Volume II: Chapter 131 Drop
In fact, what made Nan Nan feel that she should panic the most was the sentence that Gu Ming hadn't had time to finish. It was his abrupt stop, his sudden interruption. Such a pause, such a non-continuation, there will always be a feeling of concealment. It must be a hidden story, but with such a sudden interruption, such a hidden relationship is particularly important. It seems to be a particularly subtle feeling that has to be taken seriously. People's curiosity is particularly strong at this moment, that is, they are eager to know what the unfinished words are, and what kind of secret is hidden. Moreover, listening to the meaning of Gu Ming's tone, such a hidden situation, and it is also related to Bai Jasmine, it seems that it still involves Bai Jasmine's character.
I don't know if Gu Ming really suddenly thought that the words that were about to blurt out couldn't be spoken, so he stopped and didn't continue to leak them. Gu Ming couldn't swallow those words stiffly, in fact, he finished saying these words in a way that became slower and slower, and softer and softer. It's like a person suddenly thinks of something on the way to tell, and it's an extremely embarrassing, embarrassing, and unspeakable thing. As a result, my heart became more and more entangled, and my heart became more and more empty, and the words were only remembered when they came to my mouth. It turned out that those were unspeakable secrets, and I had no choice but to interrupt them.
But inexplicably, if you heard these words from Gu Ming's mouth, if you heard the meaning of this kind of weakness from Gu Ming's tone. If you listen to Gu Ming's speed of speech, it has gradually changed from calm at the beginning to more and more slowly, and more and more softly. Nan Nan always had the feeling of being tricked, as if it was Gu Ming's deliberate doing, not his unintentional move. However, such an idea is a little too narrow, and perhaps this is not the case. It's just Nan Nan's selfish heart that is haunting, in the restless nonsense, everything is just contrary to the facts, a feeling that is not in line with it. It's all just my own reverie, a kind of worry, and it doesn't mean that everything is really what Gu Ming deliberately did and hypocritically covered up.
Nan Nan thought about it, maybe it was really just her own worries. Therefore, putting all this aside, he just thought about Gu Ming's unfinished words. The tone that was getting weaker and weaker, the tone that was getting weaker and weaker, low and dull, just like that, came into Nan Nan's ears, hovering and lingering in her mind. So, I had to think about it and guess it. However, in fact, it was easy to guess what Gu Ming wanted to say, and what the words were before he could speak. This is really too obvious, and it doesn't need to waste much effort and energy to touch it. If you think about it, you can easily guess the root cause.
Moreover, Nan Nan heard what Gu Ming and Gu Yun were saying in the flower shop, so she naturally understood it very well. Therefore, this is also part of the reason why Nan Nan is suspicious. Moreover, it was obvious that Gu Ming was only in the flower shop at that time, listening to what they were saying. Moreover, the white jasmine that Gu Yun talked about is naturally not modified by any good adjectives, but can be said to be unbearable, contemptuous, and disdainful. Anyway, if an uninformed person hears this, he must think that Bai Jasmine is a lowly person, or even more seriously, that is, shameless, filthy, and unbearable. and added Gu Ming's interrupted sentence, the half-concealed statement was just trying to cover it up, in addition to showing his intention, he also added a feeling full of deep meaning. Other than that, there is nothing else.
However, it is very strange, whether it is Gu Ming's unfinished words, or the words of the previous paragraph with Gu Yun in the flower shop. Although, these are unbearable and cannot stand up to scrutiny. However, it just happened to be what Nan Nan didn't care about. Nan Nan listened to this, including Gu Ming's meaningful sentences, and naturally could understand what kind of meaning he was saying. But, just don't care, it seems, it's not worth taking it to heart. What I have in my arms is just a sense of indifference and calmness. Of course, I don't care, whether it's true or not, for Nannan, it seems that to be honest, there is not much difference. Moreover, Nan Nan didn't want to or wanted to delve into the truth of these remarks.
Perhaps, just because it is a white jasmine, as long as it is a white jasmine, no matter what, Nan Nan will not feel something strange about it. It's just that I don't want people to insult her, humiliate her, despise her, and trample on her. Otherwise, Nan Nan will feel sad and sad, which is a kind of empathy, a kind of thoughtfulness, and a kind of concern. Only for Bai Jasmine, only for her alone, will she spontaneously feel like this, which is a kind of naked protection and protection. It's like a mother who always protects her child. It doesn't matter if the child has done something wrong or how much of a sin he has committed. Even if the mother is resentful, she will still be protective and blessed, even if she is sad and wronged, she will never let her children be hurt at all. This is a kind of family connection, even if it is love, it may not have such a heavy bond. This is only when the common blood flows, the flesh and blood are intimately connected, and the same kind of cell composition can have such a deep and rich emotional connection. Other than that, there is nothing else, and even if there is, it is very difficult to exist, it is not easy to come by, and it is even almost the one that is put into zero.
But inexplicably, Nan Nan is the only one who has such a connection with Bai Jasmine. Moreover, not only Nan Nan herself, but even Bai Jasmine can feel it very clearly. It is the mutual importance of both parties, and it is not just about one person, not alone, nor unilaterally and silently. It is the transmission and integration between each other, which can be clearly felt by both of them, very clearly, not only about themselves, but also obvious to each other. Even if there is no superficial disclosure and display. But there is a strange connection in the dark, this connection is dark, shallow, and buried deep in the hearts of Nannan and Bai Jasmine. However, both of them can be deeply perceived, and they both know each other well and cherish each other. A deep emotion is entangled and tangled with each other, but fortunately, it has not been able to completely explode and be fully revealed. However, Nan Nan can vaguely feel in her heart that in the future, sooner or later, all these feelings will be exposed on the surface and made public. But it is not known whether it is good or bad. Perhaps, it is an unacceptable truth, which brings a heavy blow. This is a kind of intuition of Nannan, a particularly sharp intuition. I silently believed in my heart, although I didn't want to, but I had to do this. It's like it's already decided, it's predestined.
But Nan Nan still refused to accept it, she didn't want to believe what kind of disaster Yu Bai Jasmine's connection would bring. Whether it's for herself or for Jasmine Bai, she knows what a vague and deep emotional burden they have for each other. Nan Nan was reluctant to give up, but she had a strong and vague intuition that in the future, she might be cut off from Bai Jasmine, no longer in contact, no longer in touch, like a stranger. Even, it is more alienated than a stranger coming. It's painful, it's unwilling, but, at the same time, it's also impossible.
"Click", a mixture of bright yellow and purple was crossed, and in a flash, it fell to the ground with a slight sound. It was the purple jasmine that slid down from Gu Ming's fingertips, and because of its light weight, it also collided with the ground at a very fast speed. When it fell to the ground, it even trembled twice, and the petals touched each other. Gently, touching each other, after the purple jasmine really stopped trembling, the three or four petals were still shaking.
However, the amplitude has decreased a lot, it is weak, and it is gradually returning to calm. Anyway, no matter how strong the collision is, sooner or later it will be settled, just like that, in fact, nothing has happened, everything is fleeting, everything is fleeting.
Moreover, it happened in an instant, but in the blink of an eye, the purple jasmine that was close in front of him suddenly slipped from Gu Ming's hand. was caught off guard, and there was no chance for Nan Nan to react at all, so it fell suddenly, in front of Nan Nan, it was just a few seconds.
Slipped, fell, disappeared, and suddenly, appeared in front of Nannan's heels. On the ground, on the dusty surface, there is dust and smoke, which is completely different from purple jasmine, and it is not matched, it is not worthy. It's like a noble and precious object, the feeling of being lost in a pile of garbage. What is plain is to be ruined, despised, trampled on, and not valued. It's just that it's a feeling.