Volume II, Chapter 13 Vomiting
"Baby, let's try to eat a little." Mother said softly, with a look of anticipation in her eyes.
"Hmm." Nan Nan saw her mother's expression, and felt a pang of pain in her heart, she nodded and agreed to her mother.
Nan Nan held the bowl in one hand and the chopsticks in the other, and leaned forward to move closer to the table.
Nan Nan glanced at the dishes on the table, but for a while, she didn't know where to start. She didn't want to eat anything, and she didn't have an appetite, but Nan Nan didn't want to live up to her mother's expectations, so she sandwiched a piece of potato from the nearest potato stew.
The potatoes were already stewed by her mother to be extremely soft and rotten, and Nan Nan just picked up the potato, but it was immediately split in two, and it suddenly slipped from between Nan Nan's chopsticks.
Nan Nan had no choice but to poke the separated half of the potatoes with a chopstick, and then slowly put them into her mouth.
The potatoes are soft and creamy, and they have just been eaten and melted before they have been chewed a few times. But Nan Nan didn't taste anything in the process, her sense of taste seemed to be out of order, and she couldn't feel anything.
For the current Nannan, in fact, everything eaten is the same, there is no difference, but it is just a repeated chewing, but it is just a swallowing action.
"It's delicious." Nan Nan looked at her mother and forcibly suppressed the nausea that had spread in her stomach after the food was contained.
The expectation in the mother's eyes quickly disappeared the moment she heard the two words spoken by Nan Nan, knowing that the daughter is like the mother, how could the mother not know whether Nan Nan can really eat it, and just to comfort herself and deceive everything.
"Let's have some soup." The mother quietly hid the sadness in her eyes, and she still smiled softly at Nannan.
"Okay." Nan Nan put down her chopsticks, took a large white wooden spoon from the soup, and scooped only half a spoonful.
Nan Nan took a small sip, the soup was a little hot, and when it entered her mouth, her tongue felt a tingle first, and then slid through her esophagus, still exuding heat.
But it slightly suppressed the feeling of nausea and vomiting.
So, Nan Nan drank the pot of soup spoonful after spoonful, until the soup gradually cooled, and it was no longer hot, just warm.
Nan Nan didn't have the slight pain caused by the stinging tongue and the gastric mucosa on the wall of the esophagus, so she stopped the spoon, and the stomach was filled with a feeling of nausea.
Nan Nan glanced at her mother, her mother seemed to see something, her eyes were full of pity, and the corners of her mouth that had been trying to upturn trembled slightly.
"I'll eat some more fish." Nan Nan couldn't bear to see her mother like this, she quietly put down the hand holding the bowl, and twisted a bit of meat on her thigh.
"Okay, I'll clip it to you." Her mother's voice was a little hoarse, as if something was blocking her throat.
As she spoke, she picked up the thornless meat in the fish's belly, only a little, and dipped it in the sticky juice next to the fish, and then put it in Nannan's bowl and put it on top of the half-bowl of rice.
Mother, I really know everything.
Nan Nan picked up the chopsticks, grabbed the piece of fish meat that had been soaked in juice on all sides, and put it in her mouth.
It was the moment this bit of fish meat entered her mouth, a little sour water gushed out of Nan Nan's stomach, and it went straight to her throat. But Nan Nan pinched her thighs even harder, but before she could chew a few times, she swallowed the fish meat violently and forcibly suppressed the sour water that had reached her mouth.
"I'm full." Nan Nan put down her chopsticks and put her other hand down to pinch her other thigh.
"When you're full, go rest and get some sleep." The mother immediately lowered her head and did not look at Nannan, but Nannan still saw her mother's reddened eyes.
"Okay." Nan Nan could only act as if she had not noticed, and she stood up.
But when Nan Nan stood up, she suddenly felt a tumbling in her stomach, and a greasy moist liquid spread throughout her esophagus, and then, there was a foreign body sensation that went straight to Nan Nan's mouth.
Nan Nan closed her lips, gritted her teeth, and slowly left the dining table and returned to her room.
Just after Nan Nan locked her door, she hurriedly rushed to the trash can next to the bed, opened her mouth, and vomited.
Nan Nan grabbed the top edge of the trash can with both hands, feeling the upside-down river and sea in her stomach, and the sour water one after another.
That's it, Nan Nan spit out a mouthful of fish meat that he ate not long ago, and before he even had time to digest it, he finished the book and spit it out, with some red yellow mucus, and in the end, Nan Nan really couldn't spit out anything, only a little transparent liquid remained.
After vomiting, Nan Nan coughed a few times as if choking, which caused a burst of nausea, but she couldn't vomit anything, so she could only retch a few times.
After that, Nan Nan felt that her stomach was much more comfortable, even though it was empty.
Nan Nan sat down next to the trash can, her back against the side of the bed, she raised her head, swallowed the secretions in her mouth, reached for the paper towel placed on the bed, wiped the corner of her mouth, and threw it into the trash can.
At this moment, Nan Nan smelled the unpleasant and pungent smell of vomit coming from the garbage can. She frowned, turned her head to the other side, her face was already a little sallow, but now it was pale, there were some wet tears in the corners of her eyes, and her eye sockets were already covered with layers of blood when she vomited just now.
Suddenly, Nan Nan felt a chill, she felt that she was cold from head to toe, but her stomach was hot, very hot, and she felt a lot of pain.
Nan Nan covered her stomach with her hands and fell to the other side of the trash can, her expression distorted by the throbbing pain coming from her stomach.
Nan Nan's face was wrinkled together, and her two eyebrows were even connected because of this, and she pressed half of her face against the floor, feeling the slightest coolness coming from the ground.
Nan Nan closed her eyes tightly, bit her lower lip fiercely, and even felt a slight smell of blood from her mouth. She closed her mouth, unwilling to scream, so she let out a hoarse, faint whimper from her throat.
Nan Nan didn't turn on the lights before she entered the house, but at that time some outlines could still be vaguely discerned in the room, and at this moment it was too late, and the whole house was plunged into black, and Nan Nan closed her eyes, so she couldn't see a trace of light. She bent over, bent her legs, and curled herself up like a frightened hedgehog that had circled herself. It was cold all around, and little by little it seeped into her skin, making Nan Nan shiver.
In this dark, dark room, Nan Nan fell to the floor and suffered from the pain.
After a long time, Nan Nan finally felt a little more relaxed, and she no longer felt the pain in her stomach, nor did she feel the burning heat like swallowing a fireball.
Her body slowly returned to normal, and Nan Nan relaxed in a moment, but she was still slumped to the ground, and she opened her eyes slightly, and she could only see the darkness of the scene.
Nan Nan opened her mouth and panted continuously, but it was not heavy, only soft, and faint. She shuddered, only to realize that she was sweating all over, her bangs and broken hair were soaked on her forehead and the sides of her cheeks, and there was also dripping sweat on her body, which soaked her plush pajamas.
After a few minutes, Nan Nan sat up again with her hands on the ground, but she quickly put her arms on the bed, and with this strength, she got up, and she rubbed in the darkness and turned on the light.
The room was lit up by the white light in an instant, and Nan Nan sat down on the bed all of a sudden, stroking and rubbing her stomach, which seemed to have a slight discomfort after the pain she had just suffered.
After suffering such an experience, Nan Nan only felt that she was exhausted, and she just wanted to lie down and sleep.
Nan Nan approached the head of the bed, next to the bedside table, there was a glass of water on the counter, she opened the drawer and took out a bottle of sleeping pills, took out two pills, put them back again, and then took the glass of water and took the sleeping pills.
Nan Nan turned on the night light, turned off the lights in the room, lay down on the bed, covered the quilt, and waited for the two pills to do their job.