The three years of high school were a girl's worst nightmare. Every word the girl heard pierced the tip of the girl's heart like a sharp blade, and almost everyone the girl saw had a disgusting look in her eyes.

The girl did not dare to look up at them, did not dare to listen to them carefully.

In the past three years, the girl was afraid of getting in the way and offending them, and the girl did not dare to raise her head, dare not speak, dare not gasp, and did not dare to stretch her body recklessly.

The girl just wants to shrink herself up until no one can see it and disappear. The girl's day was so hard that she even felt like the sky was about to fall. Otherwise, why is the world that the girl sees is gray and colorless, and every step the girl takes is so heavy, even breathing is difficult. The girl felt that she was bound by something invisible, heavy, that was pressing the girl all the time, and she was out of breath.

The girl unconsciously changes herself, she becomes detached, cautious, sensitive and suspicious.

These changes have become a thin wall, and they are doing their best to protect the girl from harm, but at the same time, the girl has no smile, no confidence, and no hope.

Under this subtle influence, the girl has become an extremely inferior person, and it is the feeling of inferiority to the bottom.

Girls feel that they are the worst people, and it is not enough for people to look at each other squarely, and everyone will dislike and reject them. She couldn't look at the people around her in the open. Even if you simply go out, the girl can't do it, and the girl is afraid to see passers-by.

As long as she sees too many people gathered together, the girl always wants to escape, even if the girl gives herself enough mental construction before going out, but as long as she goes out, as long as she sees so many people. The walls that have been built in the heart will always crumble.

As soon as a girl sees a lot of people staying together, she panics, she feels irritable, she gets restless. The girl thinks that she is out of place, that she is excluded, and that the girl is reluctant to come into contact with so many people, so she has to hide from them.

In fact, the girl doesn't want to look at others or herself like this, but the girl can't control herself to think like this. It is such a strong sense of inferiority that flows in the blood of the girl's body, and such an inferiority complex is deep in the bone marrow and indelible, until the girl becomes a "thin girl".

The girl feels that everything she does is wrong, that is, even her own existence is a mistake.

Even a good walk can be annoying, and among the many events that happened in high school, there is one thing that the girl remembers the most. The girl remembers this incident very well, and of course, this is one of the events that caused the girl's current tragedy.

It was a summer afternoon when the sun was shining, and the girl finished her lunch and walked alone on the playground track in the schoolyard. It was very hot, the girl was sweating a lot, and she also had to aggravate her breathing.

At that time, there was a tall, thin boy walking across from the girl, and the boy's eyes were not friendly at first, but the kind of disgusted disdain. Just when the boy was very close to the girl, the girl clearly saw that the boy rolled his eyes at herself without concealment. What's even more excessive is that when the boy approached the girl and passed by the girl, the girl clearly heard the boy's disdainful "hum" from the nostrils. The sound is not loud, just the volume that the girl can hear.

This made the girl stunned for a moment, and she did not dare to move, and when she turned around, the boy was already far away. The girl watched the boy walk past the vanished place and watched for a long time.

The girl didn't understand what was going on, so she looked around, but there was no one around, and the other people on the runway were still a long way away from the girl.

The girl stood alone like a fool, stiffening in place. It was hot, but the girl didn't feel the slightest bit of temperature. The girl felt that she was cold from the soles of her feet to the palms of her hands, and even her sweat was cold.

The girl felt very aggrieved, very uncomfortable, and her heart swelled with discomfort. The girl clenched her fists and pinched her palms with her fingernails. The girl wanted to hide her sadness with this pain.

After this happened, the girl thought about it alone for a long time. For a long time after that, the girl couldn't sleep, and she wondered why even people who had never met before had to scoff at herself, whether she had seen the boy before, and whether she had done something to hinder him.

The girl even wondered if she was too sensitive, maybe it was just a coincidence, it was just that she was overthinking.

However, even if the girl comforted herself in this way, it would be useless and useless.

It was the girl who gave herself the death penalty, no matter how much she deceived herself, the girl clearly understood that the boy was mocking herself.

Since then, the girl has become more sensitive, and the big and small things that happened in the future have also stabbed the girl more severely.