Chapter 656: Home
Kong Li raised his hand and patted her shoulder, "Dyeing clothes, why don't you understand, if the delirium is not what she expects, then she must have decided to sacrifice herself and draw a soul for herself." Everything she has sought in this life has an unusual power, and it is conceivable what the result of such a completely different and powerful force will be when it is applied to a person. Even if Feng Annihilation had the body of a god back then, he would never be able to withstand such power before he went through the karma.
The same reason applies to delirium, and whether or not delirium opened the origin of the Shura clan out of his heart to achieve his ten thousand dharma bodies when the catastrophe came, the backlash of karma was not something he could afford. Want...... Feng Yan didn't choose to sacrifice herself or sacrifice her delusion at the beginning, in fact, she still had a selfish heart, she still couldn't let go of him after all, even if there was only a trace of faint thoughts, she still wanted to spend the rest of her life with him. ”
"I see...... So that's what you said, the reason why she chose delirium. If the two of them work together to bear this power against the sky, maybe both of them can have a glimmer of life. It's no wonder that Sister Feng Yan didn't tell Cang Yu about this plan, if the Heavenly Secret was revealed, their karma would not be able to play any role in soaking in the water of Lechuan for a thousand years or the reincarnation of the mortal realm in the tenth life.
"But brother...... Isn't she afraid that the delirium will not accept it?If she waits for this soul to be drawn and the delirious godhead returns, if he refuses to compromise or is unwilling to understand Sister Fengyan's hardships back then, then what should he do?"
Kongli shook his head, "There is only one choice for delusion, and that is whether or not to wait for that thousand years in the Lethe River. Obsession is something that will only grow day by day, never going away, and if you want to get rid of it, you can only let go of it, and don't expect it to fade away. In this world, those who can let go of their obsessions have become Buddhas, but the realm of Buddhahood is not so easy to understand.
Since Cang Yu chose to wait in the Lethe River back then, whether it was his love for Feng Annihilation or his unwillingness to abandon Feng Annihilation, the two had long been inseparable and had become an obsession that he could never let go. As long as there is this obsession, he will compromise, no matter what Feng Annihilation does to him, as long as the other party is willing to return to his side, he will not blame the past. ”
"Brother......" Frost Dye Yi couldn't help muttering when she heard the end, but she opened her mouth, but the words behind her were stubbornly unable to speak: You actually thought the same way about Xiao Qinglian at the beginning, right? No matter what she has done, as long as she is willing to return to you, you are also willing to blame the past.
Who knew that the frost-dyed clothes couldn't bear to say this, but they laughed at themselves when they left themselves, "You should be me pushing myself and others, if it is me, no matter how Li Ji treats me, as long as she really loves me, as long as she can stay by my side, what has she done, and what is worth pursuing." ”
Hearing this, Frost Dyeed Yi's nose was sour, and he hurriedly twisted his head to the side, and took a long breath before changing the topic sullenly: "Brother, you said that Sister Feng Yan has done so much, no matter whether it is Cang Delirium who has supreme divine power or she has supreme divine power in the end, this should be a matter of seeking the well-being of the common people in the world."
"Not to mention, at least so many innocent Shura in the Shura Realm will be able to avoid the suffering of reincarnation and hungry ghosts. In this way, this move is also a merit, and they should ...... They shouldn't suffer too much backlash, right, they ...... It's going to be fine, right?"
"Merit?" Kongli seemed to be a little surprised, "What is merit, whether there is merit or not, it depends on what kind of rules the heaven and earth are." But all catastrophes are not here to clean the rules. If she can really allow the existing rules to continue, it will naturally be considered a merit, if not...... At that time, we will all be destroyed together, so what merit will be?
"Besides, merit or not, everything will have to wait until after the catastrophe, and it is inevitable whether it will be pacified or caused by its cholera, wind annihilation, and delusion. If they succeed, it will be a merit, but making up for it afterwards will not be able to undo the damage at that time in any case.
"All that Wind Oblivion has done is to minimize sacrifice. It's a pity that I can't get into her eyes, otherwise if she chooses me, I will do my best to protect her, and she doesn't need to worry about whether I will be destroyed because of selfishness. ”
"Brother...... Even if Xiao Qinglian is gone, but you still have me! If something happens to you, I will also be heartbroken, why can't you consider my feelings!" said Frost Dye Yi dissatisfied.
Kong Li hooked the corners of his mouth and said lightly: "Because sooner or later, one day, you will meet a man who is more important than me in your life." Little girl, if this catastrophe can be quelled, I'm afraid that you, the young master, will inevitably go down to earth to go through a catastrophe. When the time comes, you will understand what love is in this world. But as your brother, I certainly hope that your love path will not be too difficult. ”
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In the early morning of the next day, the South China Sea was in the palace of the merman.
Since he was rescued by Kong Li and brought to the South China Sea, Qing Ci has been in a coma for four days, and in the early morning of the fifth day, he finally woke up in the incomparable torment of his body.
When he opened his eyes, everything in front of him was hazy and bleak, and now Qingci could no longer distinguish whether the surrounding environment was in the dark or the day.
Just as he was silently lamenting in his heart and weakly wanted to close his eyes again, an obviously hoarse but happy voice came from his ears: "Ah Qi, you're awake!"
Qing Ci was slightly stunned, and then there was an indescribable sourness in his heart. He settled down before he opened his somewhat dry lips and asked, "Tizhen, how long have I been asleep?"
Listening to this voice, which was many times hoarse than herself, Ti Zhen's eyes turned red and she almost burst into tears. She subconsciously wanted to turn her head and not want Qing Ci to see her embarrassment, but as soon as she made a move, she suddenly remembered that this man's eyes were no different from blindness, and he ...... I couldn't see her at all.
Forcibly enduring the pain in his heart, knowing that the other party couldn't see it, Ti Zhen still pulled out a smile, "Ah Qi, you have been sleeping for four days, and today is the fifth day." If you don't wake up, I'm going to have a hard time. ”
"Ti Zhen, thank you. Want...... You haven't had a good rest these days. I'm really sorry, I'm ...... Always causing you trouble. Qing Ci frowned slightly, except for thanking and apologizing, he really didn't know what else he could say.
This kind of detached and polite rhetoric was like a thin needle piercing Ti Zhen's already painful heart. She loved him, and that was something that didn't need to be hidden. But he knew that she loved him, but he could only treat her with such an attitude towards an ordinary friend, showing all the time that there was no possibility between them.
"Ah Qi, there is no need to be so polite between you and me. Even if you don't consider the friendship between us, you and the merman clan have a lot of connections with this merman palace. If you don't mind, you can make this your home. Ti Zhen said with a smile.
"Family ......" Qingci murmured softly, this word was really a little unfamiliar to him.
Growing up so big, Qing Ci only experienced the feeling of being at home after first encountering Feng Annihilation more than a thousand years ago, and his biological parents could not choose, but Feng Annihilation and delirium were a reinvention of grace for him.
For a long time, Qing Ci couldn't tell what kind of feelings he had for this couple, whether it was his brother and sister, father and mother, or confidant and friend.
This question bothered Qing Ci for a long time, and finally he decided to give up the idea of sorting out these relationships, and he had a definition of them that was most suitable and what he longed for the most - family.
The reason why home is home is not because of where it is located, deep in the mountains or in the sea, but because there are families in that place, so it can be called "home".
This merman palace used to be half of his home, because it was his mother. But since his mother's death, his family has only been left with wind oblivion and delirium, so for him, Luohe Palace is his home.
Later, Feng Yan and Delirium also left him, and the word home had become a luxury for him. After more than a thousand years of wandering, he finally met them again, met his family, and found the love of his heart, and he always thought that he would soon have his own home again.
But...... Creation makes people like this, how can his current body be described as "dilapidated". If he appeared in front of the painting Allure and Cang Wunian like this, he would definitely be able to kill them urgently, not to mention An Ruyue, who was already pregnant with his flesh and blood.
Thinking of this, Qing Ci suddenly felt a deep sense of powerlessness, he sighed silently, and asked, "Has anyone come to look for me in the past few days?"
Ti Zhen thought that Qing Ci wanted to ask if An Ruyue had come to him, and she couldn't help but feel a little bored in her heart, she lowered her eyes and replied softly: "No, even Kong Lijun hasn't appeared in the past few days." ”
"Haven't you been here before?" Qing Ci was a little surprised, and then smiled bitterly, "I think I'm really in a catastrophe this time, and even the great priest can't save me." ”
Thinking that Qing Ci wanted to give up on himself, Ti Zhen hurriedly said: "Ah Qi, don't think like this, you will definitely be fine." Even if you can't get any better now, it won't be worse, as long as you don't think nonsense, we will be able to find a way sooner or later!"
Qing Ci was slightly stunned, and then let out another wry smile, "What, are you afraid that I will kill myself? Even if I want to die, I have to die worthwhile." Now that their situation is so critical, I should do what I can to help them, and if they die like this, they will really die without turning a blind eye. ”