He looked up at her, and Mu Shihuan easily saw anticipation and nervousness in his eyes.

Mu Shihuan is not ready: "I ......"

"Everything," holding her hand, rubbing his fingertips, Li Jingyan's gaze kept on her face, "change of clothes, pajamas, makeup removal and skin care...... Both. ”

Mu Shihuan was stunned.

When exactly did he prepare, or had he planned to ask her to stay from the beginning of today's meeting?

As if he knew what she was thinking, he had such a doubt, and his answer came, naturally frank and undisguised: "I asked people to prepare in advance, yours has it, and Xiaochen's also has it, I thought that if I could, I could let you live here." ”

In fact, he wanted to take his time, but when he met her, his thoughts were uncontrollable, and he just wanted to be with her these days.

"Stay, huh?" He coaxed her, as if he thought of something, and said, "I sleep in the guest room, I won't touch you until you don't want to, don't worry." ”

There was even more anticipation in his eyes.

Mu Shihuan saw it clearly, and what she felt was equally clear, it seemed to be her own mind, she seemed to ...... Not so strongly wanting to refuse.

Or rather, there was no opposition in her heart to stop her.

Her heart was pounding, and she looked at him.

"Shi Huan, I miss you." Holding her hand and kissing her, Li Jingyan's voice became hoarse.

A sudden love sentence instantly hit Mu Shihuan's heart.

Her lips moved and moved, and finally she nodded and whispered, "Okay." ”

Li Jingyan smiled.

Mu Shihuan's heart trembled suddenly, and in the next second, his lips once again covered the back of her hand and left a gentle kiss.

"I'll get you clothes, wait for me here?" Li Jingyan got up.

Mu Shihuan nodded.

She watched him walk to the bedroom, her hand hanging on the couch clenched tightly for some time, but slowly released after a while.

She pursed her lower lip.

Soon, he prepared the things he was going to use for the bath, and when he went and came back, he picked her up and walked to the bathroom like a natural instinct.

"Something called me." After putting her down, Li Jingyan said.

Mu Shihuan didn't speak this time, and it wasn't until his figure disappeared from sight that she realized that her face was hot.

After a pause, she turned to stand in front of the sink to brush her teeth.

As he says, he has everything he needs ready, new toothbrushes, toothpaste, cups, face wipes, skincare products, and more......

The whole nine yards.

Mu Shihuan picked up the toothbrush and brushed her teeth first, in front of her was a bright and clean mirror, she looked at herself in the mirror, and found that she was actually a little nervous.

But what is hidden under the tension is a different kind of peace of mind.

She brushed her teeth slowly, after which she began to remove her makeup, and finally took a shower, which was almost an hour before she finished, her hair dryer brushing her hair, and she was about to find a hair dryer to blow her hair when there was a knock at the door.

"Shi Huan." He just called her.

But Mu Shihuan immediately understood what he meant.

"Alright." Before she could figure out how to answer, she had already answered him.

Then, the door was pushed open and he walked in.

Really.

He found a hair dryer for her to help her dry her hair, and he was completely in a posture of not refusing her.

It's not like he hasn't blown her hair.

Thinking of the first time he blew her hair, her eyelashes fluttered, and then, hers

The sight met him in the mirror, and it was only a glance that he could be sure that he had thought of it.

Seems...... It's getting more and more tacit.

Or rather, he never forgot those common memories.

"Go outside and blow it." Taking her hand, Li Jingyan whispered.

Mu Shihuan was in a trance, until he sat down on the sofa, and he skillfully turned on the hair dryer to prepare.

She didn't speak again, and neither did he, and for a moment the sound of a hair dryer working in the huge bedroom.

His movements were gentle and cautious, as if he were a treasure.

At first, Mu Shihuan's body was still a little nervous, but as his aura shrouded in, she found that she was slowly no longer nervous.

Warmth permeates every corner of the air.

After a few moments, the sound of the hair dryer stopped, and his voice fell: "Okay, eight points dry." ”

She didn't blow dry her hair thoroughly every time she blows, he remembers.

"Thank you." She whispered, and after speaking, her brow furrowed again, and one hand subconsciously pressed her lower abdomen.

Li Jingyan noticed it for the first time.

"Hurts again?" He crouched down and asked.

Mu Shihuan bit his lip and nodded.

She didn't know what was wrong, at first it suddenly hurt, and after he left to help her go shopping, she didn't hurt much anymore, and she didn't feel much when she took a shower just now.

Unexpectedly, it hurt again, and the pain was much stronger than just now, so much so that she couldn't even sit still anymore and bent down.

"I'll go get the medicine." Li Jingyan didn't waste time, got up and walked out of the bedroom quickly, got up and got the ibuprofen he bought from the pharmacy and a glass of warm water.

"The pharmacy doctor said he could eat it." He handed her the medicine, and when she took it in his mouth, he put the cup directly to her lips and let her drink like that.

Mu Shihuan did not refuse, swallowed, drank water, and swallowed the medicine.

"I'll carry you to bed." Li Jingyan said and picked her up horizontally, carefully put her on the bed, and covered her with a cup.

After thinking about it, he said, "Bear with me." ”

His hand reached in and gently pressed it on her lower abdomen, rubbing it for her.

His palms were hot, and the skin was unhindered, and the heat invaded her body almost as soon as it was pasted.

Warmth.

He rubbed it with just the right amount of force.

"Wait a minute, if it doesn't work, let's go to the hospital, okay?"

Mu Shihuan came back to her senses, moved her lips, and she slowly shook her head: "No, going to the hospital is just to dispense some medicine," her face was inexplicably a little hot, "How can you go to the hospital because of this." ”

After a pause, she added, "Ibuprofen will work." ”

Li Jingyan didn't make a sound, only continued his movements, and after a while, he said in a dumb voice: "Does it hurt?" ”

When Mu Shihuan heard it, she subconsciously wanted to say something better, and when the words came to her mouth, she suddenly realized something.

He's asking about the pain, and it's ...... When he asked her about the time she was abroad, she was sent abroad by him, even for the sake of her safety, but she didn't get any news, and the feeling of torment was not a pain.

And also...... After that, the child who didn't have it for various reasons, did it hurt at that time?

When she is isolated and helpless, when she can't support her body and mind, she can't sleep every night and thinks about when he is around, does it hurt?

Be...... It hurts.

The memories of that time suddenly became turbulent, and it seemed as if it was just yesterday.

Mu Shihuan's fingers clenched unconsciously

The quilt increased little by little, she looked at him, was it her delusion, she seemed to see the red under his eyes.

She wanted to see more clearly, but suddenly her eyes became blurry, and the tip of her nose was faintly sore.

A hand was suddenly grasped tightly by him, and she jerked her face away.

"Shi Huan." At this moment, Li Jingyan didn't know what to say, obviously the topic was proposed by him, but now he regretted looking at her, "Yes......"

"It hurts......," she said.

Li Jingyan stopped breathing, he stared at her intently, and his hands trembled a little.

"It hurts," Mu Shihuan looked at the direction of the balcony, and his voice was very low, "It hurts now, then ...... It hurts, too, never so much. ”

"A few times when I couldn't hold on, I thought, why don't you come to me yet, why ...... In the name of being good to me, why can't you give me a little news, why ...... To do this to me. ”

She wanted to speak calmly, but she didn't know why, she only felt that there were waves of unspeakable emotions in her body that were rampage, and she couldn't bear it at all.

Physical pain can never compare to psychological pain.

Her lips trembled, and she wanted to say something more, but after realizing it, she felt that her face seemed to be a little wet, and she instinctively wanted to raise her hand, and the man was one step ahead of her.

His hot fingertips gently wiped away her tears.

It turned out that she was crying.

"I'm sorry." Gently and carefully wiped, Li Jingyan's voice was hoarse and tight like never before, and he didn't dare to use force, for fear of hurting her.

It seems that he can't say anything else except this sentence, but no matter how much he says and compensates for it, the past still exists, and the damage to her has already been done.

Gently caressing her face, he wanted to hug her.

The mist in front of him seemed to be getting thicker and thicker, but Mu Shihuan suddenly felt that the torment hidden in his heart seemed to be slowly decreasing, and it was not so painful.

His breath was behind him, scorching, familiar, and undeniably ...... Give her peace of mind.

Her heart trembled, an indescribable sensation swelled, her lips bit and bite, and she slowly turned her head.

Through the mist, she looked at him earnestly.

Li Jingyan still held her face as if she were a treasure.

The two looked at each other, silence spreading.

After a while, Li Jingyan finally spoke again, his voice was hoarse again, and there was a faint trill: "It's my fault in the past, I can't say that you will forget, maybe you will never forget it in your life, but I will do my best to make amends and make you happy, I don't ask you to forgive me." ”

It was useless to say more, only to do it, and he was glad that she was finally willing to tell him this.

"Shi Huan, I'm sorry." He rubbed her face, his throat obscure.

"What about you?" A sudden sentence.

Li Jingyan didn't react for a while: "What? ”

Mu Shihuan slowly raised his hand, covered the back of his hand and held it gently.

Li Jingyan's body suddenly tensed.

"Shi Huan ......"

Holding his hand a little harder, Mu Shihuan looked at him, and after a long time, he asked in a dumb voice: "What about you, does it hurt?" When you send me away, does it hurt? When lying in the hospital and dying, does it hurt? ”

As she spoke, the image of her being forced to go to another country to see him when she was taken back by Tang Yu came to her mind, lying on the bed, lifeless.

I don't know when I'll wake up, I don't know if I'll be able to get through the dangerous period.

"Does it hurt?" She asked again.