Chapter 405: I Miss You So Much
It was so far away, but his eyes seemed to be fixed on her, as if he wanted to see her through.
Breathing suddenly stopped.
In the next second, Mu Shihuan turned around and went back to the room and closed the curtains.
The line of sight seems to be cut off because of this, but inexplicably, it doesn't seem to be.
Mu Shihuan's hand was still holding the corner of the curtain, and she stood there, nervous and motionless.
At last, she lowered her eyes and stared at her shoes.
"Shi Huan?" Li Yan's voice rang out.
Mu Shihuan returned to his senses.
Only then did she realize that Yanyan had come out of the shower, and she had been in a trance for so long.
Facing her concerned eyes, Mu Shihuan shook his head lightly and said softly, "It's okay, I'll take a bath." ”
With her hand gone, she walked towards the bathroom.
Li Yan looked at her.
"Shi Huan."
Mu Shihuan's eyelids jumped: "Huh? ”
Li Yan reminded: "You didn't take the nightgown." ”
Walking to the sofa, she picked up her change of clothes and handed them to Mu Shihuan's arms: "Take a bath, be comfortable." ”
Mu Shihuan suddenly understood that Yanyan had probably guessed it.
"Okay." She only nodded.
Walking into the bathroom, the bathtub was filled with water, Mu Shihuan took off his clothes and lay in.
After so much treatment, her fear of water is almost gone.
Grabbing the edge of the tub, she thought, fear can be good, and so will others.
After taking a comfortable bath, Mu Shihuan got up to dry it, and then walked out of the bathroom.
Li Yan was nestled on the sofa reading a book.
Mu Shihuan walked over, sat down cross-legged beside her, and then didn't say anything, his head rested on her shoulder, and his hand held her.
Li Yan didn't say anything.
No one spoke.
It wasn't until a long time later that Li Yan asked in a low voice, "Can't you sleep?" ”
Mu Shihuan kept his eyes open.
"Hmm." She didn't run away and nodded.
Li Yan thought for a while and said, "Do whatever you want." ”
is only this sentence, there is no cause and effect, there is no broken casserole to ask the end, but the tacit understanding between girlfriends does not need to be said.
Mu Shihuan understood.
However, many times, it's one thing to understand, it's another thing to be able to do it.
Until he lay on the bed, the lights went out and his eyes dimmed, Mu Shihuan still couldn't sleep.
There was a long figure in my mind.
And the heart is ......
Sore, swollen.
……
They all got up very early on the first day of the new year, and when Mu Shihuan and Li Yan went downstairs together, Shi Zongping said to her: "Huanhuan, there are people from the Li family and the Mu family who want to visit. ”
When she would change her surname back, the family was used to calling her Huanhuan.
Shi Zongping only said the Li family and the Mu family, and did not name names, but everyone knew who it was.
Mu Shihuan looked at Shi Zongping, firm and resolute: "Uncle, I don't want to see it." ”
When Shi Zongping heard this, he immediately laughed happily: "I knew you would be like this, uncle, I drove them away a long time ago, to be honest, my uncle didn't want to see them, no one was." ”
Although Mu Sinian has had contacts in the past year or so, and he has met several times through business, Shi Zongping has always been firm in his heart, they can repay the Mu family in business, and if there is anything else that can help the Shi family, they will not stand idly by.
But that doesn't mean anything else.
For example, let the year of Mousse be close to Shi Huan.
As for Li Jingyan......
That shouldn't be something he can manage, but after all, Li Jingyan let his baby niece be injured, and he was also angry in his heart.
Shi Tingzhou came down from upstairs and heard
In this conversation, he said with a smile: "Sister, why don't you start a new relationship, there are so many friends around my brother, do you like it?" ”
As soon as the conversation changed, he was still joking: "Jiang Jin, Tang Chen, Brother Wen...... There are a lot of high-quality singles. ”
Mu Shihuan looked back at him and blinked: "Fourth brother wants to marry me off in a hurry, so as not to annoy you?" ”
"What do you mean, you stinky boy?" When Mrs. Shi heard this, she immediately glared at Shi Tingzhou angrily.
and beat him up.
Shi Tingzhou dodged exaggeratedly, and saw that Mu Shihuan did not have any fluctuations because of Li Jingyan, and he could still joke rarely, and he was relieved but inexplicably distressed.
"Sister, help the fourth brother." He hid behind Shi Huan.
Mu Shihuan pushed him out mercilessly.
It's noisy and noisy, so it's not warm.
But outside the old mansion is not so cozy.
Mu Sinian looked at Li Jingyan with a low smile: "Jingyan, long time no see." ”
He said polite words, but his eyes were not polite at all.
It is impossible for the two to live in peace, and the superficial harmony is only the surface.
Li Jingyan only glanced at him and turned around to get into the car.
Soon, the car started.
Mu Sinian stood in place and suddenly sneered.
"Huh."
……
After New Year's Day, the Shi family's focus was on the upcoming banquet, just to reveal Mu Shihuan's identity.
For this, the Shi family has been carefully preparing for a long time.
The invitation was sent out a long time ago, and all the things needed for the banquet were the best, including the evening dress that Mu Shihuan was going to wear that night, and it was designed in advance by a famous designer.
It's one of a kind in the world.
The upper circle of Pingcheng had long heard that a child who had been displaced by the Shi family was about to return, so this banquet was extraordinarily grand.
Quite a few people are curious.
So the moment Mu Shihuan appeared, the atmosphere reached its peak.
All night, Mu Shihuan stayed obediently beside Shi Zongping and Mrs. Shi, introduced by them, not much, but enough to attract attention.
She also received a lot of gifts.
Among them are Mu Jia, Mu Si Nian, and Li Jingyan sent.
But Mu Shihuan didn't look at it or accept it.
The Shi family naturally respected her decision, and no one invited any of them to this banquet, even if it was still related to the Mu family on the surface.
……
After the banquet, Mu Shihuan was taken out by Shi Tingzhou, and took Li Yan to the hot spring resort hotel to relax.
A group of people are all friends of Shi Tingzhou, there are men and women, Mu Shihuan has seen them, and they are all familiar.
But Mu Shihuan never thought that she would meet Li Jingyan here.
The encounter is sudden, and it doesn't seem to be sudden.
She and Yanyan went back to the room after soaking in the hot spring, and when she walked to the door, she suddenly thought that something had fallen, so she went back to get it, and she didn't let Yanyan accompany her.
Around the corner, she was caught off guard and collided with Li Jingyan's gaze.
He was half-leaning against the wall, a little lazy, answering the phone, as if sensing something, he raised his eyes, and then the two looked at each other.
After a short distance, I finally saw her again.
It's really in front of your own eyes.
"Get in touch again." The Adam's apple rolled, and after he reacted, he spat out eagerly, then took the phone and strode towards her.
Mu Shihuan turned away almost instinctively.
However, before she could take a few steps, the man's hand grasped her wrist, and his temperature spread to her skin.
Scald.
Mu Shihuan reflexively broke free.
Before she moved, he let her go first.
"Shi Huan." In the next second, a long-lost muffled voice drilled into his ears.
Even if he didn't look back, Mu Shihuan could still feel the gaze on his face.
It's heavy.
A strong, uncontrollable sourness suddenly spread, silently enveloping her heart and soaking it.
It seems that there is no escape.
Some, uncomfortable.
It was like being pricked by a needle, and Mu Shihuan felt pain.
And this pain, at first, was only a short feeling of a second or two, she thought that the pain was over, but she didn't expect to jump to the rest of her body little by little.
It hurts more and more.
Together with that sourness, it hit her and tormented her.
During the torture, some feelings in the half year abroad quietly poured out, and I thought I had forgotten them, but in fact they didn't.
Slowly, Mu Shihuan's chest also suffocated, and his heart curled up.
She restrained herself, and when she came back to her senses, she refused to leave.
His hand was clasped again, strong and gentle.
Only this action made the sourness even stronger, and Mu Shihuan's mood was affected little by little.
But she knew she couldn't.
"Let it go." She spoke calmly, still not turning her head to look at him.
Li Jingyan didn't let go, how could he let go?
His breathing gradually became heavy, and he stared at her for a moment, and when he spoke again, his voice was hoarse like never before: "I miss you so much." ”
"I'm sorry."
Before I met her, I had a lot to say to her, and after seeing her, all I wanted to say was missing and apologizing.
Mu Shihuan didn't respond, and she couldn't respond.
There was no one else passing through this corridor for the time being, and it was quiet.
The two of them just stood like this, and as time passed, the atmosphere became more and more eerie.
Finally.
Mu Shihuan lowered his head, raised his other hand, and covered him very lightly and naturally, wanting to take him away.
She didn't say another word, but the meaning was already obvious.
The affected emotions seemed to return to normal, and she regained her composure.
Li Jingyan stared at her movements.
"Let's talk." He stopped her, speaking at a rapid pace, as if eager to interrupt her.
He was still holding her hand, a little hard.
Mu Shihuan blinked, and finally spoke: "We have nothing to talk about, don't bother me anymore." ”
Li Jingyan didn't want to waste this rare opportunity and solitude.
"There are still things between us that have not been resolved, the matter of Yu Linshang, you still don't know the result, and Chi Wu, and ......"
"I don't care what the outcome is."
The words came to an abrupt end.
Mu Shihuan looked ahead and said extremely calmly: "For me, it's all in the past, I have a new life now, I don't want to be dragged down by the past, no matter how Yu Linshang is, it has nothing to do with me, whether he is dead or alive, I don't care." ”
Resolutely cut off from the past.
The light of the wall lamp in the corridor is warm yellow, and the figures of the two are overlapped together, shrouded in the light, and it seems that there is an inexplicable illusion of lingering affection.
But an illusion is an illusion after all.
Mu Shihuan broke his hand again, not wanting him to touch it.
Unexpectedly, he suddenly exerted force, choked tightly, and the next second, his tight and deep voice rang out, and it fell into her ears very clearly-
"What about the kids? Me and your child, let's talk. ”
"Smack-"
This was followed by a crisp sound.
Her hand raised, uncontrollably waving it on the side of his face.
Her body trembled suddenly.