Chapter 118: I Want to Talk to You
"There is nothing wrong with loving someone, if you really love someone, then you should love all of him, if you don't love it, you can't regret it, isn't he? It's like me, I don't love you anymore, and I haven't completely pushed you away from me, or treat you as a sister, but you have to understand that I have no feelings for you, and it is impossible to have a relationship with you, but I can treat you as a sister.
Originally, in the face of love, everyone is selfish, I am also selfish, I also hope that the person I love can live well, and at the same time I hope that the person I love can also live well, but in love I will only give, will not take, because the more you want to take, the more you will not be happy. ”
The meaning is just to tell Bai Lan that if you want to be happy, you need to fight for yourself, if you pay a little, you want to get a greater return, then you will never know satisfaction, you will not know what satisfaction is, and you will not be able to do that freely.
Often those who can get happiness, they are because they know how to pay, they know that they can get a piece of sincerity from each other, if you don't even pay, you want to get the sincerity of others, but why should people dedicate all their blood to you?
"Do you mean that love is love, and don't worry about it after it's over, I've followed you for so many years, is that it? In the past 5 years, I have followed you and done nothing, I want to keep your heart wholeheartedly, but in the end I still haven't kept you, tell me how to repay these 5 years of youth. ”
Bai Lan was really angry, he didn't expect that he and his friendship would come to this point, and what he didn't expect was that the person he had loved for 5 years would now come to talk to him about his feelings, telling him that he should only give, not ask for anything in return.
Who is not selfish, a person does not want the person he loves to be able to love himself, this is human nature, is he wrong? He loved the first 15 years, is it really wrong for him to hope that he will be able to love him for hundreds of billions of years?
"Bai Lan, I said it, I didn't say that your love is wrong, but I want to tell you that I don't have a relationship between men and women for you, but only a brother and sister, so if you want to be paid, I will repay it through a brother who treats his sister like a sister, but it is impossible to treat you as his wife, and he may not marry you."
Qin Yi is a person who pays great attention to details, and he is a person who respects his own heart very much, so he will not lose his heart, if he tells Bai Lan now that she can give him a good life in the future, it is impossible.
Because he can't give Bai Lan the life he wants and the feelings he wants, what Bai Lan wants is to give him as a boyfriend and girlfriend, but he can't afford it, because he can only buy it as his own sister, and the person she loves now can be exquisite in front of his eyes.
"I don't want to hear you say these things to me, you tell me where Murong Xue is, I'm going to see him, I want to ask him where he has gone in the past 5 years, what qualifications does he have to come and rob me, did he accompany you for a day and a half or did he give you something?"
Even now, Bai Lan didn't realize his mistake, he thought that now Qingyi didn't want him, it was because of Murong Xue, and what he didn't take into account was that people didn't want him, and it was because he took Murong Xue's identity at that time, so Qin Yi was entangled with him for the past 5 years, not because of Bai Lan himself.
If Bai Lan is really that person, maybe the friendship may be hindered by this, be kind to Bai Lan, or maybe she will marry her at Bai Lan's request because of this, but she will not have any feelings with her relatives in this life, but now it is different, he already knows that there is no relationship between him and Bai Lan, and that woman is Murong Xue.
"Yes, you have been with me for 5 years, in these 5 years, you have been with me with all your heart, although there has been no relationship between me and you, but your companionship is a fact, which I can't deny, but don't forget, it was you who took Murong Xue's necklace and took his identity, and it was I who tarnished his innocence and made him bear the burden of Mommy's running away from home Over the years, she has suffered so much, and it is also time for me to take responsibility."
Qingyi directly made his words clear, anyway, now that he has said this, he just wants to tell Bai Lan that he must marry Murong Xue, because this is his explanation to Murong Xue, and it is also to repay the debt owed to him 5 years ago.
Originally, these words were all reasonable, but it was very unhappy to stop in Bai Lan's heart, he thought that friendship was looking for a reason to avoid him, and in order to avoid him, he was willing to be with Murong Xue.
Yes, he also admitted that it was indeed Murong Xue and Qingyi who slept all night back then, but he had accompanied Qin Yi for the past 5 years, not Murong Xue, so Murong Xue did not have the power to snatch the affection that should have belonged to her.
"What you say is so high-sounding, then may I ask me, where have you put me, I have given so much for you over the years, do you mean that I am not worthy of your love? I don't deserve to be hurt by you. ”
Bai Lan said that tears were also afraid, it was afraid that it would collapse, in the past few years, it is true that he has also paid, not to mention anything else, this company is also touching enough, if it was someone else, it must have been grateful.
However, in Qin Yi's opinion, all this is because Bai Lan deceived her, if it weren't for Bai Lan deceiving him, he would not have been able to have Bai Lan by his side, let alone live up to his 5 years, and he would not let him take these 5 years to talk about things.
"I admit that you have been with me for 5 years, but you admit that you lied to my mother, if you lied to me, you should know what the consequences of cheating me are, in that case, then why do you still mention these 5 years to me, this is all your own fault."
Qin Yi's anger also came up, he obviously wanted to talk to Bai Lan well, and he also wanted to give Bai Lan a chance, he also wanted Bai Lan to be good, after all, he could see that Bai Lan was indeed very attentive to it in the past 5 years, but this did not mean that he had to be dutiful to Bai Lan, all of this was because of Bai Lan herself in the final analysis.
In fact, Bai Lan knew in his heart that it was indeed he who deceived Qin Yi, if it weren't for the deceived Qin Yi, how could the two of them have developed to this point, but he just didn't want to let go of his affection, because he had fallen in love with this man for 5 years.
"Yes, I lied to you, but are my feelings for you fake? I lied to you and said that it was my fault that I was Murong Xue, but was it wrong that I loved you? You also said that I love you and there is nothing wrong with that. ”
Bai Lan admitted that he did deceive Qin Ye back then, but there was nothing wrong with his feelings for Qingyi, and he didn't think he was at fault at all, so he felt that Qingyi should be responsible for his love.