Chapter 45: The Life You Longing For
"Which of you won?"
"Haitao, that slut."
As soon as Lao Mao finished speaking, we said "shit luck" in unison, because according to our observations over the years and what we know about each other, as long as that guy wins, most of them rely on luck.
"Why can't I rely on strength?"
"You don't have that."
"Rub~"
In the final round, after a simple communication between me and Lan Yuxuan, I decided to let her compare with Haitao, of course, I gave full play to the excellent style of good men and women, but a certain piece of flesh on my left arm will still ache faintly.
It seems that Haitao is also a bit of a gentleman, so he asked Lan Yuxuan to shoot first, but Lan Yuxuan was obviously full of self-confidence after winning me, so he excused himself and said, "It's okay, it's better for you first." ”
I really don't understand why girls are gentle and shy when they talk to others, and they are sorry for themselves if they don't spill when they talk to me.
The game started, the two goods did not have the help of the wind, and they fell for two rounds without deciding the winner, Lao Mao looked bored, stabbed me and said: "Yangzi, how did you lose?" ”
I said helplessly: "Unlucky, it was windy both times, and I didn't even have a chance." ”
Lao Mao said thoughtfully: ", so am I!" ”
At this time, Lan Yuxuan used the trick she had just used in the match with me - ha-qi! But obviously, if there is no wind, there will be no luck, Lan Yuxuan turned her head to look at me with a smile, and then instantly turned into a stare.
I didn't do anything......
In the end, Lan Yuxuan lost to Haitao because of her small strength, and Haitao said to us excitedly: "How about it, you just say that Brother Niu B is not Niu B?" Haha, that's strength. ”
We despised him together, played for a century, and won as a little girl, and also had the face to say that it was strength?
Later, we didn't play ingots anymore, because of Lan Yuxuan's withdrawal, we thought about a lot of wild games, what to pick up stones (this is okay, not so violent), cockfighting, stacking arhats, but still gave up, I feel that these games that I often played when I was a child are no longer suitable for us now.
Of course, we're still who we are, but we're older than we used to be.
I believe that many children still play these games, which also confirms the saying that no one can be young forever, but there will always be people who are young.
"Let's almost go home, Yangzi, you go and send Lan Yuxuan."
"Why is it me?"
"What nonsense, you are not happy to give you this good errand?"
"Good errand? Where did you see that? ”
"Let's go, let's go home and eat."
Before I could resist again, those fox friends and dog friends all ran away.
"Withdraw, I'll send you home."
"Forget it, I can go on my own."
"Don't do it, if there's a bad one, I can't take responsibility."
"I didn't put you in charge."
“…… Hehe. ”
From the first sentence, we have been gone together, are all girls like this?
As she was walking, Lan Yuxuan seemed to have tripped over something, and her body was crooked, I was afraid that she would pounce on a dog and eat, but I didn't have time to design a feasible plan to help her in advance, so I subconsciously reached out to stop her.
Maybe it was because I had a soft experience, so this time my brain didn't empty it, but rationally analyzed the probability of her falling, and after determining it to zero, I withdrew my hand.
During the whole process, Lan Yuxuan didn't seem to have any special reaction except for being sluggish, this Nizi shouldn't have done it on purpose! (-Passerby Jia: The beauty of thinking!) - Passerby me: Then you have to think about it! )
She turned to look at the slightly upturned floor tile behind her, then turned to look at me, and quickly lowered her head.
I didn't say anything, just walked with her, thinking to myself, when we both understood, just keep silent.
It was Lan Yuxuan who opened her mouth first and said shyly: "Thank you." ”
I was pondering what to eat for the evening, and I was interrupted at the thought of the fluffy bread, so I touched the back of my head, and my face seemed to be a little hot, but I still replied, "Hey, it's not a problem." ”
Probably to ease the embarrassment, I diverted the topic to my most hated study, and she seemed to understand what I meant, and began to look around, picking up a small rock not far away, ready to crouch down and give me the answer.
Seeing this, I hurriedly touched her arm with the back of my hand, pretending to be concerned: "Forget it, let's talk about it tomorrow, I'll send you home quickly, I guess your parents are in a hurry." ”
Lan Yuxuan was bent on solving the problem before leaving, and also "excused" that she would not go to school tomorrow weekend, which was not self-defeating.
I had to tell the truth that it was because I was hungry, but Lan Yuxuan, who had no heart, thought that I was caring about her, and deliberately said that I was hungry.
In short, if you don't finish speaking, you won't go home.
My mother, still let people live, I seem to see the anxious figure of my dear mother.
Not to mention anything else, my acting skills are still relatively cranky, and in this case, ordinary people will be "uh-huh" perfunctory, which will only get worse, so I am quite cooperative to say "Oh, ah, hey, why didn't I think of it" and other nonsense, but I will definitely not say anything "Ah? Why? What do you mean? And so on to add insult to injury.
Soon, the battle was over, and I saw hope again!
"Where do you want to go?"
"I don't know, let's talk about it."
"Why don't you plan it?"
"Oh...... If you play well, it seems to be just such a regional focus. ”
"I want to work hard in the city."
"Then come on!"
"Hmph, goodbye!"
The last conversation before the separation was still the most annoying to me, and the last scene was still the staring I was most familiar with......
Finally, like a little wild horse on the reins, I enjoyed the happiness brought to me by the wind!
Dinner! You've got to hold on! I'll be back soon! You have to miss me! Otherwise, you're really cold!
When I got home, I saw my parents arguing about one thing, it was about whether the food should be bought more, my dad's idea was to buy more, prepare it if it couldn't be eaten, use it sooner or later, save it next time, and my mother's idea was not to buy more, eat the same every day and get tired of eating, not eating the same and not fresh, let alone let go, it will be bad after a long time.
As a result, everyone thinks that they are telling the truth.
But even though it's so competitive, in fact, my mother likes to do more every time, afraid that we won't be full, and I'm afraid that we will eat too single.
I remember watching a show before, it was about the troubles of happiness, it seemed to be the story of an old couple, I didn't remember the specific content, but my mom also said "When you all grow up and go to live outside, we will start to enjoy happiness" and something like that.
After dinner, in front of a pile of books that needed to be conquered, I fell into deep thought, what will my life be like in the future?
I thought about a lot of what I yearn for, and I also wrote it down with feeling:
If I could, I would like to sit on a recliner in the courtyard with three or five confidants, looking at the sky dyed red by the sunset;
If I could, I would like to carry a memory, facing the stars in the sky, chatting about the sweetness covered by the hustle and bustle;
If I could, I would like to spend half my life prosperous, listening to the croaking of frogs, fishing for the mystery forgotten by exhaustion;
If I really can, I would like to find my childish self, and reminisce about the childlike joy diluted by the years with the slightly drunken comfort at the corner of my mouth.
I still yearn for the life, I still yearn for the one room, two people, three meals, and four seasons.