Volume II, Chapter 104 Talking to myself
"What is there to thank, it's just a pot of flowers. If you like, I can give it to you. Gu Yun listened to Nan Nan's thanks, but she didn't quite understand the multiple meanings contained in it, and naively thought that she was thanking this pot of rosemary. Even if she was too busy, she refused, but her eyes were happy, and she thought that she really liked the flowers that she had carefully selected. is still the same look of eyes bent and the corners of his mouth open, and his tone is free and easy without losing a special cheerfulness.
Nan Nan knew that this was not a casual remark by Gu Yun, it was just a joke, she was serious. So, Nan Nan hurriedly opened her mouth and refused, "No, you don't need to send it, I'll buy it." She was terrified, she couldn't bear this friendship, even if Gu Yun didn't take it seriously, but Nan Nan had to care.
"It's okay, not to mention it's just more than ten dollars, rosemary, it's not worth a few dollars at all, and what you earn is a pot of money at most." Gu Yun saw Nan Nan's excuse, afraid that she would misunderstand her preciousness, so she explained it to herself. She put away the corners of her mouth, and even her eyes were no longer bent, and she regained her peaceful appearance. Gu Yun's expression still had a slight solemnity, as if she really wanted to give this pot of rosemary to Nan Nan.
"It's better to pay." Nan Nan still hesitated and excused herself, she couldn't accept it, and her heart was full of shame. Even if it's worthless, it still can't bear the love of it. is coupled with the guilt in her heart, which is mixed, which makes Nan Nan dare not accept it. Otherwise, she will always feel that she owes too much, and she knows that she doesn't have too many feelings to reciprocate. It's not necessarily necessary, even the little favor of this point has to be shameless, and the cheeky one will take it away. Nan Nan couldn't do this, and she couldn't resist it in her heart. But she looked at Gu Yun with a very serious look, and she couldn't help but feel empty, as if she already owed something and couldn't pay it off. Even the tone of rejection sounds so unconfident, weak, ethereal, whispered, if you don't listen carefully, you really can't hear it.
"I gave it to you. You don't know, I want to like you, I like you, I just want to send you something. But I don't have anything of value here, this pot of rosemary is the best I have chosen, although it is not worth a few dollars, but it is also my heart. You just have to take it, or you will hate me at that time. Gu Yun said this, with a serious face, but every sentence was sincere and quite sincere. It seems that he is determined to give the rosemary to Nannan. Gu Yun was resolute, and the two eyebrows frowned unconsciously, slightly, it was not very visible, and in the middle of these two eyebrows, there were shallow folds printed. Her cheeks also puffed up subconsciously, but only a small one stood out, which was not very obvious. It seems that it still comes with a little cuteness, a bit like a child who is angry.
Nan Nan saw Gu Yun's appearance, it was a little funny, so frank, and very naïve, at the same time, Gu Yun's words could not be refuted, Nan Nan listened, naturally felt a little panicked in her heart, it was uncomfortable. was disturbed by Gu Yun like this, and he couldn't help but feel angry and funny. Nan Nan was speechless for a while, she was speechless at all, and Gu Yun's words didn't sound like persuasion. On the contrary, it is simply a disguised threat.
However, it is only when Chad hears it that he thinks so. Later, Nan Nan carefully touched it, and she thought about it, but she felt a little warmth. After all, Gu Yun still told about a special emotional existence he gave Nannan, and he no longer hid it, but tucked it away. Gu Yun said to himself, serious, not mixed with the slightest disobedience. But in fact, these Nannan could feel it early on, so she didn't feel a little surprised about it at all. But I didn't expect that Gu Yun would say everything so disregardlessly, and he would be so serious and serious. Gu Yun was full of feelings, and Nan Nan knew that it was because of herself.
It is precisely because of this that Nan Nan began to hesitate, and her attitude was not as decisive as before. No matter what, Gu Yun's words have always been about this, and he is already using his own enthusiasm as a guarantee. If Nannan refuses, it seems that it is too unkind. Perhaps, this is more powerful than feeling guilty about himself, and Yu Gu Yun is more powerful.
So, Nan Nan had to think for a while, and during this period, Nan Nan always looked at Gu Yun with four eyes, looked directly, and made direct contact. It didn't come with the slightest hint of dodge. The two of them are engaged in an invisible confrontation, although it is a little childish, but it is still a little boring. However, these seem to be understandable and indispensable. Gu Yun's strong force made him accept, and Nan Nan's forced resistance resolutely refused. Both of these seem to be evenly matched, and it is impossible to see which one is more important. Anyway, each has its own reason, and it's just that they contradict each other.
"Okay, I'll just leave the bill unpaid." In the end, it was Nan Nan who was willing to lose, and Gu Yun's eyes were too firm. It's like a nailed window, it's airtight, not even a speck of air can pass through this gap. Under Gu Yun's gaze, Nan Nan's omission is obvious, and she will accidentally leave some flaws. At this moment when Nan Nan's spirit was sluggish, Gu Yun was opportunistic and took advantage of the situation, she forced her eyes to look at Nan Nan, and pried open Nan Nan's unconscious revelation of a little fault. Naturally, it was Nan Nan who finally accepted her heart and friendship.
Nan Nan still compromised, she looked at Gu Yun, and sighed silently in her heart, after all, she still couldn't force her. I had no choice but to give up the useless struggle, and the silent ones were helpless to accept the outpouring of it. Nan Nan looked at Gu Yun After listening to Nan Nan's final reply, her serious and firm expression instantly relaxed, and she turned into a faint look of joy. Nan Nan looked at Gu Yun's appearance, extremely helpless, and shrugged her shoulders relaxedly. The range of action is very small, and it is only two clicks.
"I'll be glad you take it, well, I'll get you a canvas bag, and you can put this flower pot and all these insulated boxes on the table. In this way, you can also take less and save trouble. Gu Yun suddenly became brisk again, and she evacuated her brow, which had been slightly wrinkled. She looked at Nan Nan, as if she had suddenly thought of something. He no longer continued to look at Nan Nan, but looked away, swept past Nan Nan's figure, and looked away.
Gu Yun looked behind Nan Nan, and his eyes were also drifting, as if he was specifically searching for something. Gu Yun's eyes widened with effort, and his head stretched out again, probing left and right, shaking slightly. However, it is limited to her head. Except for this one part, Gu Yun made any part of her body still stand still. That is to say, except for Gu Yun's neck, which is still tight, like a straightened thread, long, Nan Nan even suspects that Gu Yun is a lot straight because of this action.
That is, after Gu Yun finished saying this, she took a big step and hurriedly walked past Nan Nan's side, her eyes were gathered, but they were also mixed with a little confused. It's uncertain, it seems to remember where exactly what I'm looking for, but I don't dare to pack a ticket. So, it's more or less confusing. Gu Yun walked, as if he wanted to confirm something. So, Gu Yun hurriedly passed through Nan Nan's side and walked towards the wooden table.
"I remember there was an empty canvas bag I just bought, and I don't know if it's still there." Gu Yun muttered as he walked, his tone was uncertain, with some self-doubt. Her voice was quiet, not so much explaining something to Nannan. It's better to say that Gu Yun is actually talking to himself. The way she spoke gave Nan Nan a feeling of empathy. After all, she herself will speak to herself from time to time, and there are outstanding problems and accusations. However, in the end, it was always Nan Nan who answered Nan's words. It's just a kind of self-talk, and it's a way for Nan Nan to get along with herself when she is lonely.
But I didn't expect that one day, Nan Nan would meet people who had special habits like herself. At this moment, Nan Nan added an indescribable and inexplicable emotion to Gu Yun. Nan Nan knows that she talks to herself because she is extremely lonely, but it is not particularly appropriate. Rather, helpless, this word is a word that will make Nan Nan feel that it is particularly suitable. is suitable for yourself, as far as Gu Yun is concerned, you and you dare not be particularly sure, but the worst is also eight or nine.