There weren't too many people in the classroom early in the morning, and the fan babbled overhead, and the wind swept softly across the dusty wings, obliterating the tip of the pen and the sound of the page. From time to time, there are procrastination or neat footsteps that crash into the ground, tables and chairs rubbing, and people are loud.

"Something happened to your ex-girlfriend."

Zhang Shicheng came back from outside the classroom and his face was a little unpleasant, and when he sat down next to Song Lisheng, he poked him with his elbow.

"Who?"

Song Lisheng originally held his head, looking at Du Ruolin's back with half-open eyes in a drowsy state, and was poked by Zhang Shicheng like this, and he was also a little sober.

"Who else could it be?" Zhang Shicheng glared, with 'You unconscionable guy' written on his face, and sighed, "Go to the hospital and have a look, she committed suicide by swallowing medicine." ”

"Really?"

"Have you forgotten what you said to her that day? She was already nervous after breaking up with you. ”

Zhang Shicheng spread his hands, and his tone didn't know whether it was regret or sympathy.

"If you don't look at it, if you see her, you can't do without me, and you have to let her experience it alone."

Song Lisheng hesitated for a moment, then cut the railroad to the end, turned his head back and continued to look at Du Ruolin's straight back in a daze, no longer paying attention to Zhang Shicheng's sigh.

These conversations all fell into Du Ruolin's ears, and when he heard the words "ex-girlfriend", Du Ruolin's fingers holding the pen suddenly tightened, and his attention was all behind him.

That day behind the toilet, she saw her uncle arguing with an entangled woman, and the uncle shook off her hand very indifferently. Could that be the uncle's ex-girlfriend? She committed suicide?

At that time, Du Ruolin was far away and couldn't see the whole picture of the girl, only vaguely captured the girl's backlit side face, thin and delicate, fair and smart, she just stood there, looking like the uncle was also very right.

A bold thought suddenly surged in Du Ruolin's heart.

She's going to visit her uncle's ex-girlfriend.

In the afternoon, in the People's Hospital. Du Ruolin asked Gu Yuancan if he heard about this place, so he secretly asked for a leave to find this place.

Fortunately, the dose she took was not too large, and it was timely to be sent to the hospital, after gastric lavage and treatment, the girl was now free of worries about her life and sobered up, but a pair of eyes did not have any brilliance and emotion, even Du Ruolin did not move when he came in, still staring at the ceiling.

When Du Ruolin found the ward, he saw such a scene. The fair-skinned and thin girl was weaker than she had seen before, the pale shadow even crept up her lips, and there was not a trace of blood on her cheeks, and the girl was as thin as a fragile piece of paper, falling there lifelessly, as if with a single force, it would tear into countless pieces in an instant.

On all sides is the snow-white wall of the hospital, the green card at the head of the bed clearly writes the cause and the girl's name, the red eye-catching bed number, and the nutrient solution hanging next to the bed that has passed half a bag is inserted into the green tendon on the back of the girl's hand along the thin catheter. She was so thin, the thin skin on the back of her hand even outlined the outline of her bones, and the coiled cyan veins bulged a little terrifyingly.

Pale golden sunlight fell from the window on the ground, and the ground was also gray. Outside the window is swaying dense oil green, separated by a wall, the outside is bright and lovely nature, and the inside is full of the smell of disinfectant white.

There is only white, the white that devours everything.

Du Ruolin stood there, her throat was strangled by an unknown force, she felt that she was about to cry again, and quickly raised her head. At this moment, her empathy was suddenly crushed and collided strongly, and the pale girl in front of her, without saying a word, without a single movement, without even giving her a look, she was already crushed.

Du Ruolin. She asked herself self-deprecatingly, what qualifications do you have to be by Song Lisheng's side?

She just gambled on everything she had now, and barely convinced herself that maybe she was enough to stand by Song Lisheng's side and look up to him enough, but the girl's feelings for Song Lisheng were so bitter and painful, and she was so full of vitality and beauty because of Song Lisheng's current appearance, just for this, she was inferior and fearful, and finally collapsed.

Du Ruolin didn't take a step forward, quietly turned around, and left the ward. The girl kept staring at the corner of the ceiling, as if she was aware of her coming, but as if she had never noticed her existence.

Du Ruolin suddenly felt an inexplicable sadness in her heart, and she finally made a decision, she was going to leave her uncle.

……

In the class teacher's class, the head teacher announced that the art class selects students, and those who go to the art class are art students, and they will also be admitted to the art university in the future.

"Okay, I'll count the names, Deng Chao, Liu Siyu..... Du Ruolin. ”

Song Lisheng was deaf, but when he heard those three words, he raised his head in surprise and looked at the girl in front of him in disbelief and raised her hand high.

What was she thinking? If she's going to art class, doesn't that mean she's going to be separated from herself?

Song Lisheng was immediately unhappy, and kicked Du Ruolin's chair from behind, usually Du Ruolin would turn his head immediately, but this time, Du Ruolin just moved the chair forward without saying a word.

Du Ruolin's abnormal behavior made Song Lisheng's heart churn, and he couldn't calm down for the whole class, staring at Du Ruolin's back with a pair of black eyes, eager to stare at the two holes.

After class, Du Ruolin got up casually, passed by Song Lisheng's desk and went to the corner to throw garbage, and Leng Buding was clasped by his wrist.

"You're going to art class?"

There was not a trace of turbulence in Song Lisheng's tone, and there was a huge storm hidden under the calm sea, which was even more terrifying. Du Ruolin took a deep look at him, and then broke away from his hand:

"Hmm."

"I won't allow it." Song Lisheng furrowed his eyebrows fiercely, his eyes were a little sharp, with an unquestionable tone, seeing that Du Ruolin was about to walk away without paying attention to him, he also got up and followed, "If you want to go, then I will go too!" ”

"Are you crazy?" Du Ruolin was immediately angry when he heard this, turned his head, and didn't know where he got the courage to scold Song Lisheng is head-to-head and face, "Do you think that you can do whatever you want with a little money in your family and don't care about your studies?" You've already left two levels, and you still want to do it all over again? ”

Seeing that Song Lisheng didn't speak, Du Ruolin took one last look at him, let out a long breath, and ruthlessly dropped a sentence:

"If you're going to come with me, I'll go to another school, and you'll never find me."

Song Lisheng's eyes moved, and he grabbed Du Ruolin's hand to prevent her from leaving, his eyes were on her, and when he looked at it carefully, Du Ruolin's emotions had nowhere to hide:

"Are you avoiding me? Can't you see that I'm actually ......"

"Song Lisheng!" Before Song Lisheng finished speaking, Du Ruolin had already interrupted him, looking at him with sadness and regret in his eyes, and his tone also had a hint of crying, and when Song Lisheng quieted down, she said softly, "I know your ex-girlfriend...... Your ex-girlfriend is really pathetic, she loves you so much. ”

Song Lisheng was stunned for a moment, and then he was caught up in a burst of anger, and before Du Ruolin could react, he was pressed by Song Lisheng by the window. Song Lisheng's arms were propped up at her side, forcibly confined Du Ruolin in a small space in front of him, Du Ruolin's raised head was facing his face, so close that he could almost feel each other's warm breathing.

"What do you know?" Song Lisheng sneered, and the handsome face that was close at hand approached Du Ruolin again, "I'm not with her, because feelings are not wishful thinking, I have the right to choose who I like and who I want to be with!" I didn't go to see her, but I also wanted to cut off her thoughts! ”

Song Lisheng almost shouted out these words, Du Ruolin was a little frightened by Song Lisheng who was so angry, and he stopped in mid-air without mistake, looking at Song Lisheng's face.

"The more I treat her, the more she can't live without me, you know!"

Song Lisheng finally dropped this sentence, and slammed his fist on the glass on Du Ruolin's side, and there was a violent tremor behind his head, and Du Ruolin closed his eyes in fright.

When she opened it again, Song Lisheng looked at her quietly for a few seconds, and finally let go of her arms, turned around and sat back in her place.

Du Ruolin stood in place, glancing at Song Lisheng's inexplicably lonely back, it was good for everyone for her to do this, that girl was so painful, she shouldn't ......

But what about Song Lisheng? And what did he think?

In the afternoon, Du Ruolin heard some news about the art class. It turns out that the art class is not something that can be entered casually, although there is a chance to be sent to the Academy of Fine Arts, but every time you need an entrance exam, and only one person is selected, which is extremely demanding.

Du Ruolin lowered his eyes in some disappointment, but the delicate appearance of Song Lisheng's ex-girlfriend lying on the hospital bed appeared in his mind, and he finally decided to grit his teeth and fight.

Du Ruolin entered the selection classroom of the art class, and suddenly someone patted her in the back:

"Hey, let's do it together!"

Du Ruolin turned around, it was Deng Chao. She smiled at him and walked in together.

Several girls in the class are not kind, everyone naturally wants to fight for the opportunity to be sent to the Academy of Fine Arts, the people who come here are all very good at painting, listening to the surrounding openly and secretly boasting about what painting awards they have won, which famous teacher to study with, Du Ruolin suddenly felt a little nervous.

"What about you? Why are you so face-to-face? ”

The girl next to her noticed Du Ruolin, who had not spoken, poked her arm and asked.

"I ......" Du Ruolin was embarrassed and looked away a little embarrassed, "I haven't learned to paint before." ”

Hearing this, the girl folded her arms and rolled her eyes and said sarcastically:

"Dare to come if you haven't learned? I really don't know where the confidence came from, thinking that I could paint some makeup and paint? ”

When Du Ruolin heard this, he was depressed and ashamed in his heart, but he couldn't refute a word. Fortunately, the teacher soon came and announced that everyone could start painting, and the girls didn't have time to pay attention to her, and turned to their respective easels to fiddle.