Volume II, Chapter 105 Empathy

Nan Nan turned sideways, and only half of her body was facing Gu Yun's direction. She looked at Gu Yun's back walking towards the wooden table, and somehow, a feeling of loss came to her heart. Gu Yun is very tall, but she still looks very thin, but her sweater and long skirt are also a little bigger, so she proudly slightly hides her emaciated figure. Nan Nan looked at Gu Yun's back as he walked farther and farther, but it was actually not very far, just a few meters away. But Nan Nan had such an illusion, as if, overnight, Gu Yun was already standing at the other end of the vast and boundless sky, and he was still just standing motionless on the other side of the sky. Nan Nan just kept staring, nailing, fixing, that kind of nothing, ethereal feeling tightly wrapped around her, and deeply separated from Gu Yun from all pity.

In Nan Nan's eyes, Gu Yun's back seemed to be gradually shrinking, she became shorter, narrower, and she was slowly shrinking little by little, to become a small black sesame shape. Sad, this is the sadness for Gu Yun, an emotion that Nan Nan feels from the bottom of her heart, and it is another emotion besides shame.

Not for anything else, just for Gu Yun's self-talk, there is a sense of familiarity that shortens the distance between her and Nan Nan. Inexplicable, but it is also reasonable, although it is unexpected, Nan Nan has never thought about it. It turns out that Gu Yun is also lonely, and sometimes he is such a lonely person. She looks so strong, so chic, so indifferent, but she is also very lonely. In the corner of his heart, quietly, gently, and covered, that was the softest part of Gu Yun, which could not be easily touched, that is, he could not even look at it. can only let himself, in a quiet time, no one around, so gently, gently, secretly, to comfort and comfort for a while.

But at this time, he completely ignored it in front of Nan Nan, and it was revealed so frankly and naturally. I don't know if she is unintentional, she follows her heart, naturally, and unconsciously lets it flow out. It's still intentional, and I have the intention to let Nan Nan see some clues. However, no matter what, Nan Nan always believes in the former. Gu Yun's innocence, openness, and the kind of intimacy he has always expressed to himself. All of these are obvious to her, and they are all real. Whether intentionally or unintentionally, Nan Nan is willing to firmly believe that this is all Gu Yun's frank expression, and it is not false. She was unwilling, unwilling to ruin Gu Yun's pure impression in her heart. And, that little bit of warmth that came with great difficulty.

At this time, Gu Yun had already walked to the wooden table, and she first put the pot of rosemary next to the bouquet of yellow roses, which was opposite the thermos box and the tea can. It was just a casual release, and her eyes didn't look at the bouquet of yellow roses for a second, as if it was for something more important, and she unconsciously ignored it. After Gu Yun put down the pot of rosemary, he also went around in a circle and walked to the wooden table, which was the inside of the cash register. Nan Nan moved her body slightly again, so that she could see Gu Yun's every move, but she was not close to Gu Yun, she liked this sense of distance between her and Gu Yun. It's not that she is deliberately estranged, it's just that it's just that, this kind of distance seems to give Nan Nan a feeling that she can see through Gu Yun even more. It's the hidden, little-known other side, Nan Nan from far to near, it seems, with such an unwilling and not close distance, can quietly rub it out. In this way, it is better not to get close, and Nan Nan has no desire to move his steps. She felt a little tired, not only physically, mentally, consciously, mentally, but also mentally.

She felt as if she had been through too much, too much, and felt too much, too much. Nan Nan's body seemed to be exhausted in an instant, and she couldn't exert any more strength. She didn't want to move, she didn't want to think at all, she didn't want to think, and she didn't want to let her sensitivity feel anything. Nan Nan even had a body of her own, her own brain, her own consciousness, including her entire body, as if it had become a wisp of smoke. She drifts and rises, unrestrained, without end, without beginning, without a final destination. It's just scattered, lingering, and fluttering.

And Gu Yun, strangely, seems to be such a person who will give Nan Nan a sense of security that is protected. It's not difficult to understand, after all, what Gu Yun revealed from beginning to end was a kind of closeness to Nan Nan, a gentle feeling. However, Nan Nan still didn't have any feelings of dependence on this, she just thought that Gu Yun would not hurt herself. Therefore, in front of Gu Yun, Nan Nan unconsciously and shamelessly became unscrupulous. Even Nan Nan herself didn't seem to be able to detect it, but her selfishness, her darkness was faintly reminded, they were about to move, very careful, but they were also very obvious.

"I obviously put it here, why is it missing, have you seen it?" It was Gu Yun's voice, but I couldn't see any of her figure anymore. She had already crouched down, completely covered by the square wooden table. Gu Yun seemed to be muttering quietly, but the flower shop was silent. After all, there is only Nan Nan alone, even if it is a small sound, under such a background, it can only appear to be amplified, and it can still be transmitted in the air and can be heard clearly.

Gu Yun said a questioning sentence, as if he was talking to someone. However, Nan Nan would not take it for granted that it was herself, she knew very well that Gu Yun's muttering was just to herself. Because, this is a common move that Nan Nan has, she has no one to speak, so she can only tell herself quietly. Therefore, Nan Nan understands very well that she will not just sit down in the right place, and take it for granted, she stupidly answered Gu Yun's way of asking and answering herself.

The hearts of the two people, suddenly, were closer because of this unconscious self-talk. Nan Nan suddenly felt that she no longer felt so repulsed by Gu Yun. Maybe it's because of the familiarity and the only similarities. The unfamiliar, unfamiliar feeling was diluted like this, and little by little it was inexplicably melted.

"No, it was still here yesterday." Sure enough, Gu Yun immediately unconsciously accepted the question he had just asked. It's fast, it's natural, it's familiar, it's not stiff at all, it's deliberate. It was a rather skillful answer, as if Gu Yun was playing two roles by one person. One question, one answer, that's all. It's like, really, there are two people.

Perhaps, in the eyes of others, it is terrifying, it is scary, and it is to treat it as a mentally handicapped person, a madman. However, Nan Nan will not, after all, in the end, they are similar, a feeling of sympathy. Gu Yun's self-talk is what Nan Nan is used to, so she knows it very well. That's just because no one speaks, but because of a kind of loneliness in the deepest part of my heart. So, I became the only person I could talk to, and slowly, slowly, I got used to it. Unconsciously, there seem to be two selves extending out of my body, one is the original self, and the other is imaginary, such a person who can talk to me. Perhaps, it is indeed terrifying, but, because of this, it is also bleak, after all, she came so helplessly.

Therefore, Nan Nan understands Gu Yun, just as she understands and comforts herself. It is only in such a aspect that they are very similar, and the souls of two people are only in this aspect that are fit and encouraged. They are all such lonely people who have gradually become a habit, and slowly become silent in such a habit.

"Ahh Found ......" Suddenly, Gu Yun shouted happily, her volume was very high, so that the entire flower shop was filled with her joy in an instant. Crisp, hearty, and much more pleasant than the sound of the wind chimes.

Immediately after, Gu Yun quickly stood up again, and she suddenly came out of the wooden table. It was a cheerful look, and her surprise was beyond words, and even her whole body was surrounded by this emotional color. It was full of it, and it poured out at Nan Nan. Inevitably, it was rendered, and even Nan Nan also came with a heartfelt joy for it.

When Gu Yun appeared in front of Nan Nan, her expression was vivid, like a flower that suddenly bloomed, how moved in an instant. The corners of Gu Yun's mouth were smiling, not shallowly, but completely grinning, revealing her white teeth. Her eyes were bent down like crescents, almost narrowing into a slit. Even the little ball of meat in the corner of the right eye seems to be encouraged, and it is trembling and trembling, and it doesn't look terrifying, but it adds a bit of cuteness.

Just when Gu Yun stood up completely, her words had just been finished, and the end of that point, somehow, seemed to be unwilling to leave. Spreading in the air, lingering in every corner of this flower shop, it penetrated into Nan Nan's ears, making her heart tremble unconsciously. It was cheerful, just as Gu Yun had shown.