Volume II: Chapter 130: Unknown
Fortunately, it was only a few minutes. Nan Nan lowered her head and stared at the purple jasmine, and suddenly, seeing it tremble. The whole petal shook slightly in the air, and as soon as it went up, the petals were like waves surging up, one after the other. It is constantly admired upwards, and the trembling of a petal is always followed by the joint shaking of the petals of the nearby branches. So, the whole circle, the whole circle was trembling, as if it was shaking. It's not that intense, though, just slight.
But at the beginning, the trembling amplitude of this purple jasmine was indeed larger than the amplitude of the future, as if it was shivering in the cold wind, trembling, and even people couldn't help but worry about whether these fragile petals would accidentally wither because of such trembling. It is so weak, so delicate, the kind that should be protected in the hands well, carefully, and gently. I'm afraid that it will destroy it, cripple it, and it seems that even my own heart will tremble, it is palpitations, it is heartache.
But it only trembled for a short time, and it quickly regained its composure. Slowly, slowly, the frequency and amplitude of its trembling became much smaller. It is no longer slight, that is, the baby circle is no longer moving, and it has returned to its original state. Unmoved, it was extremely quiet, if it weren't for Nannan's ability to see a petal of the purple jasmine, it was the one in the center, coincidentally, it was facing Nannan's line of sight. So, he simply looked at the petals.
It seemed to take a little longer than the other petals needed to settle down, and when the other petals stopped there, it seemed to be a beat slower, still trembling slightly, up and forth, swaying, like a little girl slowly and gently shaking her head, thus raising her high ponytail. Some are light, some are smart, some are cute. Anyway, it's still strange to look at, and there is always an urge to pity it. It is to reach out, to touch, to soothe, gently, gently, as if it were a very precious jewel.
But in the end, Nan Nan still didn't reach out to touch this petal, just staring. And it's still concentrated, intent, and distracted. It seems that in addition to this purple jasmine in Nannan's eyes, in addition to this petal, it is difficult to feel anything else. In my heart, in my eyes, there is only one left of it, and it is grabbed. No matter what, Nan Nan's eyes or what she thinks in her heart, the only thing she has is this purple jasmine. Even, Nan Nan couldn't think of it, and she couldn't react, what was the reason why this purple jasmine was trembling. She was just so stunned and immersed in it, and there was nothing else to think of in her mind, some were just it, the only one, the only one.
It was during this process that Nan Nan couldn't hear any sound, even if it was only slight, not even the slightest. The surroundings were quiet, and it seemed that the sound of air movement could be heard. In this state of extreme nervous concentration, Nannan's eyes, brain, and heart are all on the same channel. There is no scattered, confused situation, no confusion, no dizziness, no confusion. It's very clear, it's sober, it's clear.
Nan Nan can even hear the sound of blood flowing in her head, "buzzing", just lingering, surrounding, refusing to stop, endlessly. It seems that if you refuse to stop there, you can't stop very quickly. "Tick-tock", "plop-plop", the sound of blood flowing, mixed with the sound of the heart beating, intertwined. It was as if it had become a kind of music all of a sudden. Ping Pong was mixed together in Nan Nan's mind, she listened, seriously and carefully, anyway, there was nothing to do. The heart beats very slowly, and at a very uniform rate, without any waves. It seems that there is no emotional rendering for anything. This includes the sound of Nan Nan's blood flowing, maybe this is just a reverie of her, and the silence around her is too quiet, which makes Nan Nan's mind have such a voice. Otherwise, it's actually nothing.
Only the sound similar to tinnitus in your ears can be considered truly clear. It can probably be regarded as a real occurrence, and it can be regarded as the original. Nan Nan felt that the eardrums in both of her ears were blocked, slightly, and there was a feeling of estrangement. It is a slight obstruction of all the sounds of the outside world, resulting in a pattern similar to a diaphragm. So, in the cochlea, all the sounds of blood flowing, the echoing sounds, were loud enough. It's like using your hands, just cover your ears gently. Then, just say a few words or two. When you listen to it in your ears, it is very loud and clear. It seems that every part of all the body is carried out with such a sound. It includes every drop of blood and every cell, and there is no accident.
Still, it's okay. This state did not last long, and in the end, there was no such constant silence, quiet, and no sound could be heard. It's just, except for the few voices that my body is reverie and real. The silence around has almost reached a terrifying point, and people can't help but feel a cold, cold feeling. In an instant, there was a layer of goosebumps, and the whole arm was densely covered with small pimples. Even with it, there was a shiver, slight, not obvious, just a shake of the body, a shaking. If you don't look closely, it's definitely hard to spot. Moreover, the amplitude is small, and the frequency is only two or three times before and after.
It was after Nan Nan shivered that Gu Ming finally opened her mouth first, breaking the difficult silence, "I have never seen her treat a person like this." Treat it so preciously, even if it is those male ......" Suddenly, Gu Ming's voice came, which came from above Nan Nan's head. It's very gentle, but the words are clear, and Nan Nan can naturally hear clearly. Moreover, it was the silence of the previous Jiaze, and the sound of this voice grabbed Nan Nan's attention very well. drilled into her ears, and it was for a while, and in an instant, it completely covered the original voices in Nannan's original ears.
Gu Ming's words reached Nan Nan's brain, thinking, considering, reminiscing, smacking, and pondering. But it's just a few words, and you don't need to look at it carefully, which is enough to know what it means. However, Gu Ming's words were not complete, he stopped abruptly and did not complete what he was about to say.
At the beginning, at first, when Gu Ming opened his mouth to say a few words. His tone was almost flat, and his tone was extremely smooth, without the slightest hint of ups and downs. It's like, it's just saying a very ordinary homely thing, and there is no special meaning, it's a normal sentence.
However, Gu Ming's tone was contrary to such a feeling. No matter how good Gu Ming is at disguise and disguise, including now, he is obviously covering up, trying to cover up his weakness and avoid revealing one of his truest emotions in his heart. However, it is difficult to restrain yourself, perhaps, because of the strength of your feelings. That is, no matter how much you try to cover it up, you can't completely do it.
Obviously, it is a kind of unwillingness in Gu Ming's tone. In fact, the feeling of jealousy has long disappeared in his tone, and it may have been worn out a long time ago. Maybe it's because you know that no matter how jealous you are, it's completely useless, and it's helpless, no matter what, it's impossible to be changed or anything. Therefore, it is simply to convert all this jealousy or resentment into a kind of heart, the most useless, the most helpless, and the helpless unwillingness. Other than that, there seems to be no better way to solve it, and there is no better way to soothe catharsis.
In fact, there is also a possibility. In other words, Gu Ming's strong feeling of jealousy still exists, and it has not disappeared, nor has it been transformed into another emotion. Instead, it was buried in the deepest part of Gu Ming's heart, lurking, hibernating. Even at this point, it is indeed stable, it has been calmed down. However, it is inevitable that it will be, and those who can't keep it will completely break out. Well, if that's really the case, such an emotional outburst must have brought some damage. Whether it's for oneself or for others, it will bring some unprecedented and significant harm. As for what it is, at present, there is no understanding. After all, nothing has yet reached that point.