Chapter 245: Slow Yang (5)

"There's no need for us to be so polite between us, just open the skylight and say something bright, and we can do our own things in the future."

"Okay, that's what you said, I've wanted to draw a line with you for a long time, and since there are already people who don't want to, then it's time to end this relationship."

The so-called drawing of a line is not only superficial and inward, but also invisibly draws a line.

When Xinrou was alone, she thought back to that day countless times, and she couldn't imagine what it would be like if no one showed up at that time.

She was not as strong as she seemed on the surface, in fact, she was already vulnerable, but she had no one to talk to, only that she would live here alone for a long time, in a strange city, in a place where she had no one to rely on, and she would continue to walk.

But why make yourself wrong every time? It's so serious, but in the end it got such a result, which shouldn't be!

The feeling of making mistakes again and again, always being found out and then corrected, is really uncomfortable, but she is under several pressures, and there is really no way to say many things.

Maybe it's because the IQ is not enough, and many things are not understood by normal people? It's a very simple thing, why is it so complicated to understand?

She didn't dare to imagine what others thought of her, and she wanted to change the environment, but as long as she had these things on her, any environment would be the same, and nothing had changed, which was the most terrifying.

How can we change the invisible desire in our hearts? It was a complicated question, and he kept wondering how he could make himself more popular. At the very least, don't be alone in this big city.

Maybe it's because of my consumption level is not enough, and those high-end people can't connect at all, I feel like I'm an unwanted person, always full of fighting spirit, go out to find a job, work hard and work hard, use sweat to express my determination, but also express my desire to stay in this city in the future, but now it seems that just a simple job, in my own hands will become very bad, is this the world's Murphy's Law? But why should it happen to you?

Maybe all this is an excuse for their laziness and not working hard, but some things really use their own methods, but they still don't get the rewards they deserve, some people may say that hard work is not necessarily rewarded, this sentence is true, but it is often chilling.

I don't know what the motivation is to continue to work hard, we always put ourselves in a bad way, we don't even know the direction ahead, a person keeps groping, but always on the wrong path, some people say that you can try and make mistakes at this age, but the feeling at that time was really uncomfortable.

But if everything is wrong, I'm afraid it won't be liked by others.....

"I hope he doesn't tell him about it, otherwise if others know, it seems like he won't be able to stay in school" She was afraid, she didn't want others to really go to the saddest thing in her heart, but what should she do next? Everything started from scratch again, and nothing was more painful than being alone.

But now only continue to work hard, not stagnate, as long as you treat it more carefully, I believe that everything will get better, after all, an IQ is not too high, then you can only rely on hard work to solve this matter, after all, everyone is not a genius, only by being able to rely on sweat, can we create brilliance.

Someone once said that after this society, the most important thing is IQ and EQ, not how much knowledge you have learned and how much truth you know, but it seems that you don't have these two at all, so what should I do? Gain a foothold in this society, after all, this society does not allow people to be introverted.

Some people will live a bad life and then complain about the unfairness of this society to her, but it is really right to think about it this way, as long as we continue to work hard, there will be new hope, because every day is changing, not every day is the same situation.

Every night, I seem to meet my other self in my heart, they are looking forward to something, and at the same time they are disgusted with something, but there are some things that cannot be changed, one person wants to work hard in this direction, the other person wants to stagnate, these two are often very contradictory, but they are both sad at the same time....

"You see that you can't do anything well, you know that it will be like this, so you are not suitable for this job, leave quickly, and go home as a squat at home when nothing happens"

"What you are saying has come to the big city, this is the hope of the future, you must not leave because you are a little uncomfortable now, because you still have a lot of things to do, if you leave like this, will you feel regretful?"

"But now that you're so tired, why don't you leave? How long do you have to torture yourself? ”

"But isn't youth just for hard work? As long as you work harder and work harder, even if you are stupid, you can learn the truth of this, although you may be discriminated against, but as long as you put in the effort, why care about the eyes of others? ”

"It's easy to say, when people are talking behind their backs, can you really say nothing? Don't want anything in your heart? ”

"But if you care so much about other people's eyes, then there is no way to be yourself, we live to make ourselves better, and hard work is what we need to make in this direction, if you can't even do this, then how should you spend your time? Is it wasted time? Or do you want to find a place to beat your chest all day long and be depressed? Don't forget what you're here for! ”

Two people quarrel in their hearts, as if no one can win this fight, and no one can lose.

Life is like this, and we ordinary people need to take it seriously.

You say that you have a dream, but you just talk about it, but you don't do it at all, so how can you convince others? What's more, you have to be worthy of yourself!

Since you are not even afraid of death, how can it become so difficult to live?

Everyone's fate is death after all, but some people can leave meaningfully and leave without any regrets, but why should they know to cherish it when they are about to lose? Good time is always wasted, when will we be able to understand the true meaning of this sentence?

"Okay, don't argue, I know that the old days made you miserable, and now I want to be able to live a little better, so I should make a change"

The main personality speaks, but sometimes it is always used to forgetting what has been said, and when many things are piled up, I don't know which thing to do first, and slowly I will find that there are so many things that need to be dealt with in my life.

Malt always sees her sitting alone on the edge of the bed in a daze, I don't know what I'm thinking, and I haven't said very much lately, is it because I'm about to take the exam, so I'm feeling anxious?

"Xinrou, are you okay lately?" asked Malt.

After calling several times, Xinrou heard, "It's okay, maybe I'm not in a good mood lately, I'll be fine after a while."

"Ever since you came back that day, you feel like you're in a bad mood, what the hell happened? You can tell me that I can help you solve it, and if you can't solve it, you can also be your most loyal listener" Malt wants to share some of it for her friends, but sometimes it doesn't always go to her heart.

"It's nothing"

She doesn't want to tell others about her miserable experience, even if it's her own friends, in fact, it feels really bad alone, but it seems that everything has become a habit, eating alone, sleeping alone, going out to watch movies alone, going out part-time alone, everything has become so logical, it seems that there is no room for change.

"What's wrong with you lately, I wanted to tell you a while ago, but I see you're always busy...."This friendship became cautious, even a little polite.

"It's nothing, it's just that I'm not in a good mood, I'll be fine after a while, don't always ask me this question"

Malt's enthusiasm seems to have been extinguished by a basin of cold water, and he doesn't even know how the topic should go, and sure enough, some friendships will crack.

"Well, there's something you remember to tell me!" Malt left in frustration, it seems that some people in the friendship are not honest with each other, I thought I had a friendship that I could show off with other people, but I became suspicious for a moment....

In the complicated and rapid life of modern times, we all need to work harder to be able to adapt to the current life, even if the current work is not what we want, and the current things are not what we want to touch, but we still have to work hard, and the effort is not to do it for others to see, in order to make ourselves more lively and more motivated, and love life more.

Even if there are many things that you don't do well, you must do it perfectly after contact, even if it is a big disappointment once or twice, but in the end you still have to come up with something that makes people shine.

In fact, everyone is an independent personality with a lot of ideas, and if you really just live according to other people's opinions, then you will lose many of your own peculiar ideas, and some ideas can even derive infinite hope.

"Malt, what I just told you is not disrespecting you or anything like that, it's just that it's because the mood is really not good, so if you want to adjust it yourself, don't take it to heart" Xinrou added again, she really has very few friends, don't even lose what you have.

Some people are cautious in friendship, and some people weigh the pros and cons in friendship.

Life has become very lonely, we don't know where to go, the only thing we can do is to work hard, try to have a positive attitude, try to make ourselves more lively, because the world does not allow us to be introverted.

"Really?" Malt is very happy in her heart, it seems that her friends are still there, but they are not in a state for the past few days.

"Where did you just go?"

"I had dinner with my seniors"

Senior Mangni... Xinrou suddenly had an indescribable feeling.