Xinrou likes other people's things, including everything that others have, including her boyfriend.

I always fantasize that I can have such a boyfriend one day, but I don't know why..... Is it because you're not lucky? That's why I can't meet such a person.

Don't people always say that if you become kind, there will be a lot of people around you who are willing to help? But why didn't this sentence work on me?

It's not a stupid mistake to just hope that you can get the love of others sooner, but why is there always no way to succeed?

The family is the same, it seems that all relationships have been severed since the age of nine, and they only maintain the superficial family affection, and in the end they are afraid that there will be nothing left, except for those who they don't want to mention at all, and who is around them who can be willing to pay for themselves, which is ridiculous.

"Oh, where have you gone to eat?" Xinrou asked, pretending that nothing had happened.

I hope he can be his own person, even if he only sees him once a day, maybe life will not be as bad as it is now.

"It's in a restaurant near the school, the environment is ok, next time we can try it together," says Malt.

"Then we can go out for a meal together in a few days, call your boyfriend, it seems like we haven't gone out to dinner together for a long time" Xinrou rarely said such things.

Malt always invited her to parties in the past, and I always thought that she was unwilling to participate in a party on this occasion, but I didn't expect her to take the initiative to mention it today.

But it's a good thing that a friend can have such a change, otherwise I don't know if I can call her when I go out to party next time.

"Okay, when do you have time recently, we can discuss a time with everyone, and we will go together when the time comes," Mai said.

Xinrou actually hates everyone going out to eat together, not only will it cost a lot of money, but also waste unnecessary time, but this time I really want to go out and want to see him....

Sometimes I suddenly feel like I'm crazy, obviously he is a person who has a girlfriend, and his girlfriend is his friend, but there is no way to control the little excitement in his heart.

For the current life, the more dissatisfied he is, the more he wants to seek comfort from a person, as if he is the only one in this world who can do it, not only because he handed him chopsticks last time, but also because he appeared there in time last time.

Sometimes emotions are really complicated, I don't know how to describe it, walking on the road will suddenly think of what happened before, a person is really difficult, I really want to stabilize my emotions, but why can't I always do it? Is it because there is a lack of someone like Senior Mangni around him?

"Okay, you can set the time, it doesn't matter where you eat, I won't pick anything anyway" In fact, as long as he is there, it seems that he doesn't need too many decorations.

Malt feels that she has been a little strange lately, I don't know why, when she mentions her seniors, her eyes seem to be shining, maybe it's because this time has not been a good time.

After a while, several other people from the dorm returned.

"Oh my God, you don't know how handsome that handsome guy is just outside, it's just that kind of school grass level, and we have introduced a large number of excellent varieties in our school? Oh my God, I heard that there were a few exchange students some time ago, and their appearance is comparable to that of Senior Mangni! ”

"Yes, yes, I saw it today, I glanced at it inadvertently while walking on the road, and I felt so handsome, I really want to know which department these international students are from, and I want to get to know each other."

Malt shrugged helplessly, it seems that these people are more serious than their own nymphomaniacs.

"Please, put away your drooling jaws! Final exams are coming up, don't you want to fight for this? At this time, I'm still thinking about the handsome guy, don't worry about it when the time comes, the handsome guy will know about it when I rebuild it," Malt said with a smile.

"Hey, hey, if someone else says it, forget it, you... You're just sprinkling dog food in front of me every day to make us like this, you used to be the most nymphomaniac in the dormitory, don't rely on us for everything."

Malt didn't say much, after all, he is now a person who is under control, so he can't play some small emotions from time to time, not to mention that there is no emotion to hide in front of him.

"Okay, okay, just because I didn't say it just now, but I've heard a little about those international students, and I heard that they seem to have multiple girlfriends at the same time, and I don't know if it's true or not" After all, the authenticity of the rumors can't be verified.

Several people put down the things in their hands and gathered together, "You don't know that their eyes are particularly aura, and they really give people a feeling of being full of vitality."

When the little girls talk about the topic of handsome guys, they always talk endlessly, especially some people are unforgettable about handsome guys, when everyone discusses a boy, the first question is whether they are handsome.

All of them look like, but this is also the best time in youth!

"By the way, let's go out for dinner in a few days," Malt said in passing.

"Okay, but I don't want to be sprinkled with dog food by the two of you at the party, the dog food sprinkled last time was enough, how could I have thought that there would be a fireworks festival after going out, although it is amazing, but I still think that a single dog is too humble, this time you want to bring some handsome guys over, I really don't plan to go, hum" Wang Er played a little temper again, she always treats feelings not very seriously, I really don't know what she will become when she is serious.

"It's okay, I'm used to it, a single dog is a single dog, I want to be a free single dog, a single dog who is not bound by anyone" Manli thought about this more openly, without too many tangled points.

Xinrou sat on the side and looked at them, she didn't have anything to say, and there was always a figure of a person in her mind.

Some people always live a life that others envy, but they always feel that they are not happy, and some people are not as good as they seem on the surface, but they give everyone the impression that they are living a good life.

So sometimes everyone is conflicted, happy and sad, and who can escape this law.

We always live for something, some people want to eat better things, some people want to get better things, and some people want to get what other people have, and some people do whatever it takes.

But in the end, if there is really a good result, will it really be as usual? Is everything based on the mastery of one person, and the layout one at a time? Is this also the case in relationships?

Obviously, this is an uncertain answer, because there is no idea which way to go, so the future path is extremely unclear.

"Then don't say such things next time, you also bring a boyfriend, otherwise it's really embarrassing for just the two of us," Mai said.

When it comes to finding a boyfriend, Wang Er is like a conditioned reflex, pretending not to hear, and longing to have someone to solve her life every day, but when she really has it, she enjoys her life alone, which is really a contradiction.

So he doesn't know if he really wants to find someone to rely on in the future, but it's not good now, it's not good like that, and there is no one who is pleasing to the eye.

The boy last time was always pestering himself and kept asking about the reason for being abandoned, but abandoning is abandoning, breaking up is breaking up, there shouldn't be any big reason, it's because there is no reason, so it will lead to a breakup.

"Forget it? I don't think I'm a good fit for someone else."

"That boy was still looking for you last time, I saw it downstairs last time, and I've been asking about your situation"

"Sometimes I really can't figure it out, you said that you have already blocked him, between two people, then there is no need to contact, I didn't expect him to ask the people in the apartment one by one, this really makes you famous"

Does this mean that you care or not? If he cares, why does he want to destroy his reputation openly, but if he doesn't care, he makes such a big move, what is he trying to do? Or do you just like the feeling of chasing people?

"Yes, I think so too, I thought that as long as the five steps together, if you don't connect, it will be the same as before, and every day life is very boring, but I didn't expect that there is a little loss in my heart now, but when she came back to me again, my heart did not fluctuate, but when he left me, I would feel sad..."

It's just that because of emotional problems, I make myself so sad, and I don't know where this contradictory emotion is embodied, I always feel that many things are not as expected, and too many things that are out of touch with reality happen around me, and I don't know how to solve it, and I don't even want to rely on others to solve it.

"Don't be sad, I think those international students are good, you can try to develop, maybe you still like foreign blood," Manli joked.

"Yes, then wait until the next time you see those international students, I'll go over to help you ask for WeChat, when I go out, I don't believe in people who can't figure it out" Malt instantly felt a sense of righteousness in his heart, in order to help his friends get out of the emotional conflict, it seems that he has to try a new method, since those boys are good, it may be a good medicine.

"Ah, you're not really going to ask for WeChat, are you? But when the time comes, I'm afraid that we won't even be able to communicate, in addition to wasting time, it will also be a waste of traffic! Wang Er has already started now, worrying pointlessly, because she is very afraid of this relationship, even if she has not yet contacted, but she thinks that she will become the same as before in the future, so don't start it.

"I tell you, you have to try more in your relationship, otherwise how do you know who is suitable for you?"

Xinrou was also listening to this sentence, maybe it is true, as long as you take the first step bravely, nothing is impossible.