It's true that drinking can make mistakes. I seem to have really drunk too much tonight, I shouldn't add AH's WeChat, I feel like I'm really going to lose her this time, she is probably very angry with me, and won't let me bring her breakfast, I really don't have a chance.

I drank too much, I didn't even know what I was doing, I said things I shouldn't have said, I her off, and she completely deleted me.

I called the office several times, but I didn't hear from me, and she probably blocked me. I wasn't going to update it, but I think it's important to update my early bedtime diary before going to bed early, and I can't delay it for a long time or more due to personal reasons, even if I don't have readers and fans, I will continue to bless it as always.

I'm really a little desperate, I don't know what I said that shouldn't be said, anyway, it's irreparable, I don't know what the result is, just accept it tomorrow.

Maybe drinking too much will really speak her mind, but I seem to use the wrong words, and she completely disappoints me.

I should also bring her breakfast tomorrow, and if she gives me a chance to explain, I might really put her down if not.

It doesn't matter, it's wishful thinking on my part, and I can't hope for too many impossible things to happen. I just hope she's okay and nothing else.

I hated my weakness and helplessness for not being able to get out of it completely. Today, while I was drinking, I mustered up the courage to call Pisces, I haven't been in touch for a long time, and I've been thinking about her.

Why is it that all the girls I meet are like this, so I can't let go of them. She didn't talk much in class, saying that she would call me back when it was over, and I didn't believe that maybe it was over.

I could have been really wrong, I should have let go of a lot of people, a lot of the past. sent a message to Beibei, saying that she had to work overtime for two days, and she didn't have time to play with her, she just sent the moon, which means going to bed early, and it is estimated that there is no play.

It's so hard, I feel like life. Why are they so ruthless, only Xiaobai, who I just met, is so patient, and accompanies me to laugh at this complicated and busy world.

I called AH many times and all of them didn't go through, and I realized that I really lost her this time.

I knew the end, I just didn't want to believe it. I really wanted to go to Fengyang to meet Bei Bei directly, but I was afraid that she would not be willing to look forward to the future, so I had to give up this idea.

I drank too much, although I wasn't drunk. But my mind was very confused, Pisces never answered my calls, AH gave up on me, I seemed to return to my previous state of having nothing, and I confessed that I liked to be lonely and used to being lonely.

It's not a big deal, now that you're ready, you can face all the changes calmly and start anew.

I don't want to write any more tonight, so just good night. I hope I don't have insomnia and have a good night's sleep. Good night, for yourself!