Chapter Seventy-Eight: Trying to Forget
Because he hadn't slept all night, Liu Yang got up early and made breakfast for Gu Xia, maybe, this was the last time to make breakfast for her.
Gu Xia's favorite fried dough and tofu brain, the two of them are at the mouth of the alley, and the scenes of laughter and slapstick in the past can only be recalled.
Gu Xia, who had been tossing all night, was already very tired, although she heard Liu Yang's voice, she still didn't dare to get up, because she was afraid that she would regret it, and then it would really not be chic.
It wasn't until she heard the sound of Lu Yiyang closing the door that Gu Xia got up, fortunately, she was about to join the group, how sad it would be if she met every day.
Wash your face and brush your teeth, and pack your bags.
Before he finished cleaning up, Su Yihuan came and called out to Gu Xia when he entered the hospital, early in the morning.
"Gu Xia, Gu Xia."
Gu Xia heard this and hurriedly went out.
"I'm here, be quiet, and have you gotten up?"
"Why did your phone turn off yesterday, I can't contact you all the time, don't you claim to be on standby 24 hours a day?"
"Come into the house and say, your loud voice has woken up everyone else, and you won't let me live here." As he spoke, he dragged Su Yihuan into the house.
"You don't know the hearts of good people, I skipped work and came to you."
"Okay, you've worked hard, drink some water."
Gu Xia took a box of milk and handed it to Su Yihuan.
"I didn't sleep well last night, the dark circles under my eyes are so heavy, I have become a giant panda." Laughing while talking, she was relieved to see Gu Xia.
"I broke up with Liu Yang."
For Su Yihuan, this news is undoubtedly a depth charge, stirring up a thousand waves, it's not that she didn't think about it, but it was relatively sudden.
"You guys broke up? Why? ”
Su Yihuan asked tentatively.
"If it's not suitable, break up, and break up if you're not happy together," Gu Xia still wanted to keep the last dignity for Liu Yang, after all, it wasn't easy to see where to go.
"Divide it, it's divided, he's not a good bird, give up this crooked neck tree, there's a big forest outside, don't care too much, you won't have such big dark circles because you haven't slept all night?"
"No, it's just that the longer we get along, the breakup is still a little unacceptable." Originally, there was nothing to do, but Su Yihuan's comfort reminded Gu Xia of something sad, with tears in his eyes.
"Okay, don't talk about it, why are you still crying, where are you going to be strong, unlike you, you don't bend your waist in front of bullets, what's wrong today, don't be like this, please eat delicious, okay."
"Actually, I'm quite sad, I even thought about our future days, I never thought that the breakup could be so fast."
"Silly girl, it's not your fault, it's his problem, you're fine, don't punish yourself for other people's mistakes, it's not worth it."
Su Yihuan hugged Gu Xia and constantly comforted her, she had never seen such a fragile Gu Xia.
"It's okay, I'll help you pack your things, the plane in the afternoon, you want to join the group, do you have to bring a lot of things."
Su Yihuan tried to divert Gu Xia's attention, but she couldn't see her being sad.
"Well, I'm in the group, but I'm not in the mood to work at all right now, what should I do, I haven't been able to adjust myself."
"Gu Xia, I'll accompany you in the morning, let's go eat dessert, it's very healing, okay, give me face."
"Well, it's okay, I'm just whining, I feel like I'm still a baby, hypocritical."
"You know about Liu Yang, right? I felt that something was wrong with you before, why didn't you tell me? ”
"Well, are you blaming me? Sister can't see you sad, there was no real hammer before, although we are sisters, but I can't restrain her, is that girl? ”
"Ex-girlfriend, I actually lost to my ex, you laugh at me."
"It's not funny, you're okay, even if there is no love, we still have our own lives, right, you are like me, working hard without love, isn't it also fun?"
"Well, okay, I want a hug."
"Satisfy you, maybe I can also find Liu Yang to help you vent."
Su Yihuan hugged Gu Xia and whispered in her ear.
"No, it's not easy for him, I don't blame him."
"Just how generous you are?"
Two people separated,
"Okay, thanks for the hug, I'm back to life with full blood, I'm fine."
The phone kept urging, but there was no way, Su Yihuan reluctantly left, although they were colleagues, it was really not easy to meet, Gu Xia was always running around.
There is no chicken soup in life, there is just the pressure and sadness that adults should have, the fast pace of life, this society will not give you time to heal, maybe you can only sigh secretly on a night when no one is around.
When Gu Xia appeared at the airport, he still had dark circles under his eyes, and his eyes were still swollen, which was particularly obvious.
"No, Gu Xia, we're going to the crew, and it's not life and death, right?"
After returning from Paris, Lu Yiyang was closer to Gu Xia than before, and felt that in this circle, Gu Xia was also a better person and could be trusted, so he chatted a lot more.
"Other people's couples, because you have become a long-distance relationship, but we are really not suitable for love." Duchenne chimed in.
"Working with me is not suitable for falling in love."
In the face of the ridicule of the two people, Gu Xia really didn't bother to respond.
"Gu Xia, let's chat, give a reaction, it's embarrassing."
"Mr. Du, there are so many fans over there, why don't you go over and talk, they all have to answer questions."
"Forget it, you're really boring, if Ouyang Xue knew about my virtue, I guess I wouldn't have a good life."
There were a lot of fans along the way, and Du Xing didn't say anything, but he could still feel that Gu Xia was a little different, different from usual. It's not the Gu Xia who is never afraid of heaven and earth.
As soon as he sat down, Gu Xia put on headphones and listened to the song by himself.
"Hey, what's going on today, the mood is not too high, tell me?"
"It's okay, I didn't sleep well last night,"
"Your eyes are swollen like that, and you're crying?"
"No, it's okay, Lu Shao can finally join the group to film, it's too late for me to be happy, I'm not unhappy, it's just that I just had a foot injury recently, and I've been at home for too long, and I've seen too many people today, so I'm not comfortable."
"Gu Xia, your mouth is really hard, and breaking up is not a shameful thing, isn't it?"
Gu Xia didn't know why he was so vulnerable, and when Du Xing just said the word break up, Gu Xia's tears fell uncontrollably.
"Why, I've forgotten it, you did it on purpose."
Duchenne just said it casually, but he didn't expect to be able to say it.
"I can't put it, I'll just say it casually, it won't be that I said it, but it doesn't matter, I didn't think it was good before that Liu Yang, and it's not that we can't get married, right."
"But I love him so much, I really can't bear it."
"Childish, do you know what love is? Love is equal, what you pay now, should there be a corresponding return, the day I returned to Beijing, I saw Liu Yang in the hospital again, at that time I thought that he was intimate to get you medicine, but later I learned that it was not, he can make you wait at the airport for five hours, do you think he loves you enough? Before you love others, you must first love yourself. ”
"You all know that Liu Yang has a problem, but no one told me, or was told, you are also friends? You're still my teacher. ”
"Your atmosphere is so good, I can't beat the mandarin ducks, why are you crying like this, I'm afraid I won't be able to get married."
"Didn't Lu Shao say just now, we are not suitable for falling in love, we don't have time at all, it's good to be alone."
"In this way, in the future, if you can't get married, will I marry you?" Du Xing said it with a smile, Gu Xia couldn't tell the truth or falsehood, but with Du Xing's character, of course it was fake.
"Teacher Du, I'll wait for you, but the sea of flowers outside you, can you bear to give up?"
"Of course not, I know you can't take it seriously, you know my character, right?"
Although Du Xing was very serious when he spoke, this seemingly formal joke was enough to make Gu Xia laugh happily, having known Du Xing for so long, of course he knew what kind of person Du Xing was, and in terms of feelings, Gu Xia still didn't have any hope.
Lu Yiyang and Ouyang Xue sat together, extremely bored, the two of them either didn't chat, or they were both working, compared to Gu Xia, who was extremely boring, it was more interesting to read the script.
Jiang Xiaoxi finally waited for Liu Yang.
"Liu Yang, you're here."
"You've already done it, right, how smart you are."
"Are you blaming me?"
"No, it's just that you didn't tell me about this matter, I still have the right to know."
"You're complaining that I went to find Gu Xia, right, you feel that it hurt her heart, and I don't want to, I don't want to do such a thing, it's despicable, right? But what you should understand is the psychology of a mother, if I don't look for her, will you keep making me wait like this, I can, but our children can't wait? ”
"Yes, I can't wait, aren't you so simple when you reject me? Have you ever thought of me? Obviously, Liu Yang still has emotions.
"Are you distressed?"
"Xiaoxi, don't make trouble unreasonably, okay, I hurt her, I'm a scumbag in everyone's mouth, I'm the least human, I'm not good, it's all my fault."
Liu Yang was full of self-blame, slapping his mouth like that night.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, don't you want to be like this, it's my fault, it's my too material, it's all my fault before, I shouldn't leave you, it shouldn't be too realistic, maybe we are not what we are today, we can be very happy, it's all my fault, I shouldn't be too ambitious, can you forgive me, let's start again, for the sake of the children, are we okay?"
It was the first time for Jiang Xiaoxi to let go of her dignity to beg Liu Yang, just like when she broke up before, Liu Yang begged her.
Liu Yang, a big man, couldn't cry silently, I'm sorry Gu Xia, I'm sorry for this beautiful day, the two of them hugged each other and cried, crying about this realistic day of Beipiao, maybe love in this real society is a luxury thing, and it's more about helplessness in life.