Chapter 33 Dependence

After meeting the weirdos in the Foundation and getting to know some of the people in the Foundation who had to know, Ai Mo began a life-long life of idleness for a week, and An Ju did not arrange anything specific for her, as if everyone in the Foundation was busy and she was the only one doing nothing. Finally entered a new environment, finally felt that a new life had begun, and suddenly became idle, which made Ai Mo a little overwhelmed.

When An Cheng came to the foundation for something, Ai Mo hesitated and took the initiative to ask her. Ai Mo, who is accustomed to relying on other people's emotions to determine his own behavior, is really at a loss in the face of An Zhen, who has no requirements for himself.

Seeing Ai Mo's dazed and innocent appearance, An Ju felt a little funny and asked, "Then what do you want to do?" ”

Ai Mo shook her head without thinking about it.

"That's right, Ai. My relationship with you is not that of superiors and subordinates, and you don't need to wait for me to give orders. I hope that life at the Foundation will help you find yourself, first of all, you have to tell me what you want so that I can help you, otherwise, I can't help you! ”

"But I really don't know."

Ai Mo's brows wrinkled deeper, no one had ever asked what she wanted, and she had never expected anything, she had lived as much as possible like a transparent person for more than ten years in the past, and she was suddenly given the right to choose, as if she suddenly stood in the spotlight, nervousness and anxiety flocked to her.

Anju was also a little helpless, she knew that it seemed really difficult to let Ai Mo, a person who is always passive, make decisions by himself.

"There is no fixed formula for me to cultivate talents, and they will decide according to their own preferences or strengths, otherwise wouldn't my people be the same?"

Ai Mo opened his mouth, and seemed to understand what An Yu meant, but he was still embarrassed and subconsciously held his wrist.

An Ju looked at Ai Mo's hand, frowned, and said, "If you are really embarrassed." ”

Ai Mo suddenly looked at her with wide eyes, looking at these fawn-like eyes, An Yu couldn't help but soften.

"If you're really embarrassed, just do what I say!"

Ai Mo nodded hurriedly as if he had finally found his backbone.

Looking at the moxa foam pecking at the chicken, An Ying raised his forehead and said, "Don't be in a hurry to agree first!" What I'm saying is of course from my point of view, I think it's good for you, but it's not easy for you, if you promise us to try it, if you find that it doesn't work, then it's a different matter, how about it? ”

What An Ju doesn't know at the moment is that once something starts, it can't be left behind.

Like a drowning man finding a floating board, Ai Mo immediately agreed.

"You've been here for almost half a month, and with your personality, I'm afraid you still rarely take the initiative to contact people, so I'll give you a task. For a week, you go and see how other people are doing with the Foundation, and for each person you observe, make a table. In a week, I need a simple list of all the things you like that I see from other people, and then I can choose three from them. ”

Anju didn't make decisions directly for Aimo, but in this way, she trained Aimo's ability to make up her own minds.

Ai Mo hesitated for a moment, wanting An Ju to give her an idea, but thinking of what she had promised, she looked back at the people walking behind her, who had different identities, including teachers, members, and people like her who received funding from her. Ai Mo's special nature determines that she has always decided her own pace according to other people's ideas, and she has never made any decisions for herself. I'm afraid that the only decision I made after the age of six in my memory was to see An Cheng again as much as I could. If you were able to survive the trials of a nursing home for this goal, why can't you try it again?

Perhaps it was this environment that gave Ai Mo courage, and Ai Mo turned to look at An Ge and nodded vigorously as if she had injected herself with a heart booster.

The following week was a painful one. Although the people of the Foundation are very kind, they have come into contact with too many people who are defective in some aspects, and most of them know that Ai Mo has communication difficulties, and try to be as friendly as possible, but it is inevitable that there will be all kinds of complex emotions in their hearts, and Ai Mo feels that he has drained all his strength after communicating with others.

In a week, Ai Mo completed the understanding of ten people, which was beyond Anju's expectations. After several entanglements, Ai Mo chose three, systematically learned knowledge, learned to scatter, and received psychological pressure resistance training.

Somewhat nervously told An Ju the three things she wanted to do, Ai Mo carefully watched and felt An Ju's emotional changes, but An Ju just nodded very calmly, making Ai Mo a little unsure whether the decision she made was correct.

Looking at Ai Mo's expectant and frightened look, An Ying laughed out loud.

"Are you waiting for me to give you an evaluation?"

"Ahh Ai Mo subconsciously responded.

"Xiao Ai, whatever your choice is, it's a good start, and I also said that I won't interfere with your decision. But if my review is reassuring to you, then, yes, here's my rating. ”

Ai Mo was a little pleased.

And An Ju continued: "You want to learn something, this is good, you choose these three things are good, it means that you also have ideas, but you are too good at hiding yourself, sometimes you forget your own existence, this is not good." As for studying, I suggest putting some weight in psychology, your special makes you have a more acute insight into human psychology, I think learning some knowledge of psychology should help you understand yourself, and it is also a means of making a living after leaving the Foundation in the future. As for receiving anti-stress training, I will ask Dr. Chu to come and do research on your situation during this time, and you can discuss it with him when the time comes. ”

Setting the direction, Ai Mo suddenly felt that he had found a reason to live, and it was Anjun who gave him the motivation to live like a person. Mugwort is like a sponge that constantly absorbs the nutrients given to her, and for Aimo, Anmo is like a life-saving straw that she finally grasps, and her affirmation and support give Aimo strength. That respect that has never been there has ever given Ai Mo another meaning to her efforts, and Ai Mo doesn't want to disappoint An.

Since then, Anjo has taken time out to visit the Foundation every week, and after taking care of the Foundation's affairs, she will go to see how Momo is doing. Ai Mo sometimes talks about what she has learned and the difficulties she has encountered, and Ank also talks about her advice. This kind of conversation made Aimo realize that she was also a person who could communicate with people.

The people of the Foundation have also noticed that their boss seems to have been much more diligent lately, and he has been coming to the Foundation every week to check in, which has tightened everyone's strings, and the Foundation has been operating faster. However, the discerning person also discovered the difference of Momo, which made Momo get more care.

When she is not working, Ai Mo will also wonder why Anyu is so different to herself. Now the people around him are very good to him, and some may be more thoughtful than Anju's care for him, but Anju is still the one who can best enter Aimo's heart.

Ai Mo was happy because she was a sister, but it turned out that being a sister brought her despair. But Ai Mo has a sense of happiness in her heart at the moment, even if An Mo occasionally has a poisonous tongue, occasionally criticizes, and occasionally makes things difficult, but Ai Mo can feel that An Mo treats herself equally, in An Ju, Ai Mo finds the happiness of being a human being, and also experiences the feeling called warmth.

Anju may not have experienced as much as Momo, suicide, abandonment, and being trapped in a nursing home, so that Momo needs a spiritual support. Anju is like an angel, giving Ai Mo hope, and like a relative, she has experienced the care she has not seen for a long time.

But Anju is different from those relatives, and never imposes her own ideas on her, making Ai Mo feel that she can also be a normal person who has thoughts and can make decisions for herself. Ai Mo knew that even if everything An Yang did was for her good, as long as she said no, An Mo would not force it, but the more this was the case, the more Ai Mo wanted to do everything An Yang said. Maybe that's the original bond!

In addition, perhaps because Anmo is always so calm and will not interfere with Ai Mo's emotions, in such a calm state of mind, Ai Mo can really become the person who is not affected by others, this experience is precious to Ai Mo.

Anjun will always give her time and opportunity to think, and will also give her the environment and atmosphere to think. An Ju's eyes are always so deep when she looks at her, but she is peaceful, not aggressive and purposeful, but just encourages Ai Mo and makes her muster up the courage to meet her future self. Everything about Anju's performance is consistent with her heart, so frank that Ai Mo likes and envies it.

It's just that Ai Mo, who is becoming more and more dependent on Anju, almost lost himself again one day a few months later, and was disgusted by himself again.