Early Bedtime Diary (June 1st)

"Buy a mask and get a light bulb!" "What's this? Do you use the light bulbs? ”

"I went back and researched it, and it seemed that the mask cloth material of this natural hall can make the light bulb shine."

"It's amazing, I don't believe it, unless you power the bulb."

"We'll find out when we go back and experiment at night!"

These two days seem to have been working overtime after work, at least half an hour or so, today after work still did not cook, although very hungry, no idea of cooking, very want to eat noodles, ride to Hongye Village passing by Xiaosi ramen, by the way ate a bowl of dry buckles, eight yuan is very sufficient, I want a large portion, I have always developed the habit, first ask the price, scan the code to pay, and then wait to eat. Maybe I'm really hungry today, and I've basically eaten a big bowl, and at the end, I usually mix the rest of the soup together and eat the noodle soup on the spot. Just when I was about to finish eating, I received a short video sent to me by N, about thirteen seconds, I opened it and watched it, it turned out to be an experiment to verify that the mask paper can make the light bulb shine. It's just a short video, not a word or an expression. I then replied, popularizing the principle, the light bulb is really bright, I believed it, and N never replied.

Go out and be curious, I just made a special Baidu check, I am a materialist, I believe in the truth of all science. It turns out that the light bulb that you get when you buy a mask is not an ordinary light bulb, it should be an emergency light bulb. It has a battery in it, and as long as the positive and negative poles encounter a conductive object, it can emit light. The positive and negative poles of this bulb are at the bottom, and the human body is the best conductive object, so as long as you touch the bottom of the bulb with your finger, it will naturally light up. Hee-hee, I didn't tell N, would she be angry and hit me. Of course, it is unscientific that the mask can make the light bulb light up, but the light bulb is special. It's getting late today, but I decided to finish my early bedtime diary before resting, otherwise I'm worried that I'll lose sleep. Last night, too, I almost lost sleep, I went to bed at ten o'clock and read a novel for about an hour, Zhang Jiajia's "There is a Little Shop in the Clouds", I saw the fifth chapter, Liu Shisan fell out of love...... I don't know why, I wasn't hypnotized, and I had a dream again in my sleep, so I simply took off my underwear and slept naked.

By the way, I went home from work today and was busy for most of the day, and the only big thing I bought on Double 11 was the Xiaomi fast LCD monitor, which was slightly larger than my previous Philips, mainly because the refresh rate was very high, and I wanted to experience the thrill of playing games. The resolution of the old monitor is the same.,1920pI'm very new in maintenance.,Originally going to hang it in salted fish or turn to the net to sell.,Roommate XC said he wanted it.,I'm going to give him away.,After all, we have a common hobby.,It's all about playing LOL.,Ask him tomorrow if you need to take it away.,Anyway, I've already packed it up.。

The Xiaomi monitor really didn't disappoint me, the display is very clear, the colors are very realistic, the game is much smoother, I played three big smash fights, and I found that many subtle operations can be realized, which is really happy. By the way, I updated the graphics card driver.,Microsoft account forgot the password.,It took a long time to find it back.,Registered.,It's more convenient to automatically push updates in the future.。

It's better to write back to N, I don't want to write these meaningless journals. I sent a message to N early in the morning, thinking of reminding her to bring hand cream today, because in the past few days in the workshop internship has always been arranged to scrub the equipment trolley, etc., N occasionally told me that her hands are better and need protection, so I reminded her that the soap in the workshop is very corrosive, don't use it much. It's best to use warm water, it's best to have waterproof gloves, but the workshop leaders are stingy and won't think about it so thoroughly, even if the girl is just an intern, no one puts herself in anyone's shoes, so just take care of yourself.

Today K came to our office to show off to me, threatening to be a rival in love, and I was embarrassed. This is what N told me yesterday, K invited her roommate to dinner and invited her to go by the way, and asked me if I would go, of course I suggested that she refuse, and N really didn't go. She also sent a message to me to teach her how to refuse and not want to go. I remember that the reason why N rejected me before was that her male ticket would be unhappy, her male ticket would be misunderstood, and so on. Actually, I'm just joking, N does have a male ticket, she is a single-minded and reserved girl, she told me, let me rest assured, such a thing will not happen. It's like my trust in N, as if you don't have my WeChat. Indeed, am I a little self-righteous and self-inflicted, but why am ordinary friends angry and jealous and sad? I told N that K must have misunderstood, and that he must have thought I was chasing you, so he said that on purpose. I know that N is a girl who is difficult to catch, and besides, she has a male ticket, so the probability is even smaller. Actually, I also struggled and hesitated, since I couldn't show it, I wanted to nip this idea in the bud, I have been keeping my distance, but sometimes it is inevitable to be uncontrollable, more than my friends' concern.

There's one more thing today.,I'm sure N's departure should be soon.,At most, it's not more than a year.,I don't know if in the world of countdown.,Minute by minute, I want to slow down.,Envisioning a different time and space.,It's inevitable that I'm a little lost.。 Yesterday N also asked me, if the leader arranges a task, but you don't know how to do it, what do you usually do? I quickly answered her without thinking, I usually ask others who understand, give some advice, it is easy to do it, and I can always learn. N said that she was embarrassed not to know who to ask, and could ask the leader directly to provide some guidance. You shouldn't know that many things that seem easy are actually not easy to operate. It turned out that the task assigned by the leader was to count the managers of all the conference room keys. Yes, it is indeed not difficult, but it is difficult to do it and requires communication with many people, who know or do not know. My suggestion is to send a mass mail or a small messenger, or you can call the office directly to ask and register.

Maybe N doesn't like the extra work arranged by the leader, saying that she only wants to do the work related to the archives, and doesn't like the messy work content. This coincides with me, and I said that I too, if you only do the same thing a day, from work to work, it is very simple to be single-minded, and there are more chores in the workshop, and there is no single-minded work at all. There is always a gap between the ideal and the reality, and we must learn to compromise and bow to life and work. Haha, I admit that I am a negative and pessimistic person in reality, always self-righteous understanding, I can't comfort others, often in the end it is others who comfort me, I say that I am embarrassed, I really will not comfort people. N replied, don't be embarrassed to know yourself. This should be my weakness and lack of strength.

N said that there was really such a job, and she didn't go to it after being recommended by her teacher before. Maybe the opportunities are fleeting and irretrievable. N said that I've been anxious again recently, what to say, maybe I'm in a panic, it's too comfortable! I didn't ask if she continued to read books, run, jump rope, lose weight, etc. I said it's good, you have to adapt to the state of work and life, you don't know how many people envy your current job. N is indeed a girl with goals, pursuits and ideals, at least she will not be satisfied with the status quo. Although I have a negative and pessimistic attitude towards life in my heart, in my opinion, it is the essence of life to go against my wishes, this is the reality, I have had the same experience before, thinking about resigning and leaving, thinking about starting over, hesitating and anxious insomnia, but now it is different and has long been smoothed out by reality, and it is the same as accepting reality, and it is irremediable to be content with the status quo.

However, as a young and promising person, with ideals, ambitions, hopes and pursuits, I still try to enlighten and comfort N with a positive, sunny and positive attitude. You don't need to be anxious, you won't have any worries and hesitations when you think clearly, you have a clear ideal and goal, just act and practice, let go and do it is often more important than ideas, only to do it can you have a chance to succeed. The reason for anxiety, I found that it is to think too much, do too little, actions and ideas do not match to be like this, sometimes, big grin, no heart and lungs is an optimistic and open-minded attitude to life! I know that my words are just ridicule and self-mockery, and people may already have the answer in their hearts. A person with a firm goal, a person with faith and perseverance, how can he easily be influenced by others in his thoughts, and a person's three views and attitude towards life are innate, even if there is a slight change in the day after tomorrow, it is deeply rooted, so I tell N all your decisions and choices, as a friend, I will definitely support you. I don't know if N finally persuaded herself to find the certainty and answer in her heart, she just replied with a "En" expression, indicating that she still agrees with my point of view, although these views are not the most true thoughts in my heart, but they must be the most correct and most popular and most easily accepted.

In the afternoon, I was a little worried about N's extra work, and I didn't know if I could be satisfied with it, so I asked casually. Yes, it will be done soon, I will arrest someone and ask, who is arrested, he doesn't know naturally let me ask the next person. In this way, N's work has been done brilliantly, and I believe I will meet many new and interesting people. I told N, and I said, well, I believe in your ability to work, amazing. N said that she found that I always liked to praise her, and the good and bad should be praised first. Of course not, seek truth from facts, I always like to praise others, especially people who are better than me, N is definitely an excellent person, like I have not been confident in people who need encouragement and praise. People who are not confident need praise and praise. N said again that I am stupid, what do you lack, is it okay to be confident?

She asked me to watch Heli Online, and it turned out that a report she helped me revise was finally successfully published, and she has been paying attention to it, saying that it was published yesterday, and I didn't pay much attention to it, of course I was very happy. Do you want to go to a fire training in the afternoon, can you not go? I suggest you go for it, safety and fire protection knowledge is very important, and you can use it in life and work. I asked her if you could use a fire extinguisher, and N replied that she hadn't done it before, so I said it was even more necessary. We have a limited number of places in the workshop, and I don't have a chance to go, and I only learned to use a fire extinguisher after occasional fire drills in the past.

N told me that there were too many people and they didn't want to go. Don't want to see people. I was very strange, joking that a beautiful woman like you can be shy, but you love flowers when you see them, and she said that she doesn't like crowded places. I remember when I first met N, she told me that she was always sitting quietly in the corner at dinner parties. Wow, so coincidentally I am, it seems that we are people of similar souls, and so am I. Perhaps, from that moment on, N has a unique charm and attraction, for me. We want to be with people who are close to each other, and after we are strong, you will see another self in the eyes of the other person. Indeed, N's personality is changeable, there are many possibilities, sometimes quiet and sometimes lively, can be outgoing or introverted, can be presumptuous or introverted, so it attracts the attention of others more.

I suggested to her to find a corner spot, sign in, don't like to listen to the phone can play with the phone, can also squint for a while, I usually spend boring meetings like this.

When it was almost four o'clock, the training was over, and I was about to get off work, N sent me a message, embarrassed, and was caught playing with my phone. That's really a little embarrassing, it turned out that the leader of the security section knocked on the table to remind her, I told her not to take the little things to heart, he just reminded him kindly, Chen Keren is very good, just be stricter, N said that he was sitting with Sister Yan and playing with his mobile phone, only to remind her. No wonder, who made you an intern, others are forced to save face. N said she was a little broken and broken now, and I felt weird. Why, you can't do that. You are very good, perform yourself well, leave a good impression on the leader, it is very likely that you can get the honor of outstanding graduate in one session, and you are the most powerful! "I don't want to, stay until then!" I admit that I am a little flustered, but I must face the reality, I will definitely support N's choice and decision, the selection of outstanding graduates must be a year later, so N will not stay for so long, time should be running out, I really need to do it and cherish it.

Time is really fast, N's internship career is still ongoing, and the next destination is our workshop. Maybe this is the best time to take care of N's opportunity as much as you can, time is too fast, and there is no more to miss. Then start from every word of care and greetings cherished, from every inconspicuous little thing or worthless heart to share the record, I want to be an excellent recorder, tick-tock, there are N existence days, it seems very energetic, every day to go to bed early, wake up early, go to bed late, etc. Just like the early bedtime diary every day, I will carefully record the time when N still appears, and when I really leave no longer contact, I can read it as a novel to remember! I'll still take the initiative to contact N, shh Like will be presumptuous, and in the end will be restrained, I believe I can do it, because I have promised N to be more normal, she will not refuse to be friends, but there can be no other ideas. Just as N promised me, reassure me that nothing will happen. But can the idea of liking one be controlled and not happening? I think it's okay, because what you promise someone else must be done!

It's late, need a break, good night!