The wedding is over, why part
My stomach tumbled over for a while, and I hurriedly got out of the car and vomited the absurdity of the ground, and my nasal cavity was filled with foul-smelling alcohol that was decomposed by stomach acid. When I nodded my head vigorously, the nerve behind the ear of my right brain was torn and the pain was sharp, like a crazy monster living inside my head pulling at my veins. I looked at the car, the smoker was lying in the back seat and was asleep, and Lu Chenyang was lying in the smoker's arms with half-open eyes like a cowering cat. Another bout of vertigo, and after the stomach cramps, I threw up again, and the violent vomiting made me sweat profusely and drool. Ye Wei stayed by my side, I straightened up, she handed me a tissue and helped me to get into the car again.
Back in Xitang, I sat on the stone steps at the entrance of the "Sky City". For the night view of Xitang, I think the most beautiful should be the red lanterns spreading along the river under the ink, they quietly changed the river into this red neon dress, accompanied by a breeze, swaying the lanterns in the water, but also hazy the dreams of the drinkers.
The bridge and the water, the water and the wooden house, the wooden house and the lovers of you and me are a wonderful painting, and the occasional breeze passes by, causing ripples on the water, reflecting the picturesque absurdity of the world on the water. The lights and shadows are sufficient, the couples and tourists religiously put lotus lanterns, the lights full of wishes drift faintly into the distance, their eyes flickering and moving light, the folk singers in the bar next door play and sing by themselves, the singing floats in the sky, dotted with Xitang, bright starlight, fantasizing about the millennium vicissitudes of Xitang:
Because I dreamed that you were leaving
I woke up crying
Watch the night breeze blow across the windowsill
Can you feel my love
Wait until the day you grow old
Are you still with me
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You can know who is willing to endure the relentless changes of time
How many people have come and gone in your life
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I went up to the second floor top-heavy and fell asleep.
I don't know how long later, I dimly heard the sound of the door opening, I opened my eyes and saw Xia Yao sitting by the window and looking at me. Dizzy, I saw Xia Yao with three heads and six eyes. This made me stunned for a while, and I rubbed my eyes and shook my head to make Xia Yao's appearance clear.
"Here you are, I thought you ......... I went to sleep on the couch. "I struggled to get up, but my whole body was limp like a puddle of mud, and I struggled for a long time to get up. As I took a step, I stumbled to the floor, the alcohol numbing my pain nerves, and I just groaned. Xia Yao was frightened and screamed, and hurriedly ran over from the other end of the bed to help me up and pull me back to the bed.
"I don't sleep in bed, you have to sleep in bed!" In a trance, I said to Xia Yao in a naughty tone like a child, which made Xia Yao cry and laugh, and let out a charming laugh like a wind chime. I looked up at Xia Yao's face, my heart throbbed, and I reached out to touch it like a dragonfly. Xia Yao angrily took my hand away and slammed it on the bed. I pretended to be in pain and moaned, and Xia Yao's eyes came with imperceptible distress.
"I don't want you to let you sleep on the sofa after all, after all, I'm a kind girl, so I'll reluctantly let you take advantage, let's say okay first, you are not allowed to do that kind of thing to me again, after all, we have nothing to do with each other. If you force me like before, I'll go to the police station and denounce you! Xia Yao said seriously.
"How can this be, you brought the wolf into the house yourself. No one else's fault. I teased in a hanging tone.
Xia Yao pulled me back to the bed, took off my shoes and coat for me, covered the quilt and went to the bathroom to wash, when I came back, Xia Yao held a towel in her hand to wash my face, wiped Xia Yao a few times and then returned to the bathroom, I shouted to Xia Yao's background: "It's just a turn of feng shui, I used to help you wash your face and hair, and today I finally experienced a polar reversal." Xia Yao didn't speak, she paused there, maybe thinking about her answer to me, and finally shook her head and left.
Xia Yao returned to the bed and lay beside me without saying a word. And I let out a moan of pain from the after-effects of ethanol. At first, Xia Yao was indifferent, perhaps because of her kind nature, she lay on her side and asked me: "Xiao Chenzi, you are very uncomfortable, right, you have never been so painful to drink before, why are you so stupid, if you are not together, you will no longer be together, why do you drink so much wine and do it yourself." Xia Yao's tone was finally no longer as cold as an ice cellar, revealing concern in gentleness, and noisy and distressed in concern.
I didn't speak, trembling slightly, fighting against the alcohol in my body to see who could take control of my body. Suddenly, Xia Yao held me in her arms.
"Xiao Chenzi, why are you so hot? Do you have a fever? Xia Yao asked.
Xia Yao seemed to remember something, and begged: "Xiao Chenzi, don't be like this, don't be like this!" Please, you once said that you would never ............ easily" I was carried away by lust and turned a deaf ear. Xia Yao didn't speak, nor did she resist, but this made me regain a trace of my senses, looking up at Xia Yao from Xia Yao's scented body, Xia Yao closed her eyes, tears seeped from the corners of her eyes and wet the white pillow, she sobbed softly, and the powerlessness that she was humiliated but couldn't refute at this moment brought me back to my senses. My body gradually stopped being irritable and quieted down. "Xiao Chenzi, you promised me, you promised that you would only ............ after getting married It turns out that the original promise is really worthless, and it turns out that you men will always only use sweet words to deceive women to get physical pleasure and forget about it......"
"Xia Yao, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't control it. You know me, I'm just a beast, always thinking with my lower body. I suddenly woke up and sat on the edge of the bed, looking at the thin Xia Yao, and slapped myself with regret for being carried away by desire.
"Xiao Chenzi, you really disappointed me. If it weren't for the fact that you were carried away by desire, I wouldn't have gone to the hospital and had the doctor coldly beat the child, and at that time you knelt in front of me and burst into tears and said something, have you forgotten? The nature of the country is easy to change, and now you make me feel disgusting, disgusting and want to gag. Xia Yao tidied up her messy clothes and got out of bed, opened the door and walked out.
"Xia Yao, where are you going?"
"Leave this room and be ............ by you again with you?" Xia Yao turned around, her eyes were extremely indifferent, and she sneered.
"Don't go, don't go, I'll go out. I'll change rooms. I prayed for Xia Yao to shout, Xia Yao at this moment made me feel very distressed.
"Don't worry, I'll go to Sister Ye Wei, I don't have to be merciful and wronged by yourself." Xia Yao closed the door and left.
Xia Yao left, and I was the only one left in the huge room, breathing heavily. I fumbled for cigarettes in my clothes, but there were none, I rolled out of bed and rummaged in my duffel bag and bedside table, furniture crashing loudly, and I couldn't find an empty cigarette case until the end.
The irritable, melancholy, nervous after-effects of smoking made me tremble, and I looked at the ashtray on the bedside table, where there were many cigarette butts silently remaining. Picking up the dirty cigarette butt in the ashtray and lighting it, the nicotine entered the lungs and swam in the bloodstream, and my frantic heart slowly calmed down.
"Xiao Chenzi, do you remember kneeling in front of me with tears in your eyes............ "The way you look now really makes me feel disgusting............" "If it weren't for you, how could I let the doctor look at me with disdain and beat the child's ......" This scene echoed in my brain, making my heart like a knife. It wasn't until the pungent smell of burning sponge from the cigarette butt that I collapsed on the bed and fell asleep after smoking the last cigarette butt.