Morning sickness is actually a normal phenomenon that most pregnant mothers experience, some mild and severe, and some are lucky, and there will be no discomfort from pregnancy to end.

And Mu Shihuan is so serious that whether she gets up in the morning or sleeps at night, she will feel nauseous and want to vomit, as if her internal organs are about to vomit, which completely affects her normal diet.

As a last resort, she had to go to the hospital.

The doctor told her that in response to this situation, she could try to eat small and frequent meals, stay away from things that made her uncomfortable, dress comfortably, maintain a positive attitude, and avoid excessive anxiety due to morning sickness.

In addition, the doctor also prescribed her vitamin B6 to take under the guidance.

Finally, another check was done.

And the results of the examination ......

"Miss Mu," the doctor's expression was a little solemn, "judging from the examination report, your pregnancy. The ketone level is too low, and it is worse than the beginning, so I recommend early tire protection. ”

Mu Shihuan was stunned, and his breath stagnated.

"Protecting the ......" for a few seconds, she came back to her senses, and her voice was unconsciously a little hoarse, "Yes...... Can't keep it? ”

She thought of the worst.

"First of all, your severe morning sickness affects your normal diet, makes your nutrient supply insufficient, is not good for your health, and to some extent also affects the normal development of the fetus," the doctor reminded. ”

Mu Shihuan digested the doctor's words.

Her fingers clenched unconsciously, clenching together: "Isn't it well developed?" ”

The doctor nodded.

Mu Shihuan's face turned pale.

"Secondly," the doctor continued, "your own emotional condition also influences, and you should be in a good mood, as I remember mentioning to you during the first check-up. ”

Mu Shihuan opened his mouth and was speechless.

"But you don't need to worry too much, you just need to do what I say, and it will recover slowly, provided that you cooperate." The doctor comforted.

Mu Shihuan lowered his eyes.

Her chest was inexplicably a little stuffy, her heart was beating fast, she blinked her eyes and asked, "If you want to protect the fetus, do you need to be hospitalized?" I...... There is some rejection of hospitals. ”

"You can be at home."

"Okay...... Mu Shihuan was a little dazed, "Thank you, doctor." ”

"You're welcome, as it should be."

Mu Shihuan was still in a trance when he left the hospital.

Until she saw a passer-by leading the child by, the child was very cute, chattering, and smiling very sunny.

Mu Shihuan couldn't help but see God.

Gao Jia followed her line of sight and said comfortingly: "Miss Mu, when your baby is born, it must be the cutest child in the world." ”

The corners of Mu Shihuan's mouth curved slightly, and deeper expectations surged in his heart.

"I want to, too." She whispered.

The mood seemed to be better, she subconsciously reached out and touched her lower abdomen, silently thinking in her heart that she must get better.

After returning to the villa, Mu Shihuan began to protect the fetus.

In order not to let herself be cranky, she began to find things to do, she asked Gao Jia to buy a lot of potted flowers for her to plant, buy cross-stitch, and find a lot of light-hearted movies.

She began to think of names for her children, and whenever she thought of one, whether it was suitable for men and women, she would write it down, thinking that she could choose it slowly when she was more likely to do so.

She would walk and buy lots and lots of things that the children needed, from clothes to beds to toys, piled up in one room of the villa.

And the first and second years of high school also helped her decorate a children's room, which is very beautiful and cute, and it will make people like it, and it will make people yearn for it and can't help but look forward to the picture after the child is born.

and Gao Jia's company

, Gao Jia will say a lot of interesting things, will describe the scenery of her hometown with her, will talk about what she has seen and heard about her solo travel in the past two years, and with Gao Jia here, her mood seems to be a lot better.

It won't be so hard anymore.

It's just that......

During the day, she can find things to do and control her thoughts, but at night, she still dreams.

Dreaming of the past, dreaming of the pictures that I had dreamed of.

And, I will think of Li Jingyan.

These three parts seem to make up her nightly part, which appears every night and is never absent.

Even if she slept well at first, she would always be awakened by these dreams in the middle of the way, and then she could no longer fall asleep, or even fall asleep.

She either chooses to keep her eyes open until dawn, or chooses to watch a movie to pass the time.

But in this way, not enough rest seems to be bad for children.

Mu Shihuan felt that her whole person seemed to be divided into two people, the one during the day seemed to be returning to normal, and at night she had uncontrollable nightmares and thoughts.

She didn't know how long the torture would last.

She couldn't control herself at night, so she went through this back and forth until the third month of pregnancy.

The good news was that her morning sickness gradually improved, and although she was still throwing up, it was not so bad anymore, and she was able to eat more.

It's just that she's still so guarded.

Even if the chef nutritionist tries to cook all kinds of food for her, even if she herself forces herself to eat a lot every time, she is still very thin and even ...... It's thinner than it was.

She reassured herself that she had vomited too badly about last month, and she thought that as long as she worked hard to save the baby, it would be fine.

She was so looking forward to wanting this child.

But she didn't know that despair sometimes came so suddenly.

Unprepared.

Mu Shihuan thought that she would probably always remember that day when the sunset was like blood, and the afterglow of the sunset was particularly beautiful, and she even took a photo under the coaxing of Gao Jia.

She returned from a walk, and everything was normal, but as she was about to step through the gate, her abdomen ached without warning.

- She was red.

It seems to be in chaos, it seems that the world is spinning, and it seems to be ...... Nothing can be heard, nothing can be seen.

When she woke up again, her eyes were white, and the tip of her nose was filled with the smell of disinfectant water.

Mu Shihuan's body was a little stiff.

She was stunned for a moment before slowly coming back to her senses, and then, she reached out and touched her lower abdomen.

"Miss Mu?" Gao Jia realized that she woke up with her eyes open, and hesitated to step forward, "How are you, do you feel uncomfortable?" ”

Her eyes were clearly red.

Mu Shihuan's lips trembled, and unconsciously, her fingers covering her lower abdomen clenched the hospital gown on her body.

It's tight.

The folds are noticeable.

She heard her own hoarse voice: "Child...... Is it gone? ”

It's calm.

Gao Jia's eyes turned even redder all of a sudden, for her words, and for her calmness.

"Miss Mu......" She tried to comfort, but when the words came to her mouth, she couldn't say anything inexplicably, and her throat seemed to be blocked.

It's heavy, it's stuffy.

Mu Shihuan looked at her quietly.

"No, isn't it?" She asked again, her voice much softer.

Gao Jia's tears rolled down at once, drop after drop.

She tried to wipe it, but it was still there, and she couldn't stop it.

On the contrary, Mu Shihuan never cried, and there was nothing wrong

, it seems, is that she has no children.

The bed was too calm.

Gao Jia couldn't help but say, "Miss Mu, you will have children in the future." ”

Really.

Hearing Gao Jia's words, Mu Shihuan's first reaction was like this.

It seems like...... Not surprising at all.

After all, the condition of the fetus was not good from the very beginning, after all, she needed to protect the fetus, after all, her own condition has been unstable.

After all......

There are too many reasons, and they are all piled up in Mu Shihuan's mind for a while.

"Good ......," she responded.

Gao Jia was so sad.

She felt that Miss Mu's reaction was too abnormal.

She squatted down, couldn't help but grab her hand and said, "Miss Mu, if you want to cry, you can cry, you don't want to be like this, okay?" ”

She was really distressed and worried about Mu Shihuan, and she even forgot her usual honorific title.

Mu Shihuan heard her voice.

She pursed her lower lip very hard: "It's this kid who came at the wrong time, it's me...... I don't have a fate with her, it doesn't matter, there will be one in the future. ”

Gao Jia squeezed her hand.

"Miss Mu......"

"It's okay, there will still be." Mu Shihuan just repeated this sentence.

The voice is soft.

I don't know if it's for Gao Jia or for myself.

Gao Jia wanted to say something.

"Gao Jia, I'm thirsty and want to drink water." Mu Shihuan said again.

Gao Jia had to swallow what she wanted to say, and immediately stood up: "Okay, Miss Mu, wait a minute." ”

She quickly brought a glass of water at the right temperature, she carefully helped Mu Shihuan up, and brought the cup to her mouth.

Mu Shihuan took a sip of her help and drank a lot.

"Okay, thank you."

Gao Jia gently lowered her down and lay down on her back.

Mu Shihuan looked at the ceiling without blinking.

After a while, she whispered: "Gao Jia, I don't like the hospital, the smell here is too bad, it will be uncomfortable, help me go through the discharge procedures, I want to go home to recuperate, okay?" ”

Gao Jia couldn't bear to say it badly at all.

"Okay, I'll let the first year of high school do it." She nodded heavily, ran to the door quickly, opened the door, and said to the first and second high school seniors who were waiting outside that they would be discharged.

The first and second years of high school looked fixed, but in the end they didn't say anything, and the second year of high school went through the formalities, and the first year of high school continued to stay outside.

Soon, everything was arranged, and Mu Shihuan was taken home.

She was very tired, she closed her eyes after talking to Gao Jia, and when she got to bed in the villa, she only said that Gao Jia didn't have to accompany her, and she would ask her to continue sleeping if needed.

Other than that, she didn't move anything else.

She was quiet and calm, as if nothing had happened, as if she had really accepted what the child did not have.

Gao Jia really wanted to stay with her, but she said so, she couldn't force it, so she could only go out.

She went out with red eyes, and the situation of the first and second years of high school waiting in the small living room was not much better, and the two men were a little red-eyed.

The three of them looked at each other, and for a moment silence spread.

It's depressing.

In the end, Gao Jia couldn't help but ask: "Still can't you contact Mr. Li?" Ms. Mu...... Isn't that enough to inform Mr. Li? ”

Her voice trembled, and she almost burst into tears.

"Even if Mr. Li can't come, can't he say a word to Miss Mu, even if he doesn't speak, it's okay to connect, Miss Mu ......"