Early Bedtime Diary (62)
You won't find me annoying, to be honest!
No, I don't think it at all. I'd love to be interrupted by others, especially you.
Yes, how could I be annoyed, it should be a very happy thing to be disturbed or annoyed by someone. If you have a good impression of someone and want to like and understand her, you will be very active, but you will feel annoyed, there are always endless topics to talk about, endless moods and troubles to share, etc.
When I got off work and saw the colorful sunset, which I had never seen in Bengbu before, I just wanted to stop and take a picture of the most beautiful sky, and I knew that I had entered a dangerous state at the moment. I might really just want to share the joy and excitement of the moment with N, as N once told me that she saw the fireworks beautifully, but I was too far away to witness them. Fireworks are lonely, fleeting, and although they are only momentary in splendor, they are enough to shine in the eyes. The appearance of N is like a strange and ghostly firework to me, so attractive, but I am afraid of loneliness and depression after blooming, and I cherish it enough not to easily touch and ignite it to let it bloom. She's perfect, and it's hard to hope for.
After a long time, N replied, it was quite good-looking, but she didn't see it. At this time, I was having a big dinner with my roommate XC at a pot chicken downstairs in Longhu Bay. I still work overtime after work today, let XC wait for me in the carport for a while, I changed my clothes and left, because today I made an appointment to go to my house to pick up my Philips computer monitor. The temporary change of blade to find the key delayed for a few minutes made him wait for a while. When we met, I asked, you have had a physical examination, and I will only go for a physical examination tomorrow. XC seems to remember all at once, his medical checkup was forgotten in the office, and he was also scheduled for tomorrow's medical check-up. This time I waited for him again, and in a few minutes we set off for home.
On the way to ride, I saw the most beautiful sunset I had never seen, and I deliberately rode very slowly, not to stop and take pictures, thinking of sending it to N to see. In the end, I saw it, N said it was pretty good-looking, I felt very happy, I like the joy of sharing, I used to take countless beautiful scenery on a person's journey, but I don't know who I can send it to enjoy, and now I really want to find the goal of sharing the beautiful scenery, but I haven't gone out alone for a long time.
N seems to be quite busy today, and the leader has arranged additional work tasks, about revising the seal system. I don't know much either, but I've provided some advice and that's it, and I believe that with N's abilities it will definitely be able to accomplish this task perfectly and efficiently. N asked me, you have a meeting in the afternoon, right, I just remembered that there was a correspondent training today, if it wasn't for N to mention, I would have forgotten about it. N said that although she did not have her name, the leader arranged for her to go. This is a good thing, it shows that the leader intends to train you to broaden the scope of your business. That's right, what you have nothing to learn is always useful, and it's good for future development.
In the morning, I made up a lot of party class learning records, and found a very positive article on the WeChat public account, so I recommended it to N by the way, "When I am confused, try to do three things", improve in the article, go to the library to read, write by myself, and insist on exercising. I feel very reasonable, that's what I'm doing now, maybe I'm confused, but it's not as obvious. N seemed to realize that he was wrong, and told me that he did something wrong yesterday, and that he should not break the jar and break it, and that he should stand on guard for a day as a soldier. Yes, that's right, face every day positively and optimistically, even if one day you leave, everyone will miss you, because you leave a good impression, and your appearance in other people's chat conversations is a tone of praise and appreciation, indicating that you are already a successful person. I suddenly found that after meeting N, I became a lot more positive and optimistic, so I can comfort others, I can't believe myself, this more or less change is brought to me by N.
At one o'clock in the afternoon, I sent a message to N, if you go early in the afternoon training, help me get a position, I'm far away and there is no good position. Very tacit understanding, N asked tentatively, a good position is the position in the back, right. yes, I don't like the front row at all. "Would you mind sitting in a row with me, or would you like to take a seat alone?" How could I mind, I'm very happy to sit down and talk about it. The workshop is far away from the office building, it takes about five minutes to walk over, I usually mention ten minutes to go, today I think there is N to help occupy the position, it should be fine to go a few minutes late. But I didn't meet any other attendees along the way, and when I got to the room, it was empty, and I suspected that I was in the wrong place. Just as I was about to go out to find out, I noticed that N suddenly appeared behind me, it turned out that I had come early, and it seemed that there was no need to occupy a seat. After waiting for a few minutes, other colleagues took their seats one after another and began to sign in and start training.
N brought an extra notebook of his own today, which is to occupy a place. I picked it up and looked at it, dense handwriting, N is very small but very neat, mathematics, physics and chemistry and all kinds of literary knowledge, etc., I asked you if you are a science or not, I always thought that archival science was a liberal arts. She said that she was preparing for the civil service exam and had taken a lot of notes, and it seemed that N had worked very hard. Turning to the last page, the latest record stays at a quality essay written by N for me last time, the name is vividly in my mind "Quality is Responsibility", just an outline, the rest of the content is made up by me, and finally I won the encouragement award as expected.
N's eyesight doesn't seem to be very good, the last row can't see the PPT clearly, I always thought there was no myopia, she didn't have eye level and didn't wear it. It's been a long time since I've sat in a row with anyone in class or training, especially with girls, and I can still whisper, these memories seem to go back to high school, the memory is too long, and the thoughts are a little unclear. I really miss the feeling of being familiar and familiar after a long absence. N said that during the internship in this 401 classroom for a long time, she was tired of taking theory classes every day, she was very active, asked me the names of many colleagues, I took the trouble to patiently tell her, many colleagues are familiar, N just can't name it. N was just an intern, sitting in the last row with me, so it didn't stand out, and probably didn't attract the attention of other colleagues. chatting casually, not listening to the lecture very carefully, time flies so fast, and the half-hour training is coming to an end all of a sudden.
I saw that N's white canvas shoes were very clean, and I asked her curiously, do you wipe and clean them every day, why are your canvas shoes so clean, and she said no. Her hands were dry and seemed to have scars, and she should have been injured accidentally while practicing scrubbing equipment in the workshop. I reminded her to bear with her, you can't deduct it if you haven't scabbed yet, it will bleed, bring hand cream today, remember to apply some at any time. I suspect N hasn't washed her hair in two days, which is not the same as my impression of N who just finished washing her hair and didn't tie up her long hair. I was going to say thank you and thank her for helping me take a seat, but when I walked to the second floor and left, I just whispered goodbye.
N asked me early in the morning to go for a physical examination tomorrow, I said I would go, tomorrow on the last day of the physical examination, there should not be many people. She and her roommate want to go together, but not tomorrow when they want to go back in a few days. She just told me that she left the physical examination form in the office after work, and asked me if I need to bring my ID card for the physical examination, and I said no, I only need to bring the physical examination form. Remember not to eat breakfast on an empty stomach, don't drink water, etc., by the way, I don't know if girls need urine tests, and I am not embarrassed to say the precautions for holding urine. I don't know if N and AH have reached an agreement in the end, and they will go for a physical examination on the last day tomorrow. N said that she was a little sleepy, and I advised her to rest early, not to stay up late the day before the physical examination, and to maintain adequate sleep, which is beneficial to the indicators of the physical examination. Say goodnight to each other, and I started writing an early bedtime diary.
I sent a message to XC.,Confirm that I've arrived home safely.,The monitor can be used.,Try it out?,Can it be used, but his stereo also appears electronic.。 Mine is also very strange.,Baidu.,Update the sound card driver doesn't work.,It's not okay to reset the microphone.,It's only good when you don't plug in USB charging.,I don't understand.,Then make do with it first.。
I was busy writing an early bedtime diary just now and didn't look at my phone, just after ten o'clock, N sent me a message, I failed and there was a crying and laughing expression. I guess if I didn't agree with my roommate to go for a check-up tomorrow, or if I wanted to go to bed early and didn't fall asleep. Yes, there was no agreement, N and AH only went for a physical examination the day after tomorrow, and N just said that he was suddenly not sleepy and couldn't sleep.
I have a physical examination tomorrow, I can't stay up late, I need to go to bed early, anyway, I'm used to living alone all the time, and there's nothing uncomfortable with a person in the physical examination, good night!