I don't know how she talked to me, but I think what she said to me was true, my grandfather didn't die, which means that something must have happened after I died to stop Liu Xiaorong, Xiaomeng said that the ghost was here, and Liu Xiaorong was taken away by the ghost This ending is still very unexpected to me, because the ghost is generally not idle to take care of these things, although the ghosts in the world are all under the control of the ghosts, but there are so many people who die in a day, how can the ghosts take care of it? And the ghost difference is not a very powerful existence, once some ghosts have the intention to hide, they can't be found.

This is why Liu Xiaorong has not been discovered by the underworld for decades, in addition, there is also the dead eunuch he met when he was building a road in his hometown the year before last, and the twelve red-clothed ghosts around the old evil path of Maoshan and so on, these ghosts that have existed in the Yang world for many years have not been managed, in the final analysis, the underworld does not seem to have the intention of interfering at all, and I don't know if it is because there are very few ghosts in the world in this era, and even the underworld has become a lot lazier.

So Liu Xiaorong was actually taken away by the ghosts of the underworld, or at such a coincidental time, just after I was robbed, this is really too much of a coincidence. The coincidence was a bit excessive, as if there was a hand pushing behind it.

I also thought that my uncle secretly helped, but after thinking about it, it shouldn't have been my uncle's doing, because he didn't mention it to me when he was in Xudu City, and if he really wanted to do it, why wait for me to die at the hands of Liu Xiaorong before doing it, there is no reason.

Although I don't know what happened on the way back to my soul, why did Xiaomeng say that I had returned to my body, didn't I lose myself on the way back to my soul? How could he inexplicably return to his own body. But I know that Xiaomeng definitely didn't lie to me, and the one who talked to me was also Xiaomeng would not be wrong, in addition to the reasons mentioned above, there is also the most important reason, I found that after Xiaomeng's voice disappeared, I felt that I was gradually blending into a certain container.

I can feel my hand, it's heavy, but that's the feeling of my hand, I can also feel my other organs, and the voice in my ear is still ringing a little anxiously: "Xiaoli...... Xiaoli ....... "It's getting clearer and clearer. I still can't speak, but I can feel my presence, and it's a good feeling.

……

My eyelids were heavy, I didn't feel ethereal, I felt heavy, like I was being pressed by something.

I tried to open my eyes, and the whole dark world seemed to be torn open with a little effort, and a slight light came in, and then the gap grew bigger and bigger, and more and more light came in.

I saw, familiar rooms, familiar smells, and people I was familiar with.

The first thing I saw was my mother's face, she was very sad, tears kept falling down, and when I woke up, she suddenly bent down and stroked my face. Although the tears fell even more, a smile overflowed on his face. She held me tightly in her arms and choked in my ear saying that she was scared and worried about my .......

The sound grew quieter and quieter, and I couldn't hear the last bit, and I struggled to turn my head to see that my mother was asleep.

Looking at my mother's haggard face, two tear stains were clearly visible, and my heart suddenly moved, and then became stinging again. Although she and my dad were rarely with me over the years, they didn't love me at all. These days, I don't know what she has become like crying?

My dad wasn't in the room, there were two people in the room, Lao Cai and the sloppy old man, I asked Lao Cai to help my mother to rest, but I found that my throat was very dry and sore, and my voice was also hoarse.

At this time, my dad went into the room and carried my mom out, there was no need for men to cry and cry, he looked at me with red and swollen eyes, opened his mouth but did not speak.

Lao Cai hurriedly brought a bowl of water for me to drink, and after drinking, I felt a lot better in my throat, and licked my lips unsatisfied, I handed the bowl to Lao Cai and asked him to pour me another bowl.

After Lao Cai went out, I noticed that there was only a sloppy old man in the house, and I asked him, "Grandpa Lin, where is my grandfather?" Why wasn't he there? ”

My grandfather is still alive, which makes me feel a lot more relaxed, I remember hearing his voice on the way back to my soul, didn't he accompany me? It shouldn't be, he's the one who cares about me the most, and every time I'm injured, I basically see him when I open my eyes.

The sloppy old man looked at me with a somewhat evasive gaze, and after a long silence he slowly walked to the bedside, took out something from behind him and handed it to me.

I didn't answer, looking at the sloppy old man a little confused: "What do you mean?" What about my grandfather? ”

The sloppy old man lowered his head and said, "Your grandfather...... It's dead. ”

I froze, my head thumped, and I couldn't speak as I looked at the sloppy old man. How so? How could my grandfather die? That's impossible.

"How is it possible, didn't my grandfather light the soul-attracting lamp for me? On the way back to my soul, I heard him call me, how could he die? ”

I looked at the sloppy old man who bowed his head and was silent, and his voice trembled.

The sloppy old man didn't speak, at this time Lao Cai walked in, he had a bowl of water in his hand, I looked at him, and quickly asked, "Lao Cai, where is my grandfather?" Help me up, and I'm going to go to him. ”

Lao Cai's footsteps suddenly stopped, he glanced at me, and then stood in place with his head bowed and did not dare to speak.

"Lao Cai...... Lao Cai, come here, what are you doing? I struggled to sit up, and seeing that Lao Cai still didn't move, I suddenly had a bad premonition in my heart: "Help me up......." ”

I looked at Lao Cai and yelled at him with some anger.

Lao Cai finally made a move, he walked to the side of the bed and put down the bowl in his hand, looked at me and said word by word: "Xiaoli, your grandfather is dead, he said he wants you to live well." ”

……。

My grandfather died, I can't believe it, I don't want to believe it, but it's all true, in fact, I should have expected it a long time ago, when I was haunted by the geist on the way back to my soul, I vaguely heard my grandfather's voice calling me, if nothing else, he died to save me. I hate myself so much, why? Why turn back on the way back to your soul? Why did I relax my vigilance even though I was about to return to the yang, because of this, I lost my dearest relatives.

Lao Cai stood next to me, and he said to me: "Xiaoli, after you were killed by Liu Xiaorong that night, the underworld Yin Cha came, and they took away Liu Xiaorong and the twelve red-clothed ghosts of the Maoshan Evil Dao, and the Maoshan Evil Dao was also taken away by the police station. Your grandfather blamed himself for your death, he once wanted to break into the underworld to save you, and then one day he said that an acquaintance in the city of Xudu gave him a dream, saying that he could help you return to the yang, but you need your grandfather to sacrifice himself, because the calamity of your life is not over, and there is destined to be a catastrophe on the way back to the soul, this catastrophe depends on your grandfather to solve, and the consequence of solving this catastrophe is to exchange life for life, and you will be lost in the soul road forever. ”

"Your grandfather said that there is nothing he can't let go of in this life, and the only one he can't let go of is you, so as long as he can save you, he is willing to do anything."

After Lao Cai said this to me, he said again: "Xiaoli, don't let down your grandfather, for you, he really paid too much, you have to live well, you know?" ”

I know that the acquaintance in the so-called Xudu City is my uncle, but why? My uncle didn't tell me that what I still need to pay for Yang is actually my grandfather's life, no, that's not life, that's eternal loss, more terrible than death, never beyond life.

I hate it so much, I hate my uncle, why? Why didn't you tell me this earlier, if I had known that was going to happen, I wouldn't have asked him to help me back anyway.

I listened to Lao Cai's words, tears poured out wildly, I also hated myself, why should I be so careless, why was I born in the Chu family, let my grandfather worry about me for a lifetime, and even give everything I have, if I can go back to my previous life, I really want to be reincarnated, not reincarnated, I would rather stay in the eighteenth layer of hell for the rest of my life and suffer.

I also hate fate, it's good to torture me, why should you harm the people around me, my grandfather has slayed demons and eliminated demons in his life to help justice, what did he do wrong?

I clenched my fists tightly, lowered my head and let the tears keep falling, but I didn't cry, I said to Lao Cai: "Lao Cai, I want to go and see my grandfather's ......." ”

Lao Cai helped me out of bed and slowly walked out of the room.

I saw my grandfather, who was lying quietly on the bed in his room, as if he had fallen asleep, with a slight smile on his face.

Grandpa, do you really have no regrets for me? We are a family, but my last life has nothing to do with you, speaking of which, what exists between us is just an ethereal fate, the sun and the moon alternate, the cycle of life and death, we are actually not very close to each other, you are Mr. Yin and Yang, don't you understand this truth? Why, is it worth paying such a big price for someone like me?

I knelt beside my grandfather's bed, holding his hand without saying a word, thinking about this. Yes, push forward the reincarnation of a lifetime, no one knows anyone between us, it is fate, it is cause and effect that make us a family. Maybe it was an experience in the capital city that gave me these realizations, but why did my heart still hurt so much, something inexplicable pressed tightly in my heart, and I felt like I was going to suffocate.

The ceiling seemed to be shaking, everything in the room was spinning, and I wanted to be blocked by something, and finally it turned into darkness completely, and the last scene I saw when I fell was Lao Cai's concerned face, he opened his mouth as if shouting something, but unfortunately I couldn't hear it, and it was dark in front of me, and I completely fainted.