66. Your name
I thought I had calmed her emotions in her sleep, but I didn't want to, and the situation made his blood freeze in the next second-
"Knock"
The friction between the fabrics told him an obvious fact: Jiang Suwan rolled off the sofa and collapsed next to him.
At the critical moment, he was able to completely react out of the instinct of his muscles, and protected Jiang Suwan's head in time, afraid that falling from the sofa would hurt her.
But in fact, Wei Ge was more afraid that she woke up from the dream, and also woke up his dream.
It was so close, he couldn't help but think about it over and over again, leaning sideways to protect her in the crook of his arm, calmly looking at her eyebrows.
Compared with ten years ago, there are many more differences - although it is still her good-looking eyebrows, but it is different.
She's grown up.
The crying little girl grew up.
For no reason, some kind of warm emotion kept surging up from the bottom of my heart, and then it was like a flooding autumn lake, which was difficult to calm down.
He knows what this emotion is called: happiness.
Ten years ago, he was incapable of protecting her.
Ten years later, he was finally able to hold her in his arms, so he felt happy and felt that everything was so cute that he tightened it.
"Jiang Su is late."
He couldn't help but be an emotional puppet, and couldn't help but call her softly, wondering if his happiness would dip into her dreams with the night, telling her how much he missed her.
Even if I see it, I still can't get rid of that kind of longing.
How could you think of her so much? Like a demon, it seems that in Jiang Suwan's body, longing has also become an instinct of Wei Ge.
I can't go on like this, he couldn't help but confide in his heart, "I'm going to get sick." β
If you think about it like this, I'm afraid that there will be problems with the heart, although it has already had problems with the rhythm acceleration.
He got up cautiously, picked up Jiang Suwan on the ground, and then slowly leaned over and put her on the sofa, covering her with a small blanket.
Worried that she was still unstable, and if she rolled down at the end, she was afraid that she would bump into it, so Wei Ge reached out and shook her tightly.
Just holding his hand like this seemed to be more satisfying than anything else, and emotion intoxicated his mind againβ
"Jiang Su is late."
"Jiang Su is late."
"River, Floc, Late ......"
"Jiang Su Late ......"
β¦β¦
He pulled her, and all the sleepiness seemed to come out of it hundreds of years ago, and it eroded and swallowed his whole being.
Finally, in the voice of Jiang Suwan, Wei Ge also fell into a dream, and fell into a dream that made him feel extra relieved by Jiang Suwan.
β¦β¦
In the night, a pair of clear eyes flashed with inexplicable water, the water light fluctuated, and tears reached from the left eye to the right eye, completing a handover ceremony about missing.
She once saw such a sentence - "Have you ever experienced it, dreaming back at midnight, tears from the left eye flowed into the right eye." β
Twelve years ago, when she was still eighteen years old, she would definitely feel that kind of speech was pretentious to the extreme.
However, when she was thirty years old and there was no warm and comforting person around her, she often had such moments.
She is not alone, and she rarely feels about "loneliness".
However, Jiang Suwan is a person who is very good at missing.
She missed him as if she were sick.
In her arms was the diary with a sense of age on the cover, and she pressed it on her chest, and she also turned that obsession and longing into a force pressed on her heart.
Before going to bed, she flipped through Wei Ge's diary again, and she became more and more unaware of what kind of existence this "40-year-old Wei Ge" was.
She saw the other side of many stories, and felt more and more that this "40-year-old Wei Ge" seemed to be from another dimensional country, ridiculous, and she couldn't help but feel guilty about some misunderstandings in the past.
It's just that no matter what kind of emotion it is, she can't resist it, and she can't resist the deepest "longing" that accounts for the largest proportion of all emotions.
Jiang Suwan has been looking for him for nearly a month, the weather is gradually getting cooler, and he is about to catch a cold, but he still hasn't seen any trace of him.
She had done her best to search, but he just didn't want to see her.
She couldn't understand why, and she had to have time to go through his diary in the free evenings after her work.
This night was just one of the many nights that missed him and dreamed of him.
But it was so difficult, the stinging sensation was transmitted from the bottom of her heart all the way up, and she was even a little scared in pain.
She turned on her phone and clicked on every inexplicable entertainment software β which she barely clicked on once due to her busy schedule.
Now all of a sudden, it's not just that she's strange and strange, I'm afraid these software also see her like this.
She doesn't like smart entertainment very much, but there is some inexplicable comfort placed in the mobile phone, as if so, she also has a social circle like everyone else.
But after all, it is an illusion.
She clicked on every social software, except for some official accounts, or work messages, she almost never received a single private message.
A cobweb-strewn social circle that even scammers have never patronized.
She missed him more and more, and this emptiness of the night tugged at her neck and strangled her fiercely, just not letting her relax.
Tears raged on the pillow, and she silently brushed through some of the headlines, thinking about his increasingly blurred figure.
"Weigo."
"Weigo."
ββ¦β¦ Weigo. β
"Wei Ge ......"
β¦β¦
Originally, in this reassuring mood, Wei Ge was able to sleep longer, but the mobile phone next to him kept ringing and vibrating, and he thought for the first time that this would wake up Jiang Suwan on the sofa, so he hurriedly opened his eyes and took the phone-
When he saw that the name on the caller ID of his mobile phone was "Cheng Fangguo", all the remaining sleepiness of Wei Ge dissipated in an instant.
As he pondered whether he should answer the phone call, his mind flashed to the image of his mother in the hospital.
What if it's something important on the mother's side?
sighed helplessly, and was worried that he would wake up Jiang Suwan on the sofa by making a phone call, so he finally chose to get up and go into the room to answer the phone.
"Hey." Wei Ge put the phone to his ear and spoke indifferently.
"Xiao Ge, I'm at your door, open the door."
The mobile phone in Wei Ge's hand almost broke free and fell directly to the floor, fortunately although he was shocked, his reaction was also extremely fast, so he quickly stabilized and did not let his panic be revealed.
"What's the matter? I haven't changed my clothes and gotten up yet. β
"It's your mother, she asked me to bring you some dumplings, you can cook and eat them at home if you have nothing to do, so you don't have to worry about cooking."
"Got it."
β¦β¦
Wei Ge opened the door for Cheng Fangguo, and just leaned on the side of the door, without letting Cheng Fangguo enter the door.
However, Cheng Fangguo didn't think much about it, he knew that this kid hated himself and hated being a family, so he didn't take it too seriously.
"This is your mother's dumplings, she asked me to send them."
Cheng Fangguo handed Wei Ge several large crisper boxes containing dumplings.
Wei Ge caught it, looked down through the lid of the transparent crisper and looked at the full and beautiful dumplings inside, but his brows were furrowed.
Cheng Fangguo naturally understood what he was thinking.
"Don't worry, Xiaoge, this dumpling was made by your mother and the nurses, as well as the patients in other wards, the doctor said, more communication, and more exercise are also good for recovery."
ββ¦β¦ Got it. Wei Ge nodded and looked at Cheng Fangguo again, "Anything else?" β
"Xiao Ge, will you go to the hospital at noon?"
"I go every day."
"Since you go, then I won't go, it just so happens that there is some work in Shangjing City that requires me to come over."
Cheng Fangguo nodded reassuringly, but it attracted Wei Ge's unprovoked sarcastic smile.
"That's okay, I still have to wash up and have breakfast and go to school, so I won't send you."
After speaking, Wei Ge closed the door directly with a "bang" and walked impatiently to the living room.
Outside the door, Cheng Fangguo sighed lonely and helplessly, and also turned around and got into the car to catch up with the work schedule.
Wei Ge bumped into Jiang Xu, who was sitting on the sofa, with dumplings, and suddenly withdrew from his anger when he was late, "Did I wake you up?" β
Jiang Xu heard the conversation between Wei Ge and his uncle somehow late, although she didn't know what kind of contradiction existed between them, but she thought that one day, Wei Ge would tell her.
Moreover, she deeply understands that there are things that she should pretend to be confused.
"Well, no, I just woke up, and my body clock has been pretty early."
ββ¦β¦ Are you hungry? I cook dumplings for you? β
"You go to the bathroom and wash up first, there is a disposable clean toothbrush, in the second drawer of the cabinet next to the sink."
"The dumplings don't need to be cooked, I'll wash up and go home first."
ββ¦β¦ Oh yes, I haven't delivered food to your house yet! Wei Ge remembered his promise when Jiang Su said this.
I promised Grandma Jiang Fengjuan before, and in exchange for Jiang Su's tutoring in the evening, she would send food over every morning.
In the past few days, due to various special reasons, I have not continued to send it except for the first time.
As he spoke, he ran to the kitchen, and after putting the dumplings in the freezer, he took out fresh vegetables from the safety layer and filled the bag.
Jiang Suwan followed him, so I saw him take out more than half of the dishes in the refrigerator-
"Eh, don't you eat it at home? Why don't you give it to my family......"
Wei Ge pulled out a smile and deliberately teased Jiang Suwan, "My family is your family, and your family is also my family." β
Sure enough, as Wei Ge expected, Jiang Xuwan, who got up early in the morning, was not so defensive, and the speed of blushing was also caught in his eyes.
"Hey...... Say something serious. "Jiang Su frowned at night.
Wei Ge straightened up, "Okay, in fact, relatives bring food to my house every day, and I live at home alone." β
"Although I often make lunch and take it to the hospital to eat with my mother, I don't need so many dishes, and it just happens to be your payment for tutoring, isn't it cost-effective? Well? β
Wei Ge's remarks made Jiang Xu feel a little happier at night.
She never liked to owe to others.