Chapter 119: Not Me
Bai Lan's words fell into Qin Yi's ears, Bai Lan was indeed right, there was nothing wrong with loving someone, but what he had deceived himself at the beginning was that he had loved himself for the past 5 years.
These are all facts, and Qin Yi has no way to excuse himself, but this does not mean that Bai Lan loves him, she has to give him the same love, love cannot be forced, after all, the twisted melon is not sweet.
"It's not wrong that you love me, I didn't say it's a fault that you love me, but I can't give you back for loving me, it's my fault, but you did lie to me back then, if you didn't lie to me, how could the two of us come to this point, and how could you have feelings for me?
Everything has a cause and must have an effect, haven't you reflected on it? If you didn't lie to me, how could you have loved me so much today. ”
Qin Yi just wanted to tell Bai Lan that the two of them were really inappropriate, and the twisted melon was not sweet, and he wanted Bai Lan to quit, but Bai Lan didn't think so, he thought that it was Qin Yi's fault that caused her to be so sad.
"Yes, it's all my fault, right? Aren't you wrong? Isn't he Murong Xue wrong? Is it all my fault? ”
After saying this, before Qin Yi could speak, Bai Lanplease turned around and ran out.
If he didn't leave here at this moment, he didn't know what else he would say, in fact, he also knew that he was too excited today, and some words really shouldn't be best for Qin Yu, after all, if he wanted to keep Qin Yi, he should ask the other party with good words, and he should tell the other party that she loves her seriously.
But after the anger came up, how could she control it, but her mood was very heavy After coming out of Qin Yi's company, he walked aimlessly on the road, and at this moment he no longer had the vigor of the past, on the contrary, he was as embarrassed as a stray dog.
"Miss, let's go back."
After he came out, the driver had been silently following him, after all, he was the driver who had followed him for so many years, and he was naturally loyal to him, and after seeing him run out of it alone, the driver drove out, but found that Bai Lan was walking around aimlessly, he threw the car aside, and at this time he couldn't care about the car, so he chased after him and followed Bai Lan.
But Bai Lai didn't seem to hear it, and he had to continue to walk with my purpose, which made the driver, who had been with him for many years, still reluctant to do it.
"Miss, is there only one man in the world, Qin Yi? Where did the young lady go to find a good man, why did she have to hang herself on his tree? ”
Originally, Bai Lan's temper was not very good, all the people around him were turning Jingjing, although the driver did not suffer much of an insulting verbal attack from him in front of Bai Lan, but Bai Lan often scolded the driver, but at this time the driver did not go to the Zun Realm, how Bai Lan treated him on the contrary, he was still very concerned about Bai Lan.
Even after so many years of getting along, he has long had a different kind of affection for Yuan Bailan, but he knows what his identity is, so he never dares to go beyond it.
Bai Lan raised his head to listen to the footsteps, turned around and looked at the driver who was following him for the first time, he saw the driver next to him for the first time, he actually had such a big temper, and he found that his driver was actually very good-looking, tall and tall, except that it was just an ordinary driver, if it was dressed up, it would really be refreshing.
"Take me home."
After throwing these words slowly, Bai Lan came to his side, he stretched out his hand to complete his arm, in the past 5 years, in fact, he has thought about this action many times to do it with friendship, but whenever he gets close to friendship, friendship will call and let him stay away from him.
I remember that once, when he was angry, he didn't listen to Qingyi's words, but deliberately left his affection, and even hugged Qingyi, and Qingyi fainted directly at that time, which scared the people of the in-laws a lot, and since then, the old man also tentatively told Bai Lan, asking him not to approach him when Qin Yi has not fully accepted him.
In fact, to put it bluntly, it is love, there is a phobia of women, which is called phobia, so he can't have any women close to him, and his assistants are all men.
In the past few years, it sounds like he originally had a fiancé and a fiancé, and he would get married soon, but who can understand the pain in his heart, his object is like an empty shell, as if it is an ornament, even the most basic hugs, kisses and hands can not satisfy him.
Although he is now holding the arm of his driver, it still makes him feel a sense of peace of mind and a sense of happiness.
In a trance, he also regarded himself as a friendship, so he hugged the driver's arm tightly, which really flattered the driver, but he knew that the young lady was emotionally unstable at this time, so he still took him back first, it was safer, no matter what kind of behavior Bai Lan did, the driver endured it silently, took him to the car, put him in the back seat before starting the car, and ran towards the Bai family in a smoke.
In the past few years, in order not to let the relatives know their identities, they have all lived in small apartments outside, but now it is different, since the two of them have a showdown, it is the same everywhere.
And Bai Lanhua's identity is also very good, so that there can be a comparison, after all, Murong Xue is just an orphan, even if she studies abroad, what can she do, can she still change his identity?
So he felt that the people of the Qin family would definitely not want a daughter-in-law like Murong Xue, of course, although their Bai family was not as big as the Qin family, no matter how they said it, they were right.
After Bai Lan was sent home, the old man came to visit him, after all, the old man already knew what happened to it, and he was naturally very distressed about this granddaughter.
"Why do you kid have to toss yourself so hard, since he doesn't like you, just find a new one, grandpa doesn't have to let you find a big official and dignitary, you don't have to be able to find a family that is stronger than our Bai family, you don't have too much pressure."
In the past, the old man didn't think that there was anything wrong with Bai Lan's efforts in the past 5 years, on the contrary, he thought that Bai Lan did this for the sake of the family, and he also felt that Bai Lan did the right thing.
But now that so many things have happened, he won't think like this anymore, and even he feels that he was able to agree to Bai Lan at the beginning, and it was his fault for doing so, so Bai Lan is now suffering so many grievances.