Her voice was visibly choked, and even though she tried to restrain herself, the emotional rampage in her heart made it impossible for her to parry.

Li Jingyan heard it.

The palm of his right hand was still gently rubbing her lower abdomen, and the left hand holding her side face was a little faintly trembling, and he looked at her for a moment before he said, "It hurts." ”

It was like a word squeezed out of the deepest part of the throat, very dumb, very heavy, and obviously tight.

"It hurts," he repeated, his eyes steadfast, "but I don't regret it, even if I do it again, I'll still choose that." ”

There is no other choice.

For him, her safety is far more important than his own, even if she blames him for hating him for the rest of his life, he will still not hesitate to send her away.

"I'm sorry." He whispered.

Mu Shihuan's heart trembled and trembled, and so did her fingers holding the quilt tightly, she understood what he meant.

How can you not understand?

"Have you thought of me?" Her eyes became more and more blurry, and she couldn't help but ask.

Li Jingyan's movements paused, his thin lips moved, and two seconds later he replied in a dumb voice: "I don't dare to think about it, I'm afraid I can't help but come to you, I'm afraid I can't help but contact you......"

The urge to cry suddenly became strong at this moment, and Mu Shihuan turned his face away.

"Don't cry." His fingertips gently wiped the tears from her face and gently coaxed her.

Mu Shihuan wanted to cry even more, tears wanton, including thousands of emotions in her heart, shouting uncontrollably in her body.

She couldn't speak anymore.

She cried, Li Jingyan was even more distressed, and wanted to coax her not to cry again, but he knew that she was holding back such a sentence, maybe it would be good for her to vent appropriately.

After staring at her for a few seconds, he got up and sat down on the edge of the bed, and the hand holding her tentatively turned around her, letting her lean into his arms.

Mu Shihuan was still holding back, but I don't know why, when the tip of her nose was his breath, when her face pressed against his chest and felt his heartbeat, she couldn't help it anymore.

Tears fell down her face, as if she wanted to cry all the grievances and sadness she had been suffering from for so long, and vent everything.

Her body trembled uncontrollably, and gradually, the crying became more pronounced, and in a few moments, her tears wet the clothes on his chest.

All kinds of scenes from the past come to mind.

She grabbed his clothes, crying breathlessly, choked unusually "You bastard...... How can you leave me alone without coming to me......"

Why didn't she know?

He knew it at the beginning, and now he understands that he is indeed thinking about her safety and her good, but doesn't he know that it is the same for her?

But she also knew that she was uncomfortable, and he was even more so.

Mu Shihuan cried louder and louder, and the discomfort that was heavy on his heart seemed to be getting lighter little by little.

Li Jingyan didn't stop it, just hugged her and caressed her, accompanied by this wordless comfort, and in a moment, his eyes turned a lot red.

No one spoke anymore.

I don't know how long it took, the cry of the person in her arms slowly became smaller, and her body was no longer trembling as before, only sobbing.

In the end, she couldn't help it, Li Jingyan lowered her head and gave her a gentle kiss on her hair.

"I'm sorry." He said hoarsely.

With just this sentence, Mu Shihuan's tears were about to break the embankment again, and she grabbed the clothes on his chest tightly: "Yes, you are sorry for me, bastard......"

It doesn't seem to hurt so much in the depths of my heart, it's so uncomfortable.

"I'll go get a towel and wipe it

Wipe your face, okay? Afraid that her eyes would be uncomfortable if she cried for a long time, Li Jingyan coaxed softly.

Mu Shihuan did not respond.

Li Jingyan thought about it and was about to let go of her carefully, but her hand holding his clothes suddenly became harder.

He was silent.

"I'm not leaving." He said.

Mu Shihuan also didn't speak, and the two hugged each other for a long time in such a posture.

It turned out that there were still many things she wanted to ask, such as how the fight with Yu Linshang began and ended, but suddenly she felt that it was not necessary.

The past is the past, the important thing is the present and the future, neither she nor he can be trapped in the past for the rest of their lives.

His eyelashes fluttered, his lips moved, and after a while, Mu Shihuan said in a hoarse voice: "I want to drink water......"

Li Jingyan heard it for the first time: "Okay." Carefully letting go of her, he coaxed, "Wait for me, I'll be back soon." ”

Mu Shihuan bit his lip and nodded.

The big stone in his heart was put down a little, Li Jingyan walked out of the bedroom quickly, poured a glass of water at the right temperature and went back.

Mu Shihuan reached out to take it, but he handed it directly to her lips.

"Drink."

Mu Shihuan glanced at him, and finally drank water in this position, maybe she cried for too long, or maybe she needed to add something urgently, she drank a lot at once.

"Slow down." Li Jingyan whispered.

Swallowing her throat, Mu Shihuan unconsciously slowed down, even so, when it was over, she almost drank all the glass of water.

Li Jingyan put the cup on the bedside table, saw that there were water stains on the corner of her mouth, and took a tissue to wipe it off for her naturally and gently.

Mu Shihuan let him move, and when he was about to leave, she grabbed his wrist.

Li Jingyan paused, his body stiffened slightly.

Mu Shihuan looked at him and looked at him for a long time before saying, "Is there anything else to hide from me?" ”

She had been crying for too long, and her voice was still a little crying at this time, but she looked at him with persistent eyes, as if she had to ask him for an answer.

Li Jingyan looked back at her and shook his head: "No." ”

"Yes." The force that grabbed his wrist became slightly heavier, and the tip of his nose was obviously sour, Mu Shihuan said directly, "You must have also found my master and ...... The whereabouts of the little brother, right? ”

From the time she woke up from nine deaths to the time she returned to Pingcheng, she has actually been trying to find the whereabouts of the two, but the two of them disappeared as if they had disappeared out of thin air.

She had guesses, but she didn't want to go into detail until Li Jingyan appeared in front of her again.

The speculation that he didn't want to believe finally came true, even if he didn't actually say anything, but he said something else, said Yu Linshang's fate, said Chi Wu, said the remaining problems during the undercover period, and said ......

I just didn't say that Master and Little Senior Brother.

He knew so much, and he investigated it clearly, and it was impossible for Yu Linshang not to say anything, but he didn't tell her, there was only one reason-

The truth is something she can't or won't accept.

For example, the so-called master and junior brother were just Yu Linshang's arrangement from the beginning, and for example, they were no longer in this world.

She prefers the former.

"Right?" She looked at him and asked, "Yes...... Yu Linshang's arrangement, right? ”

Li Jingyan has always known that she is smart and can't hide anything from her.

At this point, there is no need to hide it.

"Yes," he admitted, his voice hoarse, squeezing her hand to comfort her, "they're fine, don't worry. ”

The appearance was planned, but the care during that time could not be said to be all acting, which he knew well Mu Shihuan also knew, so he gave them a choice after finding them at that time, which was regarded as a reward for their care.

Really.

Mu Shihuan was in a trance.

Although he didn't say the rest, she could guess.

“…… Good. Eyelashes fluttered, she said.

"Do you want to see them?" Li Jingyan asked.

Want to see you? What can you say when you see it?

Mu Shihuan shook his head lightly, with a little relief in his tone: "No need." ”

It's all over, so why bother to say goodbye to add sadness and embarrassment? It's better not to see it and leave the last beauty.

"No need." She repeated.

Li Jingyan took her hand and squeezed it, respecting her choice: "Okay." ”

Mu Shihuan glanced at him and wanted to say something, but for a moment she didn't seem to know what to say or what to say, although she could feel that the distance between the two of them was getting closer just now.

"Is there anything better?" Probably knowing her mood, Li Jingyan thoughtfully changed the topic.

He was still rubbing her lower abdomen.

Mu Shihuan nodded and said in a low voice: "Hmm." ”

"Tired or not?" Li Jingyan asked again.

Mu Shihuan wanted to shake her head, but somehow, she nodded.

"Then go to sleep," Li Jingyan's voice was also low, as if he had thought of something, and he explained, "I'll leave when you fall asleep." ”

After saying that, he carefully helped her to lie down, he still pressed her lower abdomen, and when he saw that she closed her eyes, he was reluctant to look away, still looking at her intently.

Mu Shihuan felt it clearly.

I wanted to tell myself not to be affected and go to sleep, but his eyes were too presence, even if she was very tired and wanted to sleep, she couldn't sleep.

To be exact, there was a voice in her heart that was also saying something.

His eyes were burning with lots and lots of emotion, and he was always gentle and careful in his movements when he rubbed her lower abdomen.

Inexplicably, the tip of Mu Shihuan's nose was sour again, and slowly, she opened her eyes.

Li Jingyan was about to brush her hair for her and paused.

"What's wrong?" He asked.

Mu Shihuan looked at him and was silent.

After staring at each other for a few seconds, Li Jingyan still stretched out his hand to push the strand of hair aside for her: "Can't you sleep?" ”

He was going to withdraw his hand.

Almost without thinking about it, Mu Shihuan grabbed his hand, and the moment the skin touched, both of them were stunned for a moment, as if no one expected this.

Mu Shihuan's heart beat a little fast.

After a moment, she spoke in a dumb voice: "Before today, I didn't think that I would talk about those resentments one day, maybe as you said, I may never forget it for the rest of my life." ”

Li Jingyan's heart jumped.

"Shi Huan ......"

"Listen to me," Mu Shihuan interrupted him, and at this moment the former courage seemed to have returned, "I have figured it out, neither me nor you should trap yourself in the past, the past...... It's long gone. ”

Li Jingyan's thin lips pursed, and even his breathing stopped for a few seconds.

His heart overflowed with more relief, Mu Shihuan looked at him and said, "Let's all forget, okay?" ”

Feeling that he was holding his hand as if he was afraid that she would abandon him, his eyes clearly flashed with fear and nervousness, his heart moved slightly, and her other hand gently touched his face: "Li Jingyan......"