65. Okay?
At just the right distance, Jiang Suwan saw the clear eye waves in Wei Ge's eyes, which were extraordinarily gentle blooms, hiding the secret of time in it and washing it back and forth.
"Everything you want to know, I'll tell you."
"All of a sudden, I gave up sports because of my mother's illness, and I just wanted to spend the rest of the time with her."
She was worried about him, and her hand almost covered his wrist several times to comfort him.
However, his attitude is calm and natural, it seems, everything is fine, everything is open.
Wei Ge stretched out his arms, and then bent his arms to support the back of his neck: "It's nothing to hide, and I've long accepted this fact." ”
"My tomorrow, I'm not sure when or where, but I know without my mom."
"So today I don't want to think about tomorrow, I just want to accompany her to finish today, if I can go to tomorrow, I will gladly accept it."
"Didn't that friend of yours say that you are a Buddhist girl? Like you, I'm a Buddha. ”
"I'm sorry Weigo...... I have something to apologize to you. Jiang Suwan did not lower his head, but looked directly at Wei Ge seriously, waiting for him to question.
"Huh? I always don't want to say I'm sorry, how can I change my attitude when I get there? ”
"I also don't like it when Ah Wan says I'm sorry, because you'll never be sorry for me."
I wanted to wait for Wei Ge to ask himself what was the reason for saying "I'm sorry", but he didn't expect that his words caused his confusion and incomprehension.
Jiang Suwan: "Why-I'll never be sorry for you?" ”
Jiang Suwan: "How do you know-"
"Because," Wei Ge interrupted, his gaze was separated by dozens of centimeters, and dozens of centimeters contained the past ten years, "I have overdrawn your apology a long, long time ago, and now all the sorrys can only be unilaterally for me to you." ”
This time, Jiang Suwan didn't ask more, and he didn't ask a word.
Because the moment Wei Ge said this, he had already rejected Jiang Suwan's re-questioning, and all the rejections were written in his eyes.
Jiang Suwan just nodded slightly, "I'll keep my thoughts first, but ......" She pulled the topic back to the original route again, "I'm sorry to tell you because—"
"When you just came into the room to get me a change of clothes, I casually walked around your living room, and I accidentally saw ...... Inside the cupboard is the prize you won in the drawing contest. ”
"I'm sorry, I feel like I'm snooping on someone else's secret without my consent."
"I wouldn't be particularly happy if someone else was like that, so ...... I'm sorry. ”
Jiang Suwan said very seriously, and Wei Ge was directly stunned.
He wasn't angry at all.
He just thinks that Ah Wan is really cute, so real, it makes people feel distressed and like.
His hand clenched into a fist on his chin and smiled brightly.
"Ah Wan, why are you so naïve, huh?"
"Stupid."
"Hey!" Jiang Suwan was a little unhappy, "I apologize seriously, why aren't you sincere at all, this is obviously a very serious thing......"
"Oh my God, Jiang, Su, night, you are so cute, I really won't be polite, warn once." Wei Ge half-jokingly joked.
However, he didn't expect that whether it was a joke or other jokes, this "warning" continued as a kind of promise to the "ten-year covenant" much later.
Jiang Suwan: "Since you don't mind, can I ask one more question?" ”
Wei Ge: "You say. ”
"You ......" In fact, Jiang Suwan wanted to know what Wei Ge painted in the painting that won the award.
But for some reason, it was obvious that the two of them had even had a substantive kiss, but at the moment of speaking, Jiang Suwan still hesitated.
She took a well-timed breath and said, "But seriously, Wei Ge, you're very concerned about tomorrow - since you think those two words are too important, then I'll narrow it down." ”
"Haven't you thought about what you want to do? For example, the improvement of grades, what kind of school to be admitted to, what major to study, what you like and what you want to do, there will always be a little direction, right? ”
Wei Ge nodded, stood up and stretched.
"No direction, a little, not a bit."
"Is it okay not to go to college?"
Jiang Suwan's ideas are not so old-fashioned, and she does not think that reading is the only way out.
However, for her, the safest thing she can do at the moment is to study seriously - all the future she wants, first of all, is to "leave the small southern town", and everything starts with this.
"Alright." Wei Ge walked behind Jiang Suwan's chair and gently rubbed her head, "Let's go to bed first." ”
This sentence was quite normal, but for two eighteen-year-old boys and girls who were alone in the same room, Jiang Suwan was somewhat choked.
"I, where do I sleep?"
"Don't be nervous, I won't eat you." Wei Ge walked towards the sofa, and suddenly thought of something because of his words, and hurriedly turned around and reminded Jiang Suwan, "Eh, I said, you are not allowed to be alone with boys other than me, it's very dangerous, you know?" ”
"Especially some of the ones with good grades."
Jiang Suwan pursed his mouth, "Say it as if you are a good person." ”
"Eh, Jiang Su is late." Wei Ge turned his back to Jiang Suwan, and his expression was gloomy for most of the time, "Don't think too well of me, really." ”
"I'm scared, I'm going to ...... when I'm going to," and his voice became bright again, "So, be careful, stupid boy." ”
"And where the hell am I sleeping?"
After Wei Ge left a certain distance, Jiang Suwan also felt a little more comfortable, lying on the back of the chair, with a pair of good-looking eyes, and a particularly well-behaved appearance.
Wei Ge raised an eyebrow and glanced at her with a smile, "Sofa." ”
"Huh? Sleeping on the couch? ”
Jiang Suwan is not a picky person, but she thinks that in this case, shouldn't all boys take the initiative to say, let the girls sleep where they are, and then sleep on the hard sofa by themselves?
Well, though...... This sofa is not very hard, and it even looks very soft.
"I know you're clean, let you sleep in my bed or my mother's bed, you don't mind, I'll open the couch—" Before he could finish speaking, the heavy couch was easily opened by Wei Ge, "and I'll bring you a clean pillow." ”
"How do you know me...... Cleanliness? She was amazed that Wei Ge had touched her own temperament so accurately.
"I just know." Wei Ge went into the room to get a pillow.
Jiang Su stuck out his tongue in amusement, then put away his schoolbag, and walked to the sofa and sat down.
Leaning on the sofa, she turned slightly sideways to see the moon and stars outside the window after the rain.
It's amazing how clean the sky is after the rain.
……
After waiting for a long time, leaning on such a soft sofa, and waiting until she was almost asleep, Wei Ge came out with a big lump of things.
"What are you doing?"
Jiang Su was too cute when he fell asleep at night, lost some part of his vigilance, and showed his truest self to Wei Ge without reservation.
Wei Ge spread the quilt on the blanket next to the sofa, knelt and began to make his bed.
"Make the bed." Wei Ge lowered his head, his throat was hoarse because of his sour nose, but Jiang Suwan was swept through his entire consciousness by the sleepiness, and he didn't realize his sadness at all.
Wei Ge was suddenly sad.
He walked out and saw Jiang Suwan like a child, speaking softly and glutinously like a child—he thought—yes, it's just a child.
She could have been a happy child.
But what hurt her was also a real childhood.
He also thought about what to do if one day he couldn't find her again, or didn't find her in the first place.
He was afraid.
So he was sad.
"Do you want to sleep with me in the living room?" Jiang Suwan hugged the soft pillow that Wei Ge threw at him, fell on his side, and continued to look at Wei Ge defenselessly.
"Well, I'm afraid you're afraid."
This time, Wei Ge didn't ridicule, but he wasn't overly serious and serious, just the emotions conveyed by his beautiful voice seemed to have been said many times.
But in fact, Wei Ge did "say" many times.
Every action he made existed because he was afraid of Jiang Suwan's fear.
The night was very quiet, and when he also lay down, he found that Jiang Xu had already fallen asleep.
He gently adjusted the temperature of the air conditioner to the appropriate level, and then closed his eyes in a light sleep.
But......
As soon as his eyes were closed, he was too sober, as if the bottles of wine he had drunk at night had become an ornament.
He turned sideways and looked at Jiang Suwan's sleeping face on the sofa.
After closing his eyes, he looked more like a child, his long eyelashes occasionally fluttered slightly, like a little elf in the night.
Wei Ge just looked at her like this, couldn't help but want to talk to her, couldn't help but want to take her hand, and wanted to ......
“…… Hey, what do you want Wei Ge! Wei Ge was frightened by some thought in his head, and the heat on his face spread all the way to the root of his ear and then to the tip of his ear.
The situation was a little grim, he hurriedly turned to the other side, with his back to Jiang Xuwan, and the heat in his heart decreased slightly.
"Hmmm......"
Somehow, Jiang Suwan muttered as if she was deliberate, and she thought Wei Ge was not messy enough.
Wei Ge wanted to ignore the voice, but he was afraid that she was having a nightmare or something—so he turned to see how she was.
I found her frowning, and sure enough, she looked like she was having a nightmare.
“!!!”
When Wei Ge reached out and reached into Jiang Suwan's hand—suddenly, she took his hand.
"I ......"
She didn't know what she was talking about, and her movements became a little stronger.
Wei Ge moved closer, "Huh? I'm here, what do you say? ”
“…… All right? ”
Wei Ge laughed, his voice was too gentle, even if he didn't hear clearly what Jiang Suwan said, he still promised her frankly,
"Okay~" he dragged out his voice.
"Whatever you say, whatever you want."