Chapter 221: Dialogue (1)
"Not yet," Xinrou replied.
Malt just went out to eat alone, and he didn't call Senior Mangni, and a sense of loneliness was reflected in his heart for a moment.
Since something like that happened yesterday, he always doesn't know how to deal with it, he can't really be misunderstood, right?
But Senior Mang Ni doesn't seem to be the same as other boys, and he always wants to show an honest appearance in front of him, but yesterday's behavior doesn't seem to be honest at all.
It's been a long time since I've been sitting alone in the cafeteria to eat, and suddenly I don't have a person to eat by my side, and my heart is still a little empty.
Anyway, what can Senior Mangni do at this moment, shouldn't he still be thinking about what happened yesterday? It's been many hours, and if you have doubts, why don't you tell yourself as soon as possible, as if you are sulking.
Malt never took care of things before, but now when I meet him, I always feel that everything can't be solved, can it be said that there is such a great charm between people to control other people's thoughts?
Do you want to give him a call? But what should I say when I call, even the opening sentence of the first sentence is a little bad, alas, although the sweetness in love is sweet, but the bad place is really bad!
But if you don't call him, will that idiot also think that he is angry and won't call either?
Malt was very entangled in his heart, he was not a phobia of choice, but after meeting him, everything changed.
Could it be that some people really have a kind of magic that can control the points that others are constantly struggling with?
Oh my God, should I say it? If so, what should I say, apologize first, or talk about my somewhat wayward behavior?
It's a kind of time when I made a mistake at home when I was a child and had to admit my mistake, and I have been standing at the door for a long time, but I don't know whether to open the door or not.
Oh, it is said that Senior Mangni's girlfriend is the happiest thing, but only the person concerned knows that sentence, obviously he can't eat grapes and says that grapes are sour.
"Why haven't you eaten so late?" Malt returns her mind to reality once again.
Xinrou shook her head, "I don't have much appetite, let's talk about it when I'm hungry!" "I didn't have much appetite, but because the fear that came over me at the thought of it would come over me, and I didn't know what to do, as if I was even constrained in action.
"It's so late, if you don't eat, it's really hard, I remember the last time I didn't eat dinner, that night was the most desperate night of my life, I wanted to buy food, I couldn't buy it, I even got out of bed and became weak," Mai said.
But the despair she said, Xinrou couldn't understand, it was just an ordinary thing for herself, and the real despair was thinking about the future, thinking about the future, thinking about the future, thinking about the future, thinking about the future, there is no like-minded person around you who can go down together, that kind of despair, just like not wanting to lose any of yourself now.
But no matter how much he says, it will eventually lead to the same result, he is gone, and he will not come back if he is gone, after all, no one is allowed to come out of that dark place.
In fact, the most incomprehensible thing is my brother, why do you want to go back? Obviously, he came out of that dark place with a lot of difficulty, but now he has to choose to go back.....
No matter how dark the outside world is, it will not be more terrifying than that time.
But my brother's decision is not my own strength, I can stop it, my brother has always liked to make his own decisions, and he never seems to be willing to listen to other people's opinions.
Xinrou is also powerless about this matter, since her brother chose to leave, all she can do is silently accept it and bear the pressure of staying alone in the big city.
After all, there are many things that can be powerless, and the road in the future can only be walked alone, what will happen on the road of this black Maxi, Xinrou has thought about it countless times, but every time there seems to be no good result, she is such a pessimistic person, so pessimistic that she does not have any expectations for this world.
"It's okay, it's just a meal, I have a small appetite, I can't eat so much" Xinrou made an excellent excuse for herself.
At this time, the two people in the house were concerned enough, some did not know how to solve it, and some could not do anything about the future, and the two of them fell into an infinite panic......
If there is a choice in the future, then life may fall into another situation, Xinrou is in fantasy, infinitely imagining about what will happen in the future, but in the end, those good things will become empty in themselves, why? Could it be that all this is already predestined by God? But why is God so unfair to himself? Some people are born with a golden spoon in their mouths, while others are destined to be busy all their lives and end up empty......
"Unhappy today?" Xinrou asked.
Malt slowly raised her head, looked into her eyes, and nodded a few times.
"Because of what?" As if she had never been seen like this before, she had always been very cheerful, but today she has become taciturn, and she is always in a daze.
"In fact, it was just a small thing at the beginning, but because of this little thing, I feel that it is constantly getting bigger and bigger, as if it has become a problem that cannot be solved, and I really don't know what to do" Especially when facing the person I like, the small problem will also be infinitely amplified in my mind, and the specific voice is to blame myself.
Why did it become like this, why no one can give an answer, it is true that some people said at the beginning that they were not suitable for Senior Mangni, so no matter what happens, it will become a strange road that ends in the end.
But Malt doesn't believe in this evil, why should it be decided by others whether it is suitable for them to be together, she wants to try it, but... Is it because I can't handle the problem well, so it will lead to the current scene, and my heart is full of self-blame.
"What is it that makes you so bored? You can tell me, maybe I can help you solve it" Although it is difficult for the mud bodhisattva to cross the river, he still wants to hear what is the problem that bothers this girl.
Malt picked up a pink doll from the side of the bed, kept pulling its ears, just from the expression, it already seemed very self-blaming and entangled, "You know, it's about Senior Mangni, I didn't expect to be bumped into by him when I met Huang Cen, I had some unpleasantness with Senior Huang Cen at the time, and I was on the head, so I didn't explain anything, turned around and left, but from that time to now, he has never contacted me, not because of this incident, But I don't know what to explain, I didn't do anything myself, in fact, what I value most is what he thinks in his heart now? If he really thinks so, no matter how I explain it, it seems to be very weak."
If I could explain things clearly at the time, maybe I wouldn't have so many complicated ideas, but I was really angry at the time, and I always thought that I would get along with my seniors as friends, but in the end, the seniors actually made such a play, so far, even friends can't do it, and I was really angry at the time! Obviously, the boundary between the two people is very clear, but he wants to cross the line, so the two people are not suitable, so there is no need to continue to waste each other's time.
But I don't know if Senior Mang Ni heard what he said, whether he would think that he was having a private meeting with him.
There are a lot of messes in my mind, and I really don't know when this mess of mood will be resolved.
"Remember what I told you yesterday? Senior Mang Ni doesn't seem to be very angry, so there is no need for you to torture yourself with this emotion," Xinrou said.
But, Senior Mangni always faces everyone with a face that has not changed for thousands of years, even if he is very calm on the surface, but he will have a lot of thoughts in his heart, what he is thinking about can be seen simply by looking at his face, so the tangled point is here.
"Since yesterday, there has been no contact between the two of us, and he hasn't asked me to go to dinner with him, does he really think I've done something wrong? But I didn't do anything, do I have to apologize to him? "The most important thing in a relationship is mutual trust, once the trust is in crisis, it seems that everything you are doing becomes futile.
Or has he kicked himself out of his life, Malt always feels weird and silly at times.
"Then if you say that, I don't seem to know very well, after all, this is a relationship between you, but I think Senior Mangni is indeed a very good person, and he shouldn't be angry because of this matter" In Xinrou's impression, such a gentle person who hands dishes and chopsticks will never worry about these small things, not to mention that he is the first on the campus list!
When Malt heard this answer, he was stunned for a moment, although he said that Senior Mangni was really good, but when others praised him, he always felt a little weird, that tone seemed to be more than simple worship, but he couldn't say it specifically, maybe he was too sensitive during this time, so he was easy to think crankily.
"Yes, I hope so, too, but I'm struggling with whether to take the initiative to apologize, but I obviously didn't do anything, and if I want to apologize, I also feel a little embarrassed."
Could it be that this is the exclusive privilege of her, alas, well! In the end, he gave in.
"Okay, okay, I'll go anyway" It seems that there is nothing that cannot be solved by an apology, and if it really doesn't work, then twice is fine.
Malt picked up the mobile phone and dialed the phone number of Senior Mangni.
But this guy actually shows that he is on the phone, and he is still talking to someone else on the phone at this moment, this heart is really big, don't you know that your girlfriend is in deep trouble in her heart? Woo woo ~ Malt really wants to know who the person on the other side of the phone is.
After a few minutes, I thought that the call should be over, so I called again, but it still showed that I was on the call.