Volume 1 Qingqing Zijin [Chapter 075] Just because it's your warmth

There was a stench in the classroom that came from nowhere, Song Lisheng picked up the empty bottle of Wangzi on the table that had been placed for many days, and put it in front of his nose with some caution, and suddenly his whole face was wrinkled by smoke, and he didn't forget to make it bad in front of Zhang Shicheng's nose.

Zhang Shicheng was originally sitting upright, but suddenly a foul smell hit, and he suddenly pushed Song Lisheng, the initiator, to the side, and dragged out a sharp scream from the seat under him, and the two looked at each other and laughed happily.

Du Ruolin was just holding his head and looking around in a daze, his eyes wandering around the classroom aimlessly, looking at the girl in the corner who was excitedly gossiping, and the boy who was talking loudly about the game in the back row, heard the conversation and laughter of the two behind him, so he turned around to look at it with interest.

"How many days have you been here? Throw it away! ”

Zhang Shicheng looked at the empty jar with disgust, covering his mouth and nose with his hands, and moving his body away from Song Lisheng.

Song Lisheng chuckled, but ignored Zhang Shicheng's words, casually put the jar back to its original place, and continued to put it on display.

Only then did Du Ruolin notice that the empty jar she gave to Song Lisheng a few days ago was still on his table. No wonder she always felt some faint sour smell from early in the morning, and it seemed that it was mostly because of this jar.

"Great Sage, why are you keeping this jar? Look at you've been sitting for days. A boy passing by next to him grabbed Song Lisheng's shoulder, and pouted as soon as he approached him, "It's all stinky, throw it away, it's disgusting." ”

Seeing that Song Lisheng ignored him, the boy withdrew his hand bored, turned around and rolled his eyes and left. A girl who was about to pass through the corridor next to Song Lisheng's desk suddenly stopped when she was approaching, and then retreated with a disgusted face.

Du Ruolin watched this scene quietly, blinked, and looked at Song Lisheng staring at the pigtailed villain's light smile, and his heart suddenly swelled with unappeased guilt.

By noon, the people in the classroom were almost gone, and only a few were still studying.

Song Lisheng left school as usual. Du Ruolin suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, took a broom in the corner, and began to sweep the surrounding ground.

After cleaning up the scattered melon seed shells and paper towel crumbs, Du Ruolin easily took out the textbooks and test papers that were randomly piled up in Song Lisheng's drawer one by one, and even the coat hanging on the back of the chair was carefully folded into a square and placed in the corner of the desktop, and finally threw the Wang Zi bottle into the trash can, then clapped his hands with satisfaction and returned to his position.

"You're quite virtuous."

The classmates who passed by glanced at Du Ruolin with some curiosity and joked. Du Ruolin was stunned, and then laughed.

She used to see Song Lisheng's seat so messy, and she always felt a little obsessively awkward in her heart, planning to clean up the uncle's position well, but she happened to take advantage of this opportunity today.

It wasn't until the lunch break that Song Lisheng returned to the classroom, caught a glimpse of his position suddenly becoming spacious and bright, and turned around a little uncomfortably.

Du Ruolin peeked at his reaction, and quickly buried his face in the crook of his arm and snickered, looking forward to Song Lisheng praising himself with joy.

The expected compliment did not come, but a long silence. Immediately afterwards, there was a messy turning in the back seat, the wind from the pages of the book, the collision between the back and the seat, Song Lisheng's movements were a little impatient and anxious, and even the table top was swayed by brute force.

"Did you see that can of mine?" Song Lisheng grabbed the nearby boy suddenly, there was no smile on his face, and his eyes were indifferent and a little scary, "It's that Wang Zai's jar, which was still here in the morning, who took it?" ”

The boy's shoulder was suddenly grabbed by him, and he didn't react to what was going on, and shook his head blankly, Song Lisheng's eyes darkened, and he let go of him and went straight to the other boy.

"Did you see my jar?"

Song Lisheng's face was as gloomy as the sky before a rainstorm, and the strength in his hand couldn't be controlled, pinching the classmates he asked, who subconsciously wanted to get angry, but when he saw Song Lisheng's expression, he suddenly wilted, and shook his head honestly.

Finally, when asked about the last few classmates, someone said that they seemed to see the can inside when they took out the garbage today.

Du Ruolin stared at all this blankly, and reacted in hindsight, it turned out that the uncle had never thrown away the can, and it was because he cherished it so much.

For a while, all kinds of complicated emotions came to his heart, Du Ruolin only felt that his eyes were hot, and his heart cavity was suddenly filled with fluffy and warm marshmallows, and a sweet warm current was dissolved on the edge.

Before Du Ruolin could say that the jar was thrown away by himself, Song Lisheng had already rushed out of the classroom, Du Ruolin was stunned, he didn't know what he was going to do, but he hurriedly followed.

Song Lisheng's legs were long and his steps were also big, and Du Ruolin trotted all the way behind him, but he still couldn't catch up, and soon Song Lisheng disappeared. Looking around a little helplessly, Du Ruolin sighed and looked for them one by one along the path of the school.

Finally saw Song Lisheng's figure, but Du Ruolin was shocked and almost shouted.

She couldn't believe what she saw, the cold and proud teenager lying in front of a row of green trash cans without hesitation.

Surrounded by stinking, fat green-headed flies and mosquitoes flying wildly, his originally clean and white fingers had long been stained, but his face was not half disgusted, and he was still madly rummaging through the pile of garbage.

There were already a few people around, looking at Song Lisheng from a distance, and they didn't know what to say in a low voice.

Du Ruolin's heart tightened, and he ran towards him:

"Song Lisheng! What are you doing? ”

Song Lisheng originally didn't want to pay attention to others, but when he heard Du Ruolin's voice, he paused suddenly, and turned back in some surprise.

Accustomed to Du Ruolin always calling him unclely, he suddenly heard Du Ruolin call his name, and he was surprised and surprised for a while, Du Ruolin met his gaze, and his nose was sour for no reason.

Song Lisheng looked at the girl like a nimble bird, weaving through all the obstacles that stood between them, and the bird flickered its wings outstretched, revealing its most fragile and warmest chest, and flew towards him.

His body moved faster than his brain, and he came back to his senses and opened his arms to see her pounce on the crook of his arm.

"What's wrong?" Song Lisheng's eyes suddenly became gentle, he looked down at the girl in his arms, and was a little reluctant to push her away slightly, "My body stinks, don't hold me." ”

Du Ruolin refused to let go, I don't know if it was the familiar embrace that made her a little nostalgic, or in order to hide her slightly sour eyes, she didn't dare to let Song Lisheng see her expression:

"I threw that can away, don't you want it, okay? Next time I'll buy you a new one that hasn't been opened. ”

Song Lisheng didn't agree, shook his head with a light smile, and only said one sentence, which made Du Ruolin's tears gush out:

"That was your first gift to me."

Du Ruolin's fingers tightened suddenly, and Song Lisheng also watched her ruffle the corners of her clothes with indulgence, and buried her face in his shoulder socket. The warm and humid touch fell on his skin through the light clothes in the summer, and Song Lisheng was stunned, and reached out to gently pat Du Ruolin's back as if he were comforting.

Du Ruolin cried until she coughed, her eyes and nose were a little funny red, and she couldn't care about anything.

In Song Lisheng's place, she never had to worry about how messy she was, she just opened her hands and feet most comfortably, completely and frantically exploded all her emotions, she could even blow up all the defenses with her own hands, see how they collapsed in the torrent, and then willfully turned around and fell into his arms.

Song Lisheng will accept everything, her vanity and cowardice, her inferiority and insincerity, sometimes her lack of heart and sometimes her madness, her imperfections...... He saw it all, and then accepted it without hesitation, for no reason.

No one had ever cared so much about the gift she gave, not to mention that it was just an empty jar she threw away, but Song Lisheng regarded it as a treasure, and would rather be looked down upon than throw away.

"Okay, okay, I'm not looking for it, don't cry." Song Lisheng rubbed the top of her hair, "Are you hungry?" Let's go to dinner together. ”

Du Ruolin raised his head at this time, sniffed heavily, and nodded at him.

During the time they walked to the cafeteria, the mood of the two of them also calmed down a lot, Du Ruolin quietly glanced at Song Lisheng beside him, remembering that he took the initiative to throw himself into the other party's arms just now, and couldn't help but feel hot on his face.

What did she just do...... also cried a large piece of the clothes on the uncle's shoulder, and there were so many people around looking at it, it is estimated that they must misunderstand the relationship between themselves and the uncle.

Relationship with uncle. Du Ruolin's heart trembled suddenly, and Fang Cai's joy instantly fell, she only knew that she was very happy with Song Lisheng, but what did Song Lisheng think?

Song Lisheng should like himself? Does he take care of himself or like it? In retrospect, Song Lisheng has never said anything similar to himself, and perhaps, this relationship is just wishful thinking on his own.

Du Ruolin suddenly pulled out a smile with some self-deprecation, even if Song Lisheng really had a little affection for himself? Just like when she faced Zhu Chen, she asked herself, is she worthy of Song Lisheng?

She is just a speck of dust that can be seen everywhere among thousands of ordinary girls, if she hadn't met Song Lisheng, she probably would still be the original "four ugly" Du Ruolin that no one knew, she would not be the white fairy at the Mid-Autumn Festival party, and she would not be a girl with a sweet smile under the cherry blossom tree.

Not to mention comparing with Song Lisheng, or comparing with Song Lisheng's ex-girlfriends, he doesn't have anything to do. Even all the intersections between himself and Song Lisheng are all about taking care of himself, comforting himself, giving her gifts, and satisfying her wishes.

Song Lisheng walked beside Du Ruolin, but he was also a little uneasy.

Du Ruolin's attitude towards himself made him a little surprised and expectant, and he always felt that this girl was more or less attracted to him, but when he thought of Du Ruolin's thoughts about Zhu Chen, she worked hard for another boy, and his heart sank inch by inch.

Song Lisheng hesitated, and quietly stretched out his hand several times to pull Du Ruolin, I don't know if the latter didn't notice it or didn't want to, every time he was avoided by Du Ruolin, and Song Lisheng, who was already uneasy, was even more timid this time.

"Uncle, you don't have to accompany me in the morning, noon and evening in the future, you can also go to eat by yourself." Du Ruolin suddenly turned around and said to Song Lisheng, "You follow me every day like this, and my friends are scared away by you." ”

Song Lisheng's footsteps suddenly froze in place, raised his eyes to look at Du Ruolin's back with some complexity, and tried his best to suppress the obscurity in his voice.

"Okay, I'll go."

Before Du Ruolin could turn around and grab him, Song Lisheng had already turned around and walked away, his pace much faster than usual.

She...... Did the quick words he said casually hurt Song Lisheng?

Du Ruolin was lost, and the more she feared that one day she and her uncle would be torn apart, the more she had some thoughts of escaping, and her heart became a mess, and she unconsciously said something like that to him.

Uncle, will you come to me in the future?

After such a long time, Du Ruolin has long been accustomed to the feeling of Song Lisheng by her side, and thinking that Song Lisheng's relationship with her will become cold, she has already begun to feel a little desperate for no reason.

Until the evening self-study, Du Ruolin was anxious in his heart, Song Lisheng left without saying a word at noon, and throughout the afternoon, the back seat was also a little silent, would the uncle send her back to the dormitory at night?

Du Ruolin bit the pen and was in a daze, there was nothing to write at all, and the mood of homework made Qin Xiaofu keep looking at her and knocking her head many times.

Finally got out of school, Du Ruolin packed up his schoolbag and wanted to escape from the classroom immediately, but at this juncture, he was stopped by the head teacher.

It is said that the school will hold a monthly exam. This monthly exam is extremely important, and the head teacher gave a few students a cheering talk. Du Ruolin coped with it with a hmm-oh on her face, but she didn't listen to what the head teacher said, and kept glancing at the wall clock on the wall with her spare eyes.

Time passed minute by minute, Du Ruolin became more and more anxious in his heart, usually Song Lisheng would wait for her to sort out her things and send her away, but she said something like that at noon, and now she was dragged so late...... Song Lisheng won't wait for her, right?

Du Ruolin returned to the classroom with a faint hope, the people were basically gone, and Song Lisheng's position was just empty.

He didn't wait for himself.

"Why don't you leave?"

Qin Xiaofu patted Du Ruolin's shoulder, glanced at her suspiciously, and turned to pack her things.

Du Ruolin seemed to have lost his soul, and looked at Song Lisheng's empty chair in a daze, unable to say how he felt for a while.

It didn't matter whether the uncle sent her back to the dormitory or not, she was just paranoid about whether the uncle would hold her hand firmly when she was so small and cowardly.

If Song Lisheng also had feelings for her, why did they fall apart like this because of an angry word and a period of waiting?

Du Ruolin stood distracted for a long time, and finally lowered his head to pack up his schoolbag, only a dim light was left in the corridor, illuminating her shadow, jumping down the stairs one by one, and there was a long-term tremor from the other end of the handrail, and the fragmented conversation and laughter were blurred by the distance to only a sigh.

"You're finally out." Song Lisheng walked out of the shadow around the corner and coughed lightly, "I've been waiting for you for a long time, I'll send you back." ”

The silence at this moment was more menacing than ever, and Du Ruolin tried his best to clench the handrail so that he didn't let himself be swept up by this torrent and collapsed.

Aftermath. Such a word popped up in her head, her current mood was the rest of her life, she couldn't wait to cry and scream immediately, hoarsely glad, Du Ruolin stabilized his body, tried his best to speak calmly, and his voice trembled with crying:

"Okay."

……

The two walked side by side, one left and one right, and the close distance accidentally collided with each other's bodies between steps, Du Ruolin buried his head deeply, but no one took a step.

By this time, there were no more people on the road, and the sparse street lamps stretched the shadows of the two of them to a slender length, which could also be lit up in this vast night, and Du Ruolin could see clearly in front of him vaguely.

"Actually, I've always had night blindness." Du Ruolin suddenly smiled, remembering that Mid-Autumn Festival party, Song Lisheng couldn't help but reach out to catch her, "Every night, I can't see things clearly, and I'm so scared that I don't know what to do." ”

At the moment of falling, she saw a little light, it was the bright galaxy that attracted her under Song Lisheng's eyes, she saw herself reflected in his bright eyes, she was shining.

Song Lisheng looked up at the moon, suddenly stopped, and stretched out his hand to her:

"Give me your hand."

"Huh?"

Du Ruolin was stunned for a moment, but he still obediently put his hand into his warm and generous palm, Song Lisheng closed his palm, wrapped her firmly, and his voice was as mellow as tempting wine:

"Now close your eyes and give it a try."

Du Ruolin closed his eyes and took two steps forward tentatively, the temperature and strength of his palm connected to Song Lisheng's palm, and he was not afraid of being invisible at all. In a silent black curtain, the outline of the light suddenly lit up, and she closed her eyes, but she still felt the whole quiet and gentle moonlight lake.

"I felt a kind of power....... This power allows me to see everything in front of me. ”

Du Ruolin slowly opened his eyes, looked at Song Lisheng and smiled.

"It's warm. It is the warm power of my palm. Song Lisheng glanced at the hands of the two of them holding each other tightly, and his tone suddenly became restrictive, "When you walk alone at night in the future, just think about this temperature, and you won't be afraid anymore." ”

"What is warmth?" Du Ruolin seems to be very unfamiliar with this word.

Growing up in an extremely loveless environment, she has never listened to any words of care and encouragement from her parents. Almost all the emotions and panics are digested by herself, not to mention that she will understand the temperature of a palm and the power of a hug.

He looked up at the bright moon above his head again, and quietly replied, "I'll tell you slowly later." ”