Chapter 404: He looked up in her direction
The phone keeps vibrating in the palm of your hand.
Mu Shihuan looked at the string of numbers, and his fingers wanted to slip off, but he couldn't move for some reason, so he could only watch the string of numbers flicker.
One second, two seconds......
Every second that passes, the indescribable emotions that quietly gush out of my heart surge for a minute, and I can't resist it.
Again, she closed her eyes.
Until she hung up automatically, she still didn't open her eyes and didn't move.
As the vibrations ended, the bedroom returned to quiet.
She was stunned.
"Buzz" again, this time, a text message came in.
Mu Shihuan's eyelashes fluttered unexpectedly, and the tip of his heart was more like something had crossed.
She finally opened her eyes.
It's his text message.
Still in the notification bar -
"I'm back."
Only this one sentence, no beginning and no end.
Mu Shihuan's fingertips trembled, and when she reacted, her fingers had touched the text message and wanted to delete it.
More wanted, pull his number into the blacklist.
She had such an impulse.
However, at the same time, there seemed to be other voices laughing at her in her heart.
Laugh at her, didn't you let it go, didn't he have nothing to do with him anymore, phone calls and text messages, why bother with the blacklist, didn't you put it down? Will that heart still be messed up because of him?
Do you care about him?
The voice was asking her over and over again, forcing her.
Soon another voice came out to defend her, only saying that he was bothering her, and since he had nothing to do with the past, why did he leave his number for him to entangle?
The two voices come and go, as if no one can convince anyone.
Mu Shihuan stared at the string of numbers.
Eventually, she moved her fingers and deleted the text message and missed call and added it to the blacklist.
She's just, following her heart.
They won't and can't be involved.
Why bother?
The mobile phone was adjusted to mute, and Mu Shihuan threw it aside.
She lay back, her eyes blank.
It was a long time before she got up, walked slowly to the bedside and lay down, put on an eye patch and took a lunch break.
……
Jiangcheng.
The atmosphere of Li's this afternoon was very different, especially the top management and the president's office on the first floor.
For no other reason, Li Jingyan returned.
"Mr. Li."
"Mr. Li."
“……”
As soon as he heard it, many people looked at him with great excitement and shock.
From coming out of the exclusive elevator to walking to the front of the office, the salutations were endless, Li Jingyan bowed slightly, and finally walked into the office.
"Brother!" Li Nianhuai got the news and hurried back to the company.
The moment he stepped into his office, his eyes were red.
"Brother......" He stood up, inexplicably feeling more timid about his hometown, and he had a lot to say, but when he really saw Li Jingyan, he didn't seem to be able to say anything.
He just stood, and grievances gradually appeared in his eyes, as if he was the one who was abandoned.
This is the first time he has called Brother Li Jingyan, and he completely blurted it out.
"Sit." Li Jingyan glanced at him and said in a deep voice.
Li Nianhuai didn't move.
He stared at Li Jingyan, and finally squeezed out a sentence after a while: "You're back." ”
It even had a vibrato that was not very obvious.
Li Jingyan raised his head and looked at him fixedly for a moment.
"Hmm." He said.
Li Nianhuai only felt that a raised heart had finally returned to the distance, and when he got the news, he thought it was fake, but now, he finally had a sense of solidity, it was true.
"Are you okay?" He couldn't help but ask.
Li Jingyan bowed: "It's okay," his eyes inadvertently noticed Li Nianhuai's strange appearance, paused, and added, "Don't worry." ”
Li Nianhuai was stunned.
In the past, Li Jingyan would never say this to himself.
He seems to ...... Something is different.
"Brother," he was stunned, and suddenly said, "Since you are back, can I leave the company alone, I am really not the material to manage the company." ”
"There's no hurry."
"But ......"
"There's a cooperation in Heijo talking, right?"
The topic changed suddenly, Li Nianhuai was stunned, and replied, "Yes, what's wrong?" ”
Li Jingyan picked up the water that Mo Yuan poured for him, took a sip, and said, "I'll take over." ”
Li Nianhuai didn't react for a while.
"Brother, are you sure?"
"Hmm."
Li Nianhuai frowned, not understanding why he suddenly mentioned Pingcheng and named him to be only in charge of that project.
He was curious and subconsciously asked, "Pingcheng ......"
The rest of the words reached his throat, and a bold thought popped into his head.
Mu Shihuan?
Could it be that Mu Shihuan is in Pingcheng?
Mu Shihuan has not heard from her for almost two years, and no one knows where she has gone, he has sent someone to look for her, but he has never been able to find it.
He knew the importance of Mu Shihuan to Li Jingyan.
"Mu Shihuan......" He stared at the person in front of him and asked tentatively, "Is she in Pingcheng?" ”
In response to him, there was a sharp silence.
But silence is often acquiescence.
Li Nianhuai suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, a little excited, and a kind of happiness.
He blurted out, "Brother, do you want me to help you?" ”
After the first call of his brother, he became more and more comfortable, as if the two were brothers with the same father and mother, and there had never been any estrangement.
His brother controlled, and he couldn't help but want to do something for Li Jingyan.
"Brother, I'm ......"
"No, you don't." Li Jingyan interrupted him.
Li Nianhuai listened, and was a little aggrieved: "I want to help you." ”
After saying that, he hung his head like a child who had made a mistake.
Li Jingyan was silent, and finally said: "This time, no one can help the problem between me and Mu Shihuan. ”
Only on his own.
Li Nianhuai was stunned, he actually heard a feeling in his words that he didn't know how to describe accurately.
"Brother......
Li Jingyan did not continue the topic, but ordered: "Give me the relevant information of the project in Pingcheng, and prepare for the meeting in half an hour." ”
The words were said to Li Nianhuai, and they were also said to Mo Yuan.
Mo Yuan bowed: "Yes." ”
He withdrew.
Li Nianhuai thought for a while and said expectantly: "Brother, if there is anything you want me to help with, you must tell me." ”
Without waiting for him to speak, he added in a low voice: "You are my brother, I am your brother, I can be trusted, I want to help you." ”
He stood there, hand in hand, like a child eager to show that he could.
Li Jingyan looked at it in his eyes, and finally said, "Hmm." ”
Li Nianhuai's eyes suddenly lit up.
Half an hour later, the meeting started on time.
Li Jingyan's finally coming back is undoubtedly a shot in the arm for everyone.
On this day, the Li building was brightly lit until late.
Late at night, Li Jingyan returned to Nanshan Villa.
The same is brightly lit.
It's just that there are no people waiting for him, except for Aunt Xu, who has been guarding the villa for him.
Aunt Xu's eyes were very red, Li Jingyan saw it in her eyes, and whispered, and it was at this moment that he caught a glimpse of the cat on the sofa out of the corner of his eye.
is still the cat that Mu Shihuan rescued at the beginning.
It's just that it is already a stranger to itself, lazy, arrogant, as if it is too lazy to look
Myself.
Li Jingyan walked over and wanted to touch it, but his hand reached out and took it back.
After whispering to Aunt Xu to rest earlier, he got up and went upstairs.
Took a shower and changed into dressing gowns.
Huge bedroom, just him.
Loneliness shrouded in coolness.
The light stretched his figure very long, inexplicably, the addiction to cigarettes came up, he wanted to smoke a cigarette, but realized that the cigarette case had long been empty.
After he finally mustered up the courage to call her again and text her, but he was in vain, and finally he was blocked by her, he smoked a cigarette in the car for a long time.
Drying his hair casually, he stood under the light, and after a while, Li Jingyan lifted his feet and left to go to the video room.
Open and play the movie.
The movie is still the one when she was sent away, and it has not moved.
Li Jingyan sat on the sofa, staring at the screen for a moment, as if ...... She's still there.
But she wasn't there.
Leaning back on the sofa, in the end, Li Jingyan tilted his head.
……
It's still that dream.
When he was unconscious, he vaguely felt her standing beside his bed, he could smell the faint fragrance of her, and tried to open his eyes to see her, but in vain.
Later, she was gone.
The scent is no more.
When the picture turned, it was she hiding in the quilt and secretly shedding tears, crying silently, crying so much that his heart was broken.
He reached out to comfort her, but he couldn't touch her.
Suddenly, she opened her eyes and met his, and in her eyes, there was resentment and anger at first, but slowly, the emotions disappeared, and finally turned to calm.
It was as if she was just a stranger to her.
And then ......
Li Jingyan opened his eyes suddenly, his breath unsteady.
The last image left in my mind is the moment when the child did not have it, it was her heart that died, it was her despair.
The movie on the screen has been replayed, and the second I watched it happened to be the scene where he and she were here.
However, things are not people.
His chest was very stuffy and heavy, and Li Jingyan held it with his palms, lowered his head, and didn't raise his head for a long time.
……
The days after returning to Shi's home are no different from those in the countryside, Mu Shihuan still gets up early to accompany his grandmother to chant Buddhism, and then takes a walk and eats breakfast.
The rest of the time was basically taken out by Shi's family.
Take her to luxury shopping malls to buy and buy, take her to do SPA, etc., she knows that everyone loves her, so she doesn't refuse every time.
On the third day, Li Yan came.
The two girlfriends haven't seen each other for a while, and when they met, they were overjoyed, but Li Yan never mentioned Li Jingyan, and so did Mu Shihuan.
And she has never received or heard about Li Jingyan.
That's good, she thought.
Time is very fast, and it will be the last day of the year, and the Shi family will celebrate the New Year's Eve together, and the atmosphere is very lively.
Playing around and slapping around.
At night, snow falls from the sky, which is small at first and then grows larger.
After the end of the New Year's Eve, they will take a break.
Li Yan went to take a bath first, and Mu Shihuan stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window to enjoy the snow scene.
However, the first thing that caught my eye was a black car.
After a long distance, the car was parked outside the old house of the Shi family, very quiet, I don't know how long it was parked.
Next to the car, two men were standing.
One was wearing a trench coat and was tall and straight, while the other was holding an umbrella for him.
Obviously, it should not be clear to see, but at this moment, Mu Shihuan still saw it clearly.
It's Li Jingyan.
It was Mo Yuan who held an umbrella for him.
As if sensing it, he looked up in her direction.
Caught with one's pants down.