At half past five in the morning, I was still babbling and dreaming when I was kicked open by Robben and pushed open the door, half-asleep, half-asleep, the smoker, Lu Chenyang lifted me out of bed and dressed as a groomsman indiscriminately, and then I was pushed into the bathroom to wash, in one go, without dragging.

Pushing open the wooden door of the "Castle in the Sky", a groan came from the silent early morning. The group tiptoed to the fish, fearing that they would wake up the guests of the inn.

In the early hours of the morning, Xitang is no longer twilight, the morning star runs to the left of the sky, and the moon gradually makes room for the sun struggling at the sea horizon. The morning breeze was gentle, with a little cold, I curled up in my clothes and had not yet come out of the horror of being suddenly woken up, looking sleepy-eyed and confused as if aliens had just come to Earth. At this moment, the smoker and Lu Chenyang are no longer the vicissitudes of the wilderness in the suit, the shoulder that once carried the guitar and the sword to the end of the world with a bag of strange marriage tools, at this moment they are no longer twenty-six or seventeen-year-old people who are running for life and ideals, but teenagers who have returned to their roots.

Robben opened a pack of brand-new cigarettes from his bag, took out one and bit it on his mouth, and handed me the cigarette case, and I also bit out a cigarette and put it on my lips and handed the cigarette case to the smoker. The flames danced in the hazy darkness, burning tobacco and smelling it.

We soon got out of Xitang with cigarettes in our mouths, and the road outside Xitang also faded from the bustle of the day, and occasionally a few cars passed the high light from the end of the road and turned into a dark sleeping street corner.

We were like a swarm of rats, following Robben in the dim light. In the distance, the lights are suddenly bright, and the luxurious and magnificent floats shine out of the golden pillars of light, and behind the floats are more than a dozen cars with shiny shells, pasted with joy and red, forming a joint painting. The wedding company really served first, and the groom had already started to wait before he arrived. Robben took out two pieces of Chinese from the bag that Lu Chenyang was carrying, opened them one by one, and smoked them at the drivers, who naturally smiled and said happy words for their newlyweds, and then took the cigarettes. Suddenly, I found that there were several valuable cars mixed in the back of the convoy, which turned out to be a group of friends of Robben in Zhejiang, and Robben's pivotal role made our two groups naturally shake hands and greet each other.

There is a lot of distance from Xitang to Shen Yan'er's house in Jiaxing, and at six o'clock, facing the night, the convoy rushed to Jiaxing. Tao Yuanming's artistic conception of "returning with the moon and lotus hoe" quietly emerged, and I fell asleep in the bumps and ups and downs of the convoy.

At seven o'clock, our group parked the car and hung downstairs in Shen Yan'er Community.

"Xiao Chenzi, Sister Yan'er has put on makeup, she is so beautiful today, you can prepare to come up and pick up the bride." Xia Yao suddenly sent a message.

"Brothers, get ready to go, come with me to pick up my wife!" Robben, who was sitting on the chair, slapped his thigh, threw the cigarette butt in his hand and stood up, and took the Zhengyan bouquet in the hand of Robben's Zhejiang friend. And the smoker and I jumped up like gunmen on the battlefield with a few salutes.

In the elevator, the word "happy" and the notice that there is a lot of disturbance to invite Duo Haihan were posted, and Shen Yan'er's mother's house also placed sweet melons and fruits in the stairwell. Soon got out of the elevator and came to the corridor in front of Shen Yan'er's house.

Robben also became happy and anxious at this time, after all, anyone would be at a loss when they got married for the first time. Robben knocked on the door, and an answer came from the door:

"Who?" Ye Wei's clear and melodious voice came out, accompanied by a burst of snickering laughter in the door.

"I'm Robben, I'm here to pick up Yan'er." Robben shouted into the door.

"Oh, you're Robben, who is Robben, I don't know, my parents told us not to open the door to strangers since I was a child. Sisters, isn't it? "Yes!" The women inside the door replied in unison.

"Girls, the little red envelope is not a tribute, please open the door and I will hand you the red envelope." Shen Jihao is obviously a veteran of the marriage field.

Sure enough, the girls who saw the money eyes open the door lightly, but they still guarded the door carefully. Shen Jihao handed over a bunch of red envelopes with a wicked smile on his face, he didn't push the door, he went back the way he came, and the girls closed the door with lightning speed.

"Oh, why is the red envelope so small, it doesn't open, it doesn't open." The girl inside complained.

"Girls, then you open the door again, and I will give you a big red envelope." Shen Jihao knows this well, as if everything is under control.

Sure enough, the girls opened a seam and took the red envelope and closed the door.

"Girls, I still have a big red envelope here, open the door again." Shen Jihao stepped forward, counting backwards with his fingers behind the back of his left hand.

Sure enough, the girl inside relaxed her vigilance and opened the door, and a dozen of us outside rushed up to open the door, and the girl's screams and the demonic laughter of Shen Yan'er's parents and aunts came from inside.

The smoker and I followed all the way into Shen Yan'er's room, Shen Yan'er sat on the bed, her face was like a blooming white orchid, smile and shyness were written on her face, overflowing with satisfied pleasure, two thin lips were laughing, long eyes were laughing, and the two vivid dimples on her cheeks were also laughing. At this moment, Shen Yan'er is as beautiful as a lyric poem, her whole body is full of innocence and romantic demeanor, her eyes as clear as lake water look at the cramped and restless Robben, the long flashing eyelashes are as light as catkins, with anticipation, shyness, and inquiry. The smoker and I were caught off guard and opened the salute, and countless pieces of glittering paper flew around.

"Why don't you hurry up and find the bride's shoes, I lose my mind when I see the bride so beautiful, and I can't go back if I can't find the shoes." Shen Yan'er's college best friend and classmate reprimanded.

A group of us men searched everywhere in the room, the wardrobe, the desk, the bottom of the bed, the dressing table, the storage cabinet turned upside down and still the bride's shoes were still missing, and Robben's friends even went to the living room to turn the sofa where the mother-in-law was sitting was also messy. A group of old men scratched their ears and cheeks for nothing, and they were extremely embarrassed. The bridesmaids giggled and looked at us ugly. At this time, Shen Yan'er suddenly took out shoes from her skirt and threw them to Robben, who took the shoes and put them on for Shen Yan'er, causing the bridesmaids to scream.

Robben came to the sofa of Shen Yan'er's parents, who was sitting precariously, and someone brought tea to him. Robben took the tea and handed it to Shen Yan'er's father and mother, then picked up a cup and said tremblingly: "Uncle, no, no, father-in-law, please rest assured that my father-in-law and mother-in-law will give Yan'er a warm, comfortable and loving harbor, a small home that belongs to us." I will take responsibility and make her feel safe. Shen Yan'er's parents smiled and drank the tea, and people cheered and screamed,

Robben stood up, picked up Shen Yan'er and ran towards the wedding car, while the smoker Lu Chenyang and I turned on the salute again. The convoy then set off to the new house Robben bought in Jiaxing, and the convoy drove on the highway, forming a beautiful scenery that attracted the envy of passers-by.

The wedding took place at one o'clock, and I went to the hotel in advance to wait for the smoker Lu Chenyang and others.

The wedding car arrived on time, and the carefully selected welcome guests, who were not too many, stared intently at the magnificent and domineering float and stopped. Robben, who was dressed in a groom's suit, walked out of the wedding car first, and then went to the other side of the car to help Shen Yan'er open the car door and hugged Shen Yan'er out of the car. In the ups and downs of the crowd, I finally saw Xia Yao getting off the car, she was holding a bouquet of flowers in her hand, wearing a sapphire blue dress, the noon sun sprinkled on her arms, and her delicate makeup also made my heart tremble, under a pair of willow leaf thin eyebrows, peach blossom-like eyes seemed to have water waves shaking.

The guests were happily seated, the music and lighting were orderly, and the host's voice was full of emotion to enliven the wedding atmosphere. Shen Yan'er slowly walked across the stage under her father's leadership and came to Robben's side. Shen Yan'er's skin under the spotlight is as delicate as warm jade, soft and greasy, delicate and delicate, and the two strands of hair on her cheeks are gently brushed with the wind, adding a bit of seductive style, and her flexibly rotating eyes are turning wisely, with a little expectation and a little shyness. The white mopping smoke cage plum blossom baishui skirt, wearing a soft smoke, this white long skirt sets off her beauty so flawlessly, so beautiful that she does not eat the fireworks of the world.

The wedding celebrant said at this moment, "Please come to me two happy couples, stand face to face, holding each other with your left hand and your right hand at the beating position of your heart, please gaze affectionately." Please believe that love is understanding, and love is tolerance. ”

The wedding celebrant turned to look at Robben and said, "Ask the groom; Are you willing to marry this beautiful girl in front of you as your new wife, whether she is young and beautiful or old, healthy or sick, you will love her, take care of her, take care of her, and spend the future with her, are you willing?"

"I do!" Robben said sonorously on the microphone handed over by the wedding celebrant.

The wedding officiant turned to look at Shen Yan'er: "May I ask the bride if you are willing to marry this handsome man in front of you as your new husband, no matter whether he succeeds or fails in the future, health or illness, you will love him, take care of him, take care of him, and spend the future with him, are you willing?"

"I do!" Shen Yan'er's eyes were shining, and tears flowed categorically.

The guests applauded and cheered.

"The ring of love is brought to life by the vows of the two of you, and the preciousness of the ring is no longer its value, but the promise it represents. Ask the bridesmaids to present the ring of love. "Xia Yao presented the ring to Shen Yan'er and Robben, I really can't understand, I've only known each other for two days, Shen Yan'er, Robben, and Ye Wei all regard Xia Yao as their sister, is all this because of me, I can only think of it cheekily.

"The bride and groom, please stand facing each other, put it where your heart is beating, silently close your eyes, and make the best wish for your marriage in this life and this life. In the future journey, you will have many friends, and you will also have your children, but please remember that in the end, the only person who can stay by your side may be the person in front of you, so here, please wear this lifelong love token for each other's ring fingers with sincerity and sincerity. The wedding officiant rendered the joyful atmosphere.

Robben and Shen Yan'er brought rings for each other, kissed each other under the coaxing of the guests, and the wedding process was carried out under the auspices of the host, until the champagne was opened, and the wine was drunk, and the banquet in the hotel officially began, Shen Yan'er and Robben were also full of smiles and toasted one by one, and all kinds of blessings made Robben Shen Yan'er overwhelmed.

"Xiao Chenzi, do you remember? You once said you were going to give me a wedding. It's a pity that we ............" Xia Yao looked at the happy Robben Shen Yan'er beside me and said, her tone was neither happy nor sad.

"I remember, we used to say that we were going to step into the wedding hall together and walk through the red carpet, but in fact, didn't it come true today? I'm the best man, you're the bridesmaid, and we're all in the wedding hall together, but it's just that our identities are different. "I was drinking with the smoker Lu Chenyang and other men at the same table, obviously I was gradually dominated by alcohol, and I was talking some in a daze.

"Xiao Chenzi, do you have a new girlfriend?" Xia Yao asked me while drinking.

"Nope." I raised my glass and poured it upside down.

"Why not, is it true that the prodigal son has turned back? People like you are the best at cheating girls. Xia Yao still asked me whether she was happy or sad, I have always been sensitive, so I can always speculate on people's minds, at this moment, maybe it is the paralyzing effect of alcohol, I can't see through the emotions in Xia Yao's words.

"If we were not provoked by emotions that day, and we were not attached to what we should say and be considerate, would we be able to go so far and even in the distant future, I can put on a wedding dress for you, and you can also bring a ring for me? Do you say that a cranky girl and a sensitive and weak boy are doomed to no result? Xia Yao drank wine, Xia Yao had never touched wine before, even the smell of wine could make her frown and dizzy, at this moment, her delicate red lips were like ripe cherries, and her eyes were blurred.

"It's a pity that it's not, isn't it?" I whispered back.

"You say, how many girls have you slept with since you left me, and how many girls have you tricked into putting on sheets?"

"The best thing to do is to buy something as expensive and depreciate as love as it is to rent it. If you can do something for a few hundred dollars, you don't have to go through the trouble of running a business with no future. I was obviously annoyed by Xia Yao's question, and I wanted to end the topic impatiently.

"I think it's a bit of a ritual to fall in love.

"Would you like to be my girlfriend?"

"I do"

After saying this, you can't be considered in love, right? What was once our unclear beginning, and finally ended unconsciously and unknowingly. Xia Yao put her hand on my shoulder and smiled mockingly.

"I'm sorry." Men have always been like this, and it is an instinct to admit mistakes and apologize in the face of feelings.

"Xiao Chenzi, if I was reserved at the beginning, if I objected when you took off my clothes and made me naked, if you hesitated under the coaxing of your sweet words and your mountain alliance and sea oath, would you not have left the bright red blood stains on the sheets, would you also cherish me?" Xia Yao asked me with tears oozing from her eyes.

What I am most afraid of is Xia Yao crying, Xia Yao's tears are like high-intensity sulfuric acid stinging my heart. Looking at Xia Yao, who was weak and rainy at this time, I gradually lost control of my emotions, my nose was sore, and there were some tears in the corners of my eyes.

"Xia Yao, I used to love you very much, and now you still make me feel beautiful and heartwarming, but I don't have the strength and courage to hug you anymore

You make me feel very much, you still hold a special and important place in my mind, you still hold a special and important place in my heart, I also have some illusions about you, I admit that I can't control the unforgettable feelings for you, but I have nothing to expect from you. Although I still want to, I don't have to be you, after all, no one wants to repeat the same mistakes in those heart-rending and torturous days. I guess that's the case with you, right? My eyes met Xia Yao in the air, and through the space, I could clearly see her dilated pupils.

"So you'd rather miss out than take the initiative again?" Xia Yao asked me with trembling lips.

"Xia Yao, after reading for so many years, don't you understand? When you pick up a book you have read again, you may have new feelings, new understandings, and new insights, but aren't the results of the book always predestined? I finished drinking the wine in my hand.

Xia Yao wiped away her tears with the back of her hand and got up to leave, I don't know where she went, maybe it was the toilet, maybe it was outside the hotel, maybe it was Xitang, maybe it was back in Guizhou.

"Let everyone laugh." I turned my head to the smoker Lu Chenyang, and they were full of apologies.

"You're not chasing out?" The smoker said.

"What to chase, repeating the mistakes of the past will only make her hurt with me. Smoker, when we were in Guizhou, we still had a wine to drink, come, come, come, make up for it today. I wiped away my tears, stood up, opened a bottle of liquor, and poured it for the smoker.

"Okay, come, I'll drink with you today." The smoker picked up the cigarette and handed it to me, I took the cigarette and pinned it to my ear and glanced in the direction of Xia Yao's departure.

In a trance, the smoke ghost took the wine glass and gently touched me, and I again

I lifted my glass and drank it all, and when the smoker continued to pour the wine, I poured a full glass of wine for the fontanelle, and shouted at the smoker, "Smoker, I have a rare opportunity today, I will drink you down." The smoker smiled and said, "Who is lying down is not necessarily!" Since I entered society, I have never been as stupid as I was in college, but today I will go crazy with you. I laughed, looking arrogant and crazy, trying to open my eyes and change a large goblet, I poured an almost full glass of white wine, and said to the smoker, "Smoker! I can't drink it anymore, stop it quickly, don't pretend to be dead, don't beg for mercy, listen to your explanation! "I'm like a goose in heat, stretching its neck and calling around.

Everyone was amused by my words, and laughed for a while, just thinking that we were joking, but I didn't blink, I really lifted the cup and drank a full cup in two sips, and then stabbed the cup down to signal that I had finished drinking. In the exclamation of Lu Chenyang at the dinner table, everyone's attention shifted from the dazzling array of food to me and the smoker Lu Chenyang, including Xia Yao, who had already walked to the door and turned around, looking at this side.

"Xiao Chen, I won't tell you anything, you call me a smoker, I have graduated from college for several years in a blink of an eye, in fact, I was also nicknamed "drunkard" in the past. I'm going to drink this wine today! After saying that, he drank the wine in the glass in one gulp. Hahahaha, your brothers are really not interesting, how can you drink without me. Lu Chenyang, who was on the side, picked up a full wine glass and drank the wine. Shen Jihao glanced at Lin Jiage, Lin Jiage smiled back, nodded in agreement, and then Shen Jihao took a glass of wine and said: "Hahaha, we have a good fate to meet, this wine must be drunk to the fullest!" We nodded and continued to pour wine, I picked up the cigarette on the table and lit it, I looked at Xia Yao in the smoke, Xia Yao stayed at the door and looked at me, her eyes were full of worry, our eyes met, but Xia Yao cast disgust, and then left without looking back.

"The night it was decided to give up on her. I cried alone until four in the morning. Emotional out-of-control. Crashed countless times. My heart hurt all night. "I approached the smoker as I pushed the cup and muttered in his ear,

"There is karma in the world, you have made a person toss and turn for you, and let her love you again on the road to hardships, these feelings will all be returned to you again, until you pay off, this is fate, and you deserve it." The smoker said.

Looking at the scene in front of him, "Historical Records and Funny Biography" came to mind: "The wine is drunk at dusk, the respect is promoted, the men and women are seated together, the shoes are staggered, and the cups and plates are messy." "This table is slightly drunk, that table is half-full, the cups and plates are messy, and the words are noisy.

If my heart was a city, at this moment, the city was flooded with a mixture of alcohol and tears.

The wedding banquet gradually came to an end in the boiling crowd, and the guests who came to the wedding said goodbye to each other and said goodbye to each other that they were destined to be reunited. I walked out of the hotel on my own. The sun outside the hotel was shining just right, I couldn't open my eyes, I held on to a pillar beside me, squinted at Lan Yao Ziyun, drunk and dizzy, I seemed to see the wedding scene I had promised Xia Yao many times, that thin wedding dress, carrying many of my dreams and expectations. The fantasy scene of blue sky and clouds merges with clouds, and then gradually becomes crystal clear, and I fall to the ground and sit on the ground.