Volume II, Chapter 14 Exists for You and Disappears Because of You
After about half an hour, Nan Nan kept her eyes closed, motionless waiting for the effect of the drug and the paralysis of the nerves.
She still felt cold, even in the quilt, it was not hot, and even the inside of the quilt was frozen by the cold emitted by her body, especially Nan Nan's feet, her feet were like being placed in an ice bucket, and the cold air was coming out all the time, no matter how warm it was, it was useless.
But Nan Nan has never been through it all, on the one hand, because she is too physically and mentally exhausted, she has no strength, even if she raises her fingers, Nan Nan feels extremely difficult. On the one hand, Nan Nan is afraid that her constant tossing and turning will make her more and more awake, which will make it more difficult to fall asleep.
So, Nan Nan had to suffer from the cold, try her best to relax her body and empty her brain.
Half an hour later, the medicine seemed to be working gradually, Nan Nan began to feel her brain become heavy, a wave of sleepiness swept over, making Nan Nan's consciousness become confused, she only felt as if even her own body began to slowly become like it had lost gravity, constantly falling, sinking.
Soon, Nan Nan slowed down her breathing, and fell asleep so quietly and deeply in a hazy period of unconsciousness.
It's a dream.
In the darkness, it is as vast as the sea, boundless, giving people a sense of emptiness and awe.
In the midst of this infinitely extended darkness, there was a white light in the distance, although small, but it also exuded brightness, illuminating a small corner of black.
In this dream, at this time, Nan Nan was running towards the faint light, she was panting heavily, but her face was anxious, she was afraid, afraid that she would not be able to touch that little light, and she was afraid that she would be drowning in this cold darkness forever.
So, she ran hard, and did not dare to stop riveting with all her strength. But Nannan gradually found that no matter how hard she tried, it always seemed that she could not reach the light, her body gradually felt tired, gradually felt numb, and her heart slowly evolved from disappointment again and again to more and more despair and powerlessness.
Eventually, Nan Nan stopped, and she fell to the ground, but at the moment Nan Nan fell, the light in the distance was shrinking, and the darkness around her was becoming crowded at a slow speed, and it kept wrapping in the direction of Nan Nan.
Nan Nan felt very panicked, but she no longer had the strength to run towards the light in the distance, she could only sit on the ground, feeling the darkness getting closer and closer to herself, it seemed to be like four hard masts, and constantly moving towards Nan Nan's direction, it seemed to want to besiege Nan Nan, cruelly imprisoned her.
Nan Nan closed her eyes, she was powerless to struggle, she could only be passive, resigned to accept everything that was coming, right here
She heard a shout, clear but familiar.
"Nannan, Nannan, come here, come to me, don't stay in the black, you don't belong to it, Nannan, come and ......"
Nan Nan heard these fluttering but clear words, and she opened her eyes suddenly.
I saw that in the light in the distance, there was a person standing, the person had his back to the light, Nan Nan couldn't see his appearance, but saw a rough outline, the person was wearing white clothes and white pants, and the whole body was clean white, and even merged with the white light.
The surrounding darkness is still approaching in the direction where Nan Nan is, but the person standing in the light stretched out his hand, and he still said: "Nan Nan, come quickly, I am here to guard you, come to ......"
Nan Nan listened to the man's voice and listened to what the man said, and suddenly it was as if she had gained a new strength, a new strength.
Nan Nan stood up again, and she began to run wildly again, and she ran as best she could towards the light, towards the man. Nan Nan only felt that her heart was beating very fast, and she only felt that her body was about to fly, and she felt that her heart was full of hope, which was a long-lost hope that Nan Nan had almost been extinguished in the long run.
This time, Nan Nan ran faster, and she also noticed that the light was no longer far away, and she was getting closer and closer to the light.
In the end, just when the light shrank smaller and smaller, almost disappearing, just when the darkness around it was about to come into contact with Nannan, in the last second of this critical moment, Nannan finally arrived at the light and reached the person.
Suddenly, the light ceased to shrink, and the approaching darkness ceased in an instant.
And Nan Nan, standing in front of the man with the light on his back, her heart was still beating fast, her heart was still full of hope, that hope was like an inflated balloon, it was constantly expanding, it was constantly stretching into the air, it was carrying more and more weight, but on the contrary, it was able to float more unaffected by gravity.
"Nannan, let's go." The person in front of him still maintained the movement of stretching out his hand to Nannan, his voice was very gentle, but Nannan felt that it was very familiar, and it was very familiar.
The man had the light on his back, blocking out a little of the light, but beside him, the outer edge of his silhouette was still coated with a layer of dazzling light.
The man's face was hidden in this half-light and half-light, and Nan Nan couldn't see him clearly.
Nan Nan lowered her head and looked at the man's palm-outstretched hand, slender and distinct, as if he had seen it somewhere. Nan Nan hesitated and raised one of her hands, but instead of putting the man's palm, she asked, "Where are you going?" ”
"A place full of light." Nan Nan's heart moved, although she didn't know what kind of place it was, but she was still moved, and her heart yearned.
"Don't be afraid, I'll take you away, let's go together, that's where it really belongs to you." The man spoke again, his voice softer.
Nan Nan let down her guard, no longer doubted, and without thinking, she put on the palm of the man's hand, and the man immediately held Nan Nan's hand, Nan Nan only felt that the person's hand was very warm.
Then, the man turned around with Nan Nan, facing the faint light behind him. Nan Nan felt that the light was a little dazzling, so she raised another hand, which was not held by the person, blocked it in front of her eyes, covering up the light, but she still couldn't resist it, some of the light was through the gap between her five fingers, and it was shooting head-on, and Nan Nan had to close her eyes slightly.
After a while, Nan Nan finally got used to it, she opened her eyes, lowered her hand, and stared directly at the light in front of her.
"Let's go." The man seemed to have been waiting for Nan Nan to finally accept the light, and only then did he shake Nan Nan's hand vigorously, and then, moving forward, he led Nan Nan forward.
The further you go, the brighter it is, and the other white that is the opposite of the approaching black, a whole piece of white, bright and shining, without a little mixed white.
The boundless light and the white that could not be seen at a glance, but the man still led Nan Nan forward.
"Nannan, get better quickly, come to a bright place." Suddenly, the man stopped and let go of his grip on Nannan.
"What?" Nan Nan didn't understand what the man meant, she turned sideways, trying to see the man clearly, but the man was becoming transparent, and he was about to disappear.
"Don't worry, in the dark, I appeared to protect you, but now that you are back to your own light, I will naturally disappear." The man had become translucent, and there was no body or face to be seen, only a rough, vague outline, but a very gentle voice could still be heard.
"Who are you?" Nan Nan asked, stretching out a hand to reach forward, but it passed through the transparency that was about to disappear, and touched the nothingness that did not feel any touch.
Just when the person became completely transparent, and at the last moment when he completely disappeared, Nan Nan clearly heard the person's final answer: "I am, Qi Yang." ”
Wake up from a dream.
Nan Nan opened her eyes violently, and then there was a violent cough, she had to close her eyes again, frowning, her body was lying flat, because the coughing body was also trembling rhythmically, and sometimes even left the bed slightly, and then fell heavily on the bed, making a slight muffled sound.
Nan Nan covered the position of her heart, she only felt that even her heart began to throb and throb, in addition, Nan Nan also felt that her lungs seemed to be pressed by a huge stone, and it was still stuffed with a ball of cotton, which was blocked, making it difficult for Nan Nan to breathe, including her throat, Nan Nan's throat also felt a tingling pain because of this violent cough.
After a few minutes, Nan Nan stopped coughing, but as if she had exhausted all her strength, Nan Nan continued to gasp in small sips to calm her breathing that had been disturbed by coughing, and then she opened her eyes again, and a tear that had gathered in the corner of her eye because of the discomfort and pain flowed down.