going to send her something to eat, but I didn't know what she liked to eat. I thought that girls like snacks and cold drinks or something, so I brought some from home, bread and milk or something, and asked for a drink in the downstairs of the community, I never bought it for her before, I don't know what she likes, I just remember that she doesn't like sugar, I don't like ice. I asked the boss what the girl likes to drink, take a takeaway, no sugar and no ice. The boss is also very embarrassed, recommended a few I blindly chose one, the boss said that the day is so hot to add a little ice, the day is too tropical to warm the past on the taste is not right, I said a little add two pieces, clean up when I rode my own small electric donkey quickly arrived at the company, at noon on the road vehicles and pedestrians are few, I ride much faster than usual. I'm afraid that after the meal, it will be meaningless to send it late. It's just that it backfired, I heard her eat cold skin or something before, and I forgot in a hurry, there should be something in the community. When I arrived at the company, it was almost half past twelve, and I thought about going to the vegetable market to try my luck, maybe she would like it if there was a wood with a cold skin or a loin with a baked cake, but she forgot that it was basically closed at noon or because she missed the meal, so she had to give up. My aunt, who often buys her fruits, greeted me today and asked me if I hadn't been here for a long time, did I buy fruit, I smiled slightly and looked for something to eat, but I didn't remember to bring some fruit or something, maybe I don't usually buy fruit and can't remember, and I don't know what she likes to eat. At this time, I thought that if the Lanzhou ramen business on the other side was open, it would be okay to bring a rice bowl or fried rice, maybe everything was really unfortunate today, and it was embarrassing that it was not open. I arrived at the door of the office with snacks and cold drinks on my back, and I was going to call the office to confirm that she was there, and then I would deliver them. If she's not there, I don't have any other way to contact me, and I guess I'll have to go back in vain.

I feel like I'm too stupid, really too straight, I've really never had such an inferiority complex before, no wonder girls don't like my emotional intelligence. Then rise to the challenge, and be embarrassed once. When I was about to go in, the doorman stopped me and took my temperature and everything was normal, and then I was released. After arriving at the company, I hurriedly parked the car in the carport and delivered the food to her office on the second floor. Sure enough, she just had a very bad face and seemed very depressed, and she probably didn't have a good rest yesterday, and she is still reading. I said I don't worry about you coming to see and bring some food by the way, I'm afraid you won't eat. But as expected, she didn't like anything I carried, forgetting that she didn't eat snacks and didn't like cold drinks. I felt really embarrassed, she didn't ask for snacks and I took it back in my bag. She said that she likes to eat, the cafeteria is very good, and the fruit is fine, and it seems that it is meaningless for me to come for nothing. I said that I didn't feel comfortable coming to see you, and brought some food by the way, but I didn't know your preferences, so I pretended to be calm and ran away. In fact, I have good words to comfort you, teach you how to relax and how to go to bed early, just like you told me how to go to bed early, etc., but I still didn't speak again, the office is inconvenient, you also left a drink and said that you want to rest for a while, so I had to leave. Because my movie is about to start, I booked a little neat, and it's half past twelve now. I wanted to go out and go back to the vegetable market to buy some fruit for you to send over, but I still don't understand the fruit you like, and time does not allow, only the next time I have the opportunity to send it, maybe there are few such opportunities, maybe there is no and I don't know, I don't know that you have a drink to drink today, I just care about you a little heart. You should understand, I've started to let you go when I started writing. It's not about liking, it's not about desire, it's just about repaying!

There are several stops from Shengli East Road to West Road Wuyue Square, I don't want to miss the movie, so I have to speed up, fortunately the road is wide at noon and there are no people, I rode to 50 yards, and soon arrived at the theater, and when I looked at my watch, it was 12:50 at 12:50, about 10 minutes before the movie started. This is the first time I have entered the cinema since the epidemic this year, and the movie I watched today is my favorite sci-fi movie "Interstellar". After picking up the ticket and going to the front desk to buy a Coke with ice, the manager told me that the government has not lifted the restrictions yet, and the drinks cannot be provided for the time being. I've always been in the habit of watching movies, usually just a medium cup, a large cup can't be drunk, sometimes it's very troublesome to go to the bathroom halfway, a small cup seems too small to drink, and a medium cup is just when the movie is almost over when it's over. There are not many people watching the movie today, and there are a total of seven people in Hall 7 of the entire theater. Two teams of couples, two boys who came together, and myself, I always like to sit in the middle of the last row when watching movies, and I sit comfortably with a wide view, so I choose this position every time.

The movie soon begins, familiar scenes, endless cornfields, documentaries in the form of memories at the beginning, Murphy's law, relativity, Newton's laws, quantum mechanics, black holes, and other physical knowledge. At the beginning of the movie, I wanted to drink something, and I remembered that the snacks I gave her included pure milk and yogurt, so I took them out of my bag and drank them like cola. I don't want to record the details of the movie anymore, and I don't like to write film reviews, everyone's understanding is very different, and it is enough to have your own harvest in each movie. After watching this movie, I will always forget who I am, the value of my existence, and the astonishment and reflection of where I am. Something is possible, and the more you worry, the more likely it is to happen. A drop in the ocean, the vast starry sky, a person is too insignificant, humble as dust. In three-dimensional space, time is invisible, intangible, but measurable, in a higher five-dimensional space, time becomes an entity, the world becomes more complex, these are real, only gravity can travel through the dimension, and a person in the earth, in the solar system, in the Milky Way, and even in outer space is not to mention, so thinking, what can not be put down, they are too small, too insignificant.

After watching the movie, it was almost four o'clock in the afternoon, and as soon as she walked out of the theater, she called, the mall was very noisy and didn't hear what was said clearly, anyway, I said that I was going to go home after watching the movie, are you in a better mood. She said much better and told me not to call her again at night. Soon I rode home.,I'm generally too lazy to cook on weekends.,I'll order a yellow braised chicken rice.,I didn't eat much at noon.,Watching the live broadcast of the game.,While eating.,I didn't think that my favorite IG was defeated by LGD3:0.,It's a huge victory of that man-machine model.,It's comfortable and tasteless.。 At half past seven, I dialed the phone in her office on time, and after waiting for a long time to hear no answer, I was finally relieved, she should not be working overtime in the office now, and she may be really tired and go back to the dormitory to rest. Today is a busy day, and I have more time to write. I just received the news of my neighbor's marriage, and I was invited to his wedding on the 28th. In addition, I received a call from the workshop master, take me to Fengyang for a blind date tomorrow, I agreed and casually greeted a few words, I hope that tomorrow will meet smoothly, and it will be handed over to fate if it is not successful. I don't have anything on my mind today, but I still think about her and worry about her. Hopefully tomorrow everything will change and she will have a good night's sleep. I can also gain something from blind dates, good night myself!