The girl is eighteen years old this year, and in the past ten years, the girl has suffered some injustice from childhood to adulthood because of her "fatness".

Because of "fat", the girl just eats a candy, and she will be ridiculed and said: "She is so fat, and she is still eating." ”

Because of "fat", the girl ran 800 meters long, and had to run desperately, running until her ears ringed, and running until she turned her eyes black before she got back to the top ranking, but she was still sneered at and said: "You see she is so fat, and she runs so fast." ”

Because of "fat", the girl was obviously innocently hit by someone, but she still had a voice of criticism: "She hit me so painfully." ”

Because of "fat", the girl walked side by side with others when she walked the stairs, but there would be a dissatisfied muttering voice behind her: "There are so many people, she still has to block the front, and she walks so slowly." ”

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This kind of thing happens all the time, and girls who say something like this are often able to hear. Every time the girl could only bow her head in embarrassment and shame, as if she had not heard anything.

The girl felt like she had been abandoned.

The girl felt that the people around her were all close to each other, hugging each other in a circle.

Only the girl was left outside the circle.

The girl also wants to go into the circle, she doesn't want to be alone and look so lonely.

But this is simply something that cannot be done and cannot be done.

Even if the girl tries her best not to disturb anyone, she is willing to be an invisible person, even to the point where she needs to work hard to please her. But the girl would still be pushed away, they would not allow the girl to approach the circle for half a step, and they would have to laugh at the girl cruelly.

The feeling of being rejected by a large group is very uncomfortable, uncomfortable and suffocating, it makes people dizzy and overwhelmed, and it makes people lose their strength all of a sudden.

It was like being in a cold, dark, cramped cellar where the girl could not get out, and likewise, there was no one to help her, who was in such a helpless situation.

The girl doesn't know what she did wrong, so she was ostracized like this, such a criticism.

Later, the girl grew up and gradually understood.

It's just because I'm a "fat person" that I don't meet the standards set by most people. They can only accept and like the existence of "thin people".

They ridiculously draw a frame, treating a person as an object, and those who can perfectly follow the frame will be greatly appreciated. If it is not as the framework prescribes, it will be spit aside, or even humiliated and complacent.

The girl didn't understand that she just existed in her own way, in her own appearance, and in her own figure, but it was different from what everyone believed, and it was different from most people. But just because of this, girls are ostracized and subjected to some cruel treatment.

Who is wrong with this? Is it a girl? Or are they the ones who don't accept girls being different?

If, it is those individuals who are wrong. But sadly, it was the girls who were hurt, and they were still so happy and happy.

If, it's the girl who is wrong. Then the girl has to become what those people look like, and become a "skinny girl" that they can accept and recognize.

The girl was reluctant to do this, and there was no reason to do so.

It sounds so unfair, so ridiculous.

But in the end, the girl still became what those people looked like, from a so-called "fat girl" to a "thin girl" who could finally be accepted. During this period, the girl lost a lot of things little by little, and the girl even left her former self, sadly, the girl often misses her past self, but she can't remember what her past self was like.

However, the girl had to change.

When the girl went to high school, the girl thought that everything would get better, after all, everyone was older and older, and the situation might not be so bad.

But the girl was still crushed, and the girl was hit one after another, and the girl silently endured the hurt attacks of those bullet-like words and actions.

The girl felt that she was about to lose her support, and she felt that she was walking barefoot on a very dark and cold road, a long road that would never end.

The girl is already so desperate.