"It's... This is actually what you can say" For a while, the person on the other end of the phone was a little speechless, and the daughter, who always had nothing to say, pulled the relationship between the family so far away as soon as she opened her mouth.

No matter how you say it, they have lived together for more than ten years, and this is like an outsider.

"What I do now is my own business, and it doesn't seem to have much to do with that family, right?" Whether it's the job or the challenges you're about to face, it's all your own to face, and what can this home bring? Nothing seems to come with it except infinite pressure.

Xinrou doesn't know how many times she has been sad about this matter, but sadness is useless, sadness will not bring good results, it will only make her life worse, affect her mood, and affect her health.....

If it weren't for the necessity, she wouldn't have said such a thing, her heart had been suppressed for too long.

It was suddenly released for a while, and it was really a very refreshing feeling.

If you always suppress your emotions, you probably will suddenly explode one day.

"You are simply a disgrace to our family, we have worked so hard to raise you to such a big age, and now that you have hardened wings, you want to be ungrateful, do you really not feel our love for you at all?"

Love? Why not talk about it when there was no firm choice? Why didn't you say anything about it when you went back? It was just a nine-year-old girl, and how impressive it must have been to be able to make a clear copy of that memory in her current memory!

If it was really like what he said at the time, maybe it wouldn't have happened, even if he tried his best to protect his daughter, instead of turning around and leaving, and then acting as if nothing had happened.

I really can't feel the warmth in this home, and I keep saying that the home is full of love, what the truth is like, I believe you also know, there is no need to cover your ears and steal the bell, it is really meaningless.

"Say whatever you want, right? I still have to be busy with my business, and I'll pay on time, but if you call again and say that you don't have it, don't blame me for being rude."

Xinrou decisively hung up the phone, she was fed up with this mode of getting along, and she should change to a new way of life.

If you want to get rid of the shadow that you left deep in your heart before, you have to live a little harder.

I don't know where this courage came from, it may be that the previous emotions have been suppressed for too long, and sometimes I really don't know how to live my own life, and it is really an extremely painful thing to live in the shadow of others.

After thinking about it for a few days, Xinrou decided to go there.

Before going out, he asked Malt by the way: "Do you think it would be better to go back to a place full of darkness?" Or is it better to go to a place full of danger but full of infinite possibilities? ”

Xinrou naturally understands that there will be no pie in the sky, and even if there is, it is impossible to smash it on her head, not to mention that if she goes to live in that house alone, if something really happens, it seems that she can't explain it clearly.

After all, many things are not just on the surface, there are many dark box operations that I have never seen, although I want to escape from that dark place, but I will not let myself fall into the quagmire, at least this judgment is still there.

"Why should there be two extreme directions?" Malt couldn't understand for a moment why there are so many challenging options in life when life is so dull? As if neither of these are a satisfying answer, there is no such thing as a sunny and non-dangerous place?

"If it were you, what would you choose?" Xinrou asked again, extremely sincere in her heart, and also wanted to hear other people's opinions.

"I... I would have chosen a place that was full of challenges but dangers, because I really don't like dark places, and I can't imagine what it would bring me, so I'd rather have some challenges and there will be hope in the challenges! ”

Malt naturally can't understand her situation, and sometimes when she thinks about her own things, only she can understand, after all, there is no real empathy in this world, so why force others to do the same.

Because each of us is an independent individual, it is precisely because of independence that there will be a lot of ideas and thinking, and everyone will have different thinking, so the angle of standing is naturally different.

"But why do you suddenly ask me such a question? Why did you start packing your clothes, don't you want to take the exam? "If you have to leave without exams, there seems to be no trace of this semester that can be broken, and malt is sometimes willing to babble a lot of words on his lips.

"Someone else found me a house, and I should go to the company for an internship during the winter vacation, so I went to that place to have a look first, packed up my things, and arranged it in advance" Xinrou is actually full of expectations for that house, after all, no matter how small a boss's house is, it will not be bad, but it seems that there is no money to pay him rent, how can he repay him?

"Finding a house so quickly, I know it's hard to find a house here, you're amazing, aren't you? Do you want to go out for an internship during the holidays and don't plan to travel? Malt asked sincerely.

"I don't plan to, I want to intern for a period of time first, adapt to the working environment, after all, I still have to be employed in the future" sounds good, in fact, I just want to escape from that environment, and I also want to make more money, at least to be able to live in the city.

Many times after the inner window paper is pierced, there will be no more attention to the details, after the call, the family came a few more calls, like a fatal serial call, they don't care whether this side is busy, whether the work is tense, whether the work is smooth, what is the interpersonal relationship? It's ridiculous that they only care about being able to pay them on time.

Suddenly I think of myself as a money-making tool, when did I have such an idea? Even if you rarely show enthusiasm at home after the age of nine, you won't be treated like this!

The surrounding classmates are all the baby's darlings in the family, and they have never experienced such a thing, and perhaps in their impressions, they will not think that there will be such parents, after all, everyone is biological, and who will be ruthless to their children.

"Then you're working too hard, aren't you? The holiday should be relaxed, I have been studying for a week, I don't think there is any need to continue to work yourself, I suggest you also rest and go to nearby attractions for a walk, it is also a good place to go" Malt said his own plan, but he didn't know that everyone's situation is different, one person's plan can not be solved, many people's problems, so this sentence itself is full of limitations.

"It's okay, I also hope to be able to use this opportunity to exercise, after all, what I learned in the company is something I can't learn in school."

Maybe the future will become very difficult because of this choice, but there is no way, if she can not return to the dark place before, maybe she is willing to pay any price for it.

Sometimes people's hearts are so cheap, and we want to do many things like that, but in the end, we are people who are limited by some conditions and live in the rules, like a person who is imprisoned invisibly.

"It turns out that you know so much, I don't plan to go to an internship, I want to have a good time during the vacation, after all, it's hard to take a long vacation, and I don't know when I will be able to take a vacation in the future" Malt wants to go out and go around, travel, see the scenery, and adjust the mood.

Thinking of this good idea, I called Senior Mangni.

"Senior, I thought of a good place for a vacation, why don't we go on a trip?" Malt said it so sincerely and aptly.

"Yes, I can take you wherever you want."

To be honest, sometimes I feel that the senior is a more careless person, so careless that he often forgets his mobile phone number, otherwise how could he call so late, and he took the initiative to call, he is passively answered.

"We can go to the beach, I haven't seen the sea yet, they all say that the sea is endless, there are a lot of tourists in the vicinity to take pictures and sightsee, I also want to go to that Internet celebrity spot to check in," Mai said.

"If you want to go, you can go, I'll take you" finally fell on a smart person who didn't need to look at the navigation when he went out, he was always lost everywhere when he went out, I really don't understand why the road is designed like this, I should get a few more to fill in all the things in it, at least there is a guide sign!

Especially the map in the mobile phone,It's always stopped all of a sudden.,And then take yourself on those wrong roads.,It's a terrible experience.,It's clear that you can get there on one road.,It's just three traffic lights.,It's really too hard to understand, right?

"Yes, I also think the seaside is good" Please ask the senior to speak so briefly, this is a real promise.

"Then when I finish the exam, we will go over" this trip, no need to take my father, I am happy to think about it, he always wears the same clothes when he travels with my father before, takes pictures in different places, and then walks over with a very helpless expression, this series of actions, in short, makes people feel very strange.

"And how do you usually review?"

Anyway, how can you get to this topic again? Wasn't he talking about tourism just now? When you talk about traveling, you should talk about nearby attractions and snacks, how can it be related to learning? A top student, who leads all his thinking to a learning path at every turn, is his boyfriend, if other boys really can't listen to what they say.

"Yes, yes, you are right, I will definitely study hard, study hard, and strive to get a place in the class" Malt seems to have formed an inertial thinking, as long as someone says this to themselves, the first point is to first agree with what he said, and then say a reason to refute, so that people sound more sincere.

"Do you want to be so perfunctory?"

"I know, I will definitely study hard, even if it is to travel with students, I will study hard, there are really a lot of things in professional classes recently, I really have to find a time to check it well"

"Come to the library tomorrow at six o'clock to find me"

"Six?" Morning or night?