Chapter 657: Qing Ci's Decision

"Bah, what a death, what a death, you are not allowed to talk nonsense anymore! No matter how you say that you are also a descendant of the Protoss, how can you die so easily? What you have to do now is to take care of your body, and don't think about anything else!" Ti Zhen was so anxious that she grabbed Qing Ci's hand, as if she was afraid that if she didn't pay attention, this man would disappear in front of her.

Qingci, who has no vision, is more sensitive to all the perceptions around him, and when Ti Zhen subconsciously grabbed his hand, he subconsciously wanted to withdraw his hand.

The woman's hand was very different from the man's, this delicate and silky with a cold touch reminded him of An Ruyue in an instant.

When Ti Zhen touched him, he had only one thought in his heart: if this scene was seen by that little vinegar jar, I don't know what she was going to think about in her heart, I am afraid that she would encourage him to include Ti Zhen in the harem and help her as the main house, and then she would be willing to be Xiao Yunyun herself.

The thought about An Ruyue flashed, and Qing Ci quickly pulled his thoughts back to reality, he now has little mana left, and his foundation is about to be destroyed, Ti Zhen's so-called good recuperation, sooner or later he will think of a way or something, but it is just a self-deceptive rhetoric, which can neither comfort Qing Ci nor herself.

"You don't have to comfort me, I know very well what I'm in right now. It's been four days, and even if you can't do it, it's time for you to find a way. Since he hasn't appeared yet, it only means that my situation is ineffective, and he has more important things to do. Qing Ci said lightly.

"Ah Qi......" Ti Zhen muttered, but he really couldn't open his mouth to comfort him.

"I don't want to die, and I don't want to die. But lying here like a wrecked person makes me feel worse than death. You should know that there are still some people who are very important to me waiting for me on the east bank of the Luo River, they need me, and I must go back intact. Qingci's hoarse voice was weak but full of determination, as if he wanted to comfort Tizhen in turn.

Ti Zhen was slightly stunned, and subconsciously asked, "What do you want to do?"

Qing Ci frowned slightly, and muttered for a long time before two words came out of his mouth: "Crossing the Tribulation." ”

"What?!" Ti Zhen was stunned.

"The Tribulation, the Calamity of the Horned Dragon. Qing Ci once again affirmed, "Actually, I knew it was coming, but I still feel a little unreal when it really comes to this point." Sister Ling'er had given me advice before, but unfortunately I was going to disobey her expectations after all. ”

Ti Zhen's eyes turned red when she heard this, large tears fell from her eyes, and the sound of pearls falling on the ground could be clearly heard in the quiet room for a while.

"Ah Qi, are you crazy? Do you know what this tribulation means to you? This calamity has no way to be resolved, and it is very likely to make you ...... It's going to make you shook!" Ti Zhen cried.

Qing Ci pulled the corners of his mouth with some difficulty, and laughed at himself: "My life is like this, I knew it a long time ago." If it weren't for this annoying fate, how could my mother have left me so early, and how could my father have abandoned us mother and son.

"I've complained, hated, struggled. But looking back now, if it weren't for what happened in the past, I wouldn't have been able to grow up so quickly. It's a pity that my destiny is predestined, since I came to this world, I am destined to experience more suffering than others, and then I will have more power than others.

"I have come all the way, and I have always remembered Brother Anian's teachings to me, I am worthy of heaven and earth, and I am worthy of my heart. This time, maybe it should have been when I died, God gave me a chance to cross the catastrophe, even if I died nine times, but as long as there was a glimmer of hope, I didn't want to let go. Ti Zhen, can you understand?"

"I don't understand, I don't understand! I just know that you are no different from seeking death by doing this, I will not agree to you, I will never agree!" Ti Zhen shook his head, and his emotions suddenly lost control.

One of Qing Ci's hands was clenched tightly by her, and he could feel her fear, her trembling.

Qing Ci sighed helplessly, letting the woman clench his hand, he just said softly: "Don't be like this, I'm not dead yet." In fact, there is one thing you have misestimated, you and Kong Lijun probably think that even if I can't get better, I can live another 1,800 years with this crippled body. But...... I think I'm probably going to let you down. ”

Ti Zhen raised her head violently and stared at Qing Ci's eyes in disbelief, although she knew that these chaotic eyes would not reveal any special emotions, but she still couldn't help but want to take a look to see if this man was deceiving her.

"Ah Qi, what do you mean by that?" Ti Zhen asked suspiciously.

Taking advantage of Ti Zhen's shock, Qing Ci pulled out his hand slightly, patted Ti Zhen's hand lightly in a reassuring manner, and said in a calm tone: "You should still remember, when I was a child, you always asked me why I was bullied and wronged, and I always endured it and didn't cry." I told you back then, I just didn't want people to see me as cowardly and incompetent. ”

Ti Zhen nodded, and his thoughts were brought back to the past, remembering the stubborn and somewhat withdrawn little boy back then. She let out a soft "um" and subconsciously responded: "At that time, I just thought you were very good-looking, you were so strong at a young age, and you didn't look like other children at all." ”

After speaking, she was slightly stunned, and wondered: "Why are you talking about this in a dignified manner?"

Qing Ci blinked his somewhat sour eyes, and actually chuckled: "Heh, in fact, I don't want to be seen as weak is only part of the reason why I never cry, and there is a more important reason that you don't know." Because my mother is a golden shark, even though I only inherited a small part of her bloodline, there are still some strange changes because of it.

"A lot of times it's not that I don't want to cry, it's that I can't cry. At that time, I was still young, and I didn't know how to control my emotions, if I was emotional at will, no matter what kind of feelings, as long as I cried, it would lead to the overflow of essence and blood in my body. If one day my tears dry up, my foundation will be completely destroyed. ”

"And such a strange thing? I always thought that our merman weeping pearls was a rare thing in the world, but I didn't expect you to ......" Ti Zhen was quite surprised, and soon after being surprised, he asked again: "The merman's crying tears will turn into pearls, so what about you? What will your tears look like?"

Qing Ci smiled bitterly and replied: "What kind of appearance can it be when the essence and blood spill out? The deeper the affection, the closer the color of the tears is to the color of my blood. ”

"So your tears don't turn into pearls, and I want to see what a blue pearl looks like." Ti Zhen said half-jokingly.

Qing Ci raised his eyebrows slightly, "Pearls are indeed precious, but my tears are more precious than your pearls." ”

"Oh, do your tears have a special purpose?" Ti Zhen asked curiously.

"yes, it's quite special. My tears have the miraculous effect of healing all soul injuries, and as long as the soul is not extinguished, no matter how serious the wound is, it can quickly heal back. Sometimes I think that if I don't become strong and let those who have evil thoughts know that I have such a special feature, I am afraid that they will all rush to arrest me and force me to shed blood and tears. Qing Ci said self-deprecatingly.

Ti Zhen suddenly had some bad premonitions, and then grabbed Qing Ci's hand again, and asked nervously: "What do you mean by suddenly talking about this? Do you want to say that you will become like this because you have encountered something that has to cry and there is not much essence and blood left in your body?"

Qing Ci shook his head slightly, "You're only partially right. I did encounter something that I had to cry about, but it wasn't enough to directly affect my roots. But that's not the point, the point is that the next thing I'm going to do is probably drain all the essence and blood left in my body.

"This thing has to be done, if in the past, when my body was fine, it would be a big deal to return to my original form and cultivate from scratch without my essence and blood, and after 1,800 years, I should return to my current appearance. But now it is not possible, if I don't force myself to cross the catastrophe, I can only die after the blood spills. ”

Ti Zhen shook her head vigorously in incomprehension, and her voice suddenly raised a lot, "What the hell is going on? What can be more important than your life? Ah Qi, you must not do this! Even if you don't think about it, you should think about it for your wife and for that Ruyue girl, right?"

didn't expect Ti Zhen to suddenly mention An Ruyue, and when she heard her name, Qing Ci's heart trembled subconsciously. He felt as if he hadn't seen that lovely girl in a long, long time.

"Yue'er......" Qing Ci muttered, and the sourness in his eyes was even worse.

This affectionate call hit Ti Zhen's heart like a hammer, but she didn't have time to feel distressed, and hurriedly took over the words and said: "I heard Kong Lijun mention her, I know that you love her very much, and she loves you very much. I really envy that girl who can get all your love, and I know that if you do, you will be a couple for the rest of your life. How can you bear to let go of that girl and do such a dangerous thing?"

Qingci's expression became a little confused, a couple for a lifetime, this is the only destination he yearns for love. No matter what he thought about being with An Ruyue at the beginning, he loved her wholeheartedly and sincerely.

But this love has to have a result after all, and that fruit was what he expected at the beginning, but it was not a lifetime couple.

"I ...... Maybe I have to let her down. For Brother Ah Nian, for the sake of the common people in the world, I will break my promise and gain weight after all. This calamity must be crossed, and if it is not crossed, it must be crossed.

"Naturally, I wanted to succeed, but ...... I know as much hope as you do. If...... I'm gone, and I beg you to help me with a lie......"