53. I care

"You too, goodbye."

Jiang Suwan put the last book into her schoolbag and waved goodbye to Shen Jiameng.

Shen Jiameng's smile made Jiang Suwan involuntarily shocked, and he couldn't describe the feeling he couldn't put into words...... It seems that I vaguely feel sadness and fear for something about Shen Jiameng in my heart.

What does it feel like?

Why is it so inexplicable......

But soon Jiang Suwan's mind was also attracted by other things, and he didn't care about this fear anymore.

The main thing is that this fear is a little overwhelming for her, so she also consciously escapes.

The residual warmth of his gaze dissipated at the door with Shen Jiameng's back.

After packing up all the things and zipping up the schoolbag, Jiang Suwan went straight to the outside of the classroom, not giving Wei Ge the direction at all.

Because he wasn't there for the whole night of self-study.

As for why Wei Ge is not there, the reason behind it makes her not only dare not think about it, but also in terms of subjective will, she is unwilling to admit it.

"Bang!"

Unexpectedly, when I was walking up the stairs with my head down, I suddenly bumped into a person.

Looking up in a panic, Jiang Suwan was really stunned again.

"Xuzhou."

Jiang Suwan tightened the strap of her schoolbag, and now she has no heart to think about what she has, let alone extra energy to deal with the problem with Xuzhou.

English exams, Wei Ge, these are enough annoying things for her.

"Suwan, are you going out?"

"Or else? Heaven? Obviously, Jiang Suwan's tone was prickly, but it inexplicably revealed a certain sense of humor about breaking the jar.

"Then let's go together."

Xuzhou scratched his head and leaned to the other side, signaling to go downstairs with Jiang Suwan.

"Together? Then it's not easy for you to go around from another building to this side and 'together'. ”

Jiang Suwan showed no mercy, and said this while going downstairs, Xuzhou, who heard the words, his whole face turned red, especially his complexion was white, and the flush was even more obvious.

He followed Jiang Suwan step by step, nervous in his heart, Jiang Suwan pointed out his obvious intentions.

Xuzhou likes Jiang Xuwan, he doesn't want to hide this, but he is afraid that he will be directly rejected all expectations.

Walking farther and farther on the long road, Jiang Suwan put his hand in his pocket and threw his gaze straight to the corner at the end of the road.

"Your butler didn't come to pick you up?"

It seemed that Jiang Suwan felt that the air was too dry, so she threw out a sentence that was not nutritious.

"Well, I specifically asked him not to pick me up."

"Deliberately?" Jiang Suwan turned his head to look at Xuzhou, "What are you doing?" You're going to ride your bike back? Master? ”

"No, because I want to be with you."

……

The air was completely frozen at this moment, Jiang Suwan blinked violently, his mouth opened and closed, like a goldfish spitting bubbles, but he couldn't spit out words.

Xuzhou naturally immediately felt Jiang Suwan's embarrassment, and hurriedly found words to explain:

"I want to apologize to you."

"I should make you sad about being in Kamikyo City before......"

Xuzhou's eyes are very good-looking, sincere and gentle, and those inexplicable emotions polish it.

The two of them were standing right in the middle of two street lamps, the dimest light.

The gaze under the bangs of Xuzhou warmed up this delicate place.

Jiang Su is 1.66 meters tall, in front of Xuzhou's 1.82 meters tall, she looks very petite, plus she is thin, and Xuzhou's figure is a little muscular, and the contrast is even more obvious.

But in such a situation, what Jiang Suwan thought of was: Wei Ge is taller, and every time he speaks, he has to bend over to himself, and he seems to be nearly one meter nine.

No, no, no, no!

Jiang Suwan shook his head wildly, sobering himself up from his fantasies about Wei Ge.

And her externalized actions were all seen by Xuzhou.

"What's wrong with you?"

Xuzhou took off his glasses and approached Jiang Suwan, wondering what was going on with her.

"You-"

Jiang Suwan saw Xuzhou's gaze under his glasses, and he was even more moved.

"Ah, these are glasses for myopia, and my vision is almost restored now." Xuzhou explained.

"Why did you just shake your head?"

Why shake your head?

I can't say that it's because I thought of Wei Ge so I feel embarrassed, right?

yes, he just said that he apologized, and he-

"It's okay, I don't think I need to apologize."

"After all, those who don't know are not guilty, and even if I want to be disappointed and sad, it is against ...... Parties. ”

Jiang Suwan continued to walk forward, widening the distance between the two.

Xuzhou looked at Jiang Suwan's back, and some emotions in his heart were tumbling and entangled, making him feel very flustered.

"Then you're not sad now, are you?" Xuzhou stepped forward to stand side by side with her.

"Sad about what? Does it make sense? ”

Jiang Suwan is not denying or sarcastic anything, she is really questioning, questioning herself, questioning Xuzhou, and even more questioning this boring and unpredictable world.

"Two days ago, there was a car accident around here, you know?"

"I seem to have heard that a man drove illegally and died in a car accident." Xu Xu nodded, recalling little by little the stranger incident that was not very important to him.

"He is the son of an uncle who is close to my family, and that uncle is very good to my family and has always taken special care of me and my grandmother."

"Although this brother really doesn't learn and doesn't know how to do things, he has committed a lot of things, and even in the eyes of many people, he deserves it, but-"

Jiang Suwan took a deep breath and continued,

"Think about that uncle, no matter how helpless and disappointed he is with his son, after all, he is also his own son, he will naturally be very sad, because he is the party."

"As for me, because I have received Uncle Wang's kindness, I can also sympathize with the disaster that happened to him."

"And then to you...... You don't have the slightest relationship with them, for you, it's just a car accident, no different from the TV series, it's insignificant, it doesn't matter, and you may not even remember such a car accident. ”

"That's it, so what's upset? What's the point of being sad? ”

"From different angles, the emotions I perceive are very different, and my sadness a few years ago will be different from my sadness now."

"I really don't like saying goodbye to kidnapping, whether it's kidnapping myself or someone else."

"So you don't have to think about how sad you have caused me, so that you feel guilty, it's really not necessary."

"There is no need for Xuzhou."

In the last sentence, Jiang Suwan looked at Xuzhou and said.

Xu Xu frowned, not knowing how to digest these emotions that Jiang Suwan threw at him.

He felt uncomfortable, because there seemed to be a wide gap between his emotions and Jiang Suwan's views.

"But I care."

"I care about your emotions."