Yu Fangfang cautiously walked to the kitchen to serve the meal, served the dishes, and carefully sat down at the table to eat.

As soon as he took a bite of food, Zhang Jianguo suddenly said sharply: "It means that your mother can't come to serve you." Why don't you go back to your mother's house, are you born to your mother, your sister is at your mother's house, I haven't come to see you for so many days, and I haven't said that I will stay with you for a few days. I remember when she gave birth, I drove with you to see it, we went to see her child when she was full moon, and we went to see her child when she was sick, and now, your sister didn't even come to see you, and your mother and your father didn't see anyone after they came that day. ”

Yu Fangfang whispered: "Aren't you at home, besides, my mother doesn't go to work, she has one day off a week, and she is tired." Wenwen took Xiao Cong with her, Xiao Cong can walk now, and what to catch when you see it, there are so many flower shelves in our house, what if you drag the flower pots down. ”

Zhang Jianguo said: "Don't make excuses for your family, when my sister gave birth to Jingjing, it wasn't all taken care of by my family, and my brother-in-law's family didn't ask." ”

Yu Fangfang said: "How can I find a reason for my family, this is all a fact." Do you mind what you do, from the time the child is gone to the present, have you ever cared about me, have you asked me how I feel? You've been pulling your face since you came back from the hospital that day. ”

Zhang Jianguo: "You're squeamish." It's useless to not even be able to conceive a child. ”

Originally, Yu Fangfang because none of her mother's family had come to see her, and she was a little sad to accompany her, but when she heard Zhang Jianguo say this, she felt even more uncomfortable, slapped her chopsticks on the table, and cried and said: "Why didn't you have the child in your heart, I said that I was pregnant and wanted to go to the hospital, and you just wanted to go to the Muslim doctor, but as a result, the tire was already protected, and you still drove the car into the pit, you blame me at this time." ”

Zhang Jianguo got up from his chair suddenly: "What are you, you are a thing here, what nonsense are you talking about." After saying that, he put on his coat and went out.

Yu Fangfang sat there, her breath was blocked in her throat and her eyes couldn't come out, tears flowed one after another, Yu Fangfang unconsciously thought of her miscarriage child, and finally couldn't help crying loudly.

Yu Fangfang thought that if she had made up her mind at that time, didn't listen to Zhang Jianguo, and went to the hospital for a check-up, maybe the result would not be like this, thinking of this, Yu Fangfang felt even more sorry for the child, and cried even more sadly.

Until the evening, Zhang Jianguo did not come back. Yu Fangfang was lying on the bed, constantly thinking that if she didn't listen to Zhang Jianguo and went to the hospital for a check-up, if she hadn't gone to Zhang Yuting's house with Zhang Jianguo to wash the fish tank that day, she wouldn't have met the person who didn't abide by the traffic rules...... The more Yu Fangfang thought about it, the more she felt that she was sorry for the child, it was all her own fault, and she cried unconsciously when she thought about it.

Zhang Jianguo did not go home for several days, nor did he call Yu Fangfang.

Yu Fangfang was alone at home, she didn't want to clean up the house, she didn't want to drink water, she didn't want to eat, she was lying in bed in a daze, and she felt more and more tired and weak, and sometimes she would sleep for a long time.

On this day, when Yu Fangfang was sleeping deeply, she heard the doorbell ringing non-stop, at first Yu Fangfang thought she was dreaming, but after listening to it for a while, someone outside was calling her, it turned out that Yu Wenwen and Yu's mother came over.

Yu's mother entered the house and looked, Yu Fangfang's face was as white as paper, she looked sick, the house looked like it hadn't been cleaned up for several days, and there was a strange smell.

Yu Wenwen carried a bag of things and said that she was buying mutton and beef for Yu Fangfang, and asked Yu Fangfang to replenish her body.

Yu Fangfang sat on the sofa weakly, and Yu's mother knew that the two of them must have quarreled again when she saw this situation. Yu Fangfang told the general situation, and expected Yu's mother and sister to comfort and relieve herself, but she didn't expect Yu's mother to count herself again: "You have also rested for more than ten days, if you can do it yourself, do it yourself, expect others to do something, I gave birth to you at that time, and you didn't even have a good mouth." They all do everything by themselves, and they have to cook for your dad every day, and they don't let you marry at that time, you don't have to marry, you are such a life. What else do I say, get up and clean up the kitchen, clean the house, and look like it. ”

Yu Wenwen sat on the side and whispered: "I originally wanted to come, but Xiao Cong will run away now and can't catch it, and you have a lot of things, I'm afraid I will smash Xiao Cong." ”

Yu Fangfang didn't say anything, and silently began to clean up the house, Yu's mother still didn't hold it and nagged her: "Hey, give birth to a daughter and marry someone else, people can do whatever they want, and I can't give you anger when you say it to me." The family you married is a reasonable one? When you got married, I asked your mother-in-law to buy cigarettes for the wedding car driver, you look at your mother-in-law and pull her face instantly, the person is your choice, you can live it, if you get divorced, your mother-in-law still doesn't know how to make trouble, your father and I can't afford to lose this person. ”

After Yu Fangfang cleaned up everything, Yu's mother and Yu Wenwen were finally ready to leave, and when they left, Yu's mother said I was upset, you made that meat and ate it yourself, it was almost the same after a break of ten days, and it was not a child if you had a miscarriage, don't stay at home, hurry up and make money. Is Zhang Jianguo quarreling with you because you don't go to work and don't make money, after saying that, Yu's mother left with Yu Wenwen.

Yu Fangfang felt that after her mother and sister left, the house was even more deserted without a trace of temperature.

Yu Fangfang drank some water and continued to lie on the bed, she began to think about some things little by little.

When Yu Wenwen was about to give birth, Yu's mother asked Yu Fangfang to ask for leave, it was the summer vacation, and it was the busiest time for the tutoring school, and sometimes she didn't even have time to eat. Yu's mother asked Yu Fangfang to buy Yu Wenwen a summer cool quilt, because Yu Fangfang was too busy to take care of it, Yu's mother was furious with Fangfang and made several phone calls to scold her. Yu Fangfang had no choice but to take advantage of the hour's meal time in the afternoon to hurry to buy Xia Liang quilt for Yu Wenwen.

Before Xiao Cong's full moon day, Yu's mother began to urge Yu Fangfang to buy a full moon gift for Xiao Cong, and asked Yu Fangfang to ask for leave on the day of Xiao Cong's full moon.

Later, Yu's mother accidentally burned her feet at work and it was inconvenient to walk, so she could only rest in her rural hometown, so she called Yu Fangfang twice in three days and said that she wanted to eat this and that, and Yu Fangfang could only buy things during the lunch break at noon every time, and then sent them to Yu's mother on a motorcycle.

Later, Xiao Cong was sick and hospitalized, and Yu's mother urged Yu Fangfang to see Xiao Cong.

And this time, Yu's mother has such an attitude. Yu Fangfang still remembers what Yu's mother said when she went out just now, "Wenwen works very hard with the child every day, you look at her face, yellow, white and yellow, and there is no way to take care of you, you take care of yourself." ”

Yu Fangfang knows that from childhood to adulthood, especially when she was young, Yu's mother favored her younger brother Yu Xiaowei the most, and she hated herself the most. Yu's mother has said more than once that Yu Fangfang was born to restrain her. As for this statement, Yu's mother said that there was once a monk who had fasted in the family, and for her mother, she said that Yu Xiaowei and Yu Wenwen would be rich and noble in the future, and you, the eldest daughter, was born to restrain you, which is not good for you. At that time, Yu Fangfang was seven years old.

Indeed, when she was a child, Yu Fangfang remembered that there were monks and nuns who often came to the house, and there were also refugees who came to eat after disasters in other places. But Yu Fangfang didn't remember that a monk had said such things as her mother.

But Yu Fangfang knew that it was true that her mother hated her. As for her mother, she has always been good and bad for Wenwen.