54. Loneliness and love

"You...... Say what? ”

Jiang Suwan was not very willing to bear Xuzhou's blurted out mind, so she hoped to get an unexpected answer through another confirmation.

Xuzhou slightly hooked the corners of his mouth, and the bitter taste penetrated into every cell.

"Those who take the language test one hundred and fourteen don't have to pretend to be confused, right?"

Xuzhou moved forward again, Jiang Suwan passively leaned back, Jiang Suwan, who used to like to look directly at others, this time, also learned to dodge and dodge his gaze.

"Xuzhou, I actually, I don't seem to have anything to do with you, I don't have anything to do with it, right?"

Xuzhou wanted to raise his hand to hold Jiang Suwan, but after all, he only became a loser in the two forces that were entangled.

This may be the biggest difference between him and Wei Ge, he lacks the courage to stand on Jiang Suwan's side as a matter of course.

Jiang Suwan's question pierced Xuzhou's heart, he really couldn't answer it, and he couldn't use accurate words to maintain his liking.

But—he thought—why does it have to be "the right time, the right place, and the right people" to like?

If there's no reason, don't you deserve to like it?

Does the boy named Wei Ge have a so-called reason?

So he calmed down and thought about how much intersection he had with Jiang Suwan......

Jiang Suwan: "I borrowed my drawing board, or through my friend, and because of this, I copied a beautiful Buddhist scripture to me, and then we met by chance in Shangjing City, and then returned to the small southern city together——"

Before Jiang Suwan's words were finished, Xuzhou had painfully refused to listen.

Indeed, the "intersection" between himself and Jiang Suwan is so scarce.

But it's not all!

Xuzhou remembers the first time I saw her on the rostrum, speaking generously, a girl of this age can already apply a little powder, and she can wear a little lipstick, the whole face is as pure as a delicate doll.

He doesn't deny that there is an element of affection for that liking.

The special aura on Jiang Suwan's body is unique in the vast sea of people, Xuzhou has never seen such a girl, the so-called "100% girl".

Later, he learned that Jiang Suwan, who was in class 21 of the same grade, was recognized as a beautiful face by many boys, including girls, and her superior grades added countless points to her.

She is also very low-key, never using any gimmicks given to her by others to promote herself or express some ridiculous conceit.

She just took it seriously, gently and gently in this school, and lived in this small town.

He heard her friend Zhou Xiaotong say that because of family reasons, she has been living with her grandmother, and she has always been going to make up for the financial aspects of life.

So, he also knew about her part-time job at a convenience store.

The side of childhood has been kept in his heart, when he found that this girl who gave himself fresh life in his youth coincided with the girl in his childhood, Xuzhou's mood was both excited, happy, and sour.

He didn't know where to start, and it seemed difficult to say these words.

He really wanted to give Jiang Su an answer, but he could only say one sentence-

"Well, there's nothing to do with each other."

The bitter smile passed from Xuzhou's eyes to Jiang Suwan's heart, and she didn't understand why Xuzhou showed such a look.

Wei Ge also expressed this emotion in front of himself.

She deeply understands what that emotion is called vulnerability.

Jiang Suwan is good at using a violent appearance to cover up her inner vulnerability, and there is no doubt that Xuzhou and Wei Ge can clearly express their vulnerability.

She was envious of their unscrupulous expression of vulnerability.

In the face of Wei Ge's vulnerability, Jiang Xu evaded later, but more wanted to understand Wei Ge, but for Xuzhou......

Jiang Su only had the mood to escape at night.

"Then let's go."

Jiang Suwan made his movements as crisp and neat as possible, turning all seeing through into ignorance.

She saw through Xuzhou's vulnerability, but she could only ignore it.

Walking to the nearest bus stop, Jiang Suwan secretly glanced at Xuzhou very naturally, but collided with his eyes.

“…… Uh, do you want to take a car? ”

"Well, you don't match?"

The reason why Xuzhou asked this is because Jiang Suwan said, "Do you want to take a car?" Isn't it "Do you want to ride in a car too?" ”

Jiang Suwan couldn't stand the feeling of depression when she stayed with Xuzhou, she always felt that Xuzhou seemed to have been conveying something emotionally.

"I ...... There's still something to do, so you need to be first-"

As he spoke, the last bus approached until it stopped in front of the two of them.

"Go ahead, goodbye." Jiang Suwan waved his hand at Xuzhou.

But Xuzhou naturally couldn't rest assured, "Where are you going alone?" Girls are very unsafe, I will accompany you. ”

"No—"

Jiang Suwan's brows furrowed, and Xuzhou naturally paused.

"Eh, you can't get on yet?" The driver urged a little impatiently, a day of driving, boring driving day after day, should also make this man very unhappy.

"Okay, you get in the car, I'm really fine, I used to walk like this often."

"......"

Xuzhou can't rest assured no matter what, how can a girl walk alone at night?

This is not only contrary to the gentlemanly education he received since he was a child, but he himself also wants to be with Jiang Suwan, he wants to accompany her.

"Don't do it, go up there. My house is not too far from here, and there are many people on the street, okay, go up quickly, don't let the driver wait. ”

Jiang Suwan said and pushed Xuzhou onto the bus without saying anything.

The bus driver was particularly discerning and struck while the iron was hot, and hurriedly closed the door, for fear of causing another trouble.

Seeing Xuzhou get into the car, Jiang Suwan's uneasy heart can be regarded as settling down.

Although Xuzhou was still unwilling to look at Jiang Suwan outside the car through the window, she had already withdrawn her gaze and turned to the mobile phone in her hand.

Jiang Suwan was just to avoid Xuzhou's gaze logically, so she deliberately took out her mobile phone to watch.

But after clicking on the phone, there is indeed something that needs to be seen.

She couldn't help but click into the chat app, hoping to receive some messages.

More precisely, she hopes to hear from Wei Ge.

"Empty."

Jiang Suwan subconsciously read what he saw, and irritably closed his mobile phone and put it in his pocket.

She wanted to go in the same direction as the bus, but after thinking about it, she decided to go home in the opposite direction, in fact, it would not take too much time to go home, but only a few minutes.

However, just these few minutes are enough for Jiang Suwan to let himself blow the evening breeze and sober up his chaotic and messy brain.

Sitting at the desk all day today, her neck was very tired, she stretched out her hand to the sides, and raised her head high to look at the dark night sky.

Many dark clouds in the night sky are superimposed, and the black color intertwines with them, blending into each other.

It seems like it's going to rain.

Well, it's going to rain.

Jiang Su laughed late, in the past few days since the beginning of school, he has rarely experienced a feeling of ease.

The present moment is just for you.

She likes to be alone and think about the future.

She likes to be alone, but she is not lonely at all.

"Snap"

A drop of rain fell on the corner of her lips, and she subconsciously licked it-

Wei Ge's face suddenly flashed in his mind, and the absurd dream-like kiss......

"Snap"

Another drop of rain fell on her forehead.

The rain fell tricklingly, and a huge umbrella was covered above Jiang Suwan's head, so she took the opportunity to look over-

“……”