The familiar face was close at hand, but it seemed like she hadn't seen him well for a long time.

They miss too much and waste too much time.

"All these years," Mu Shihuan was in a trance for a short moment, and she whispered, "I let myself be in a resentment and couldn't get out, and I refused to let myself go, and you are the same, aren't you?" ”

The hand couldn't help but caress his face, and the tip of her nose was a lot sore: "I torture myself, and so do you, can we continue to live like this?" ”

Li Jingyan grabbed her hand tightly, his throat was extremely obscure, and his voice was extremely hoarse: "I want you to forget the past and be happy." ”

Maybe it's hard, but he's been trying.

Mu Shihuan's tears suddenly fell again, and his voice kept trembling: "I know, I know......"

She knew it, but she didn't want to admit it and didn't want to face it.

The warm fingertips covered her face again, wiping her tears lightly, and she couldn't help but grab his hand too.

Even if there are not a thousand words, at this moment, the two people who try to untie the knot and face each other again understand that only by letting go of themselves can they face the present and the future with the best attitude.

Even if they don't say it, they understand it.

"In the future......" Mu Shihuan looked at him with teary eyes, and his unconsciously softened tone seemed to be coquettish back to the past, "You have to compensate me and treat me better." ”

Li Jingyan smiled, and his voice trembled faintly: "Okay." ”

Tears were unbridled, and Mu Shihuan stared at his eyes: "Love me more than before." ”

"Okay."

The tip of my heart was sour and warm, and from the second I cried tonight to now, the only remaining heaviness that pressed on my heart finally disappeared.

"You can't just make amends, you love me." She continued.

"I know," grabbed her hand and kissed her palm, and there were faint tears in Li Jingyan's eyes, "I will love you more than before, and love you with all my heart and soul." ”

The emotions in his chest were turbulent, and Mu Shihuan's voice seemed to be hoarse: "No matter what happens in the future, you can't hide anything from me, no matter how big or small." ”

"I promise you," Li Jingyan responded, reassuring her and even more promised, "I won't lie to you, I won't hide it from you, anything, any situation." ”

His eyes were filled with joy and tenderness that had been lost.

Mu Shihuan caught that a heart gradually became soft, she held his hand tightly, and said another regret and resentment between them: "The child ......"

Before the words could be fully spoken, she could clearly feel his body stiffen.

She still held his hand: "I blamed you, but I also blamed myself, at that time...... I'm not mentally and physically fit to have children, he doesn't have a relationship with us. ”

Li Jingyan's eyes turned red all of a sudden.

"It's my fault," he looked at her, his voice hoarse beyond words, "the child won't blame you, he feels sorry for you as a mother, and ...... in the future He will also come back to us, when the time is right. ”

She knows, she knows......

Listening to his words, the sourness was strong, and Mu Shihuan couldn't help but shed tears: "I know, but you have to promise me that you will wait for him to come back like me." ”

The knot between them needs to be untied, hers, his, and them together.

"Okay," Li Jingyan promised her, "listen to you." ”

The front of him suddenly became hazy, and the heavy piece in his heart was much lighter, Mu Shihuan knew that they would not forget him, they would remember him together.

"Don't cry," Seeing that her tears seemed to be bursting again, Li Jingyan leaned over and couldn't help kissing the corners of her eyes, coaxing her in a more gentle tone, "Eyes will be uncomfortable." ”

But it seems that it's okay to be inconsolated, and as soon as you are comforted, that emotion can't be controlled.

Tears slipped down drop by drop, blurred in front of her eyes, Mu Shihuan cried uncontrollably, the same feeling in her heart, Li Jingyan restrained, kissed her face again, and gently kissed away all her tears one by one.

"Don't cry." He coaxed.

Mu Shihuan wanted to nod her head, but the remaining emotions needed to be vented too much, and she did not restrain herself, but chose to indulge herself.

Li Jingyan understood her, and didn't stop her anymore, just stayed by her side and coaxed her to comfort her, until she was tired of crying and had no more tears.

"I'll go get a towel." He coaxed her to say, go and return, and he rubbed her as gently and delicately as before.

Mu Shihuan looked at him for a moment, and he didn't want to look away at this moment, even if it was just an inch.

Li Jingyan felt it.

After wiping it, the towel was put back in its place, he held her hand again, put his arm around her, leaned over and kissed her eyebrows, nothing to do, just wanted to kiss her.

After kissing his eyebrows, he didn't go deeper, and wanted to get up a little apart, but his eyes were unexpectedly glued to her.

"Sleep, I'll stay with you, don't go." His heart was softer than ever.

Mu Shihuan nodded and looked at him: "Okay." ”

After a few moments, she closed her eyes again, and slowly, her breathing became steady and long.

Li Jingyan always maintained the posture of hugging her, not wanting to let go, and even more reluctant.

His mind hadn't completely calmed down, and he understood what she meant, but his sadness over the years had been caused by him after all, and he didn't want to let himself go so easily.

But she is willing to take another step towards him, but it is the greatest salvation for him.

None of them can do without the other.

A lot of images flashed through my mind, sometimes chaotic and sometimes sober, and eventually all of them became the person in my arms.

Shi Huan ......" He lowered his head and kissed her eyebrows again, slowly and gently, kissed the tip of her nose, kissed her cheek, and finally landed on the corner of her lips, restrained and gently tossed and turned.

"I love you." A low, faint voice fell on the quiet bedroom.

I don't know how long it took, a faint vibration sound came into her ears, afraid of waking her up, Li Jingyan put her down temporarily, and left the bedroom lightly to find the mobile phone that made the sound.

It was his, it was the minister who turned on the phone.

He answered: "What's the matter, little minister." ”

Xiao Chen opened his mouth and asked, "Dad, is Mom asleep?" I called my mom first, but she didn't answer. ”

Li Jingyan subconsciously glanced at the closed door and lowered his voice: "Well, mom is tired and has already slept, is there something wrong?" ”

"It's okay," Xiao Chen shook his head, "I want to say good night to my parents, since my mother is asleep, Dad, don't wake her up, let my mother sleep." ”

"Okay."

The father and son chatted for a while, and at the end of the day, Xiao Chen suddenly said, "Dad." ”

"Huh?"

"Come on!" Putting on a cheering posture, although Dad couldn't see it, Xiao Chen still cheered enthusiastically, "You have to come on, don't give up easily." ”

Li Jingyan's heart warmed: "Dad knows, thank you, Xiaochen." ”

"Good night to that dad."

"Good night."

After hanging up the phone, Li Jingyan went to another room and took out his change of clothes quickly

took a shower, and then went back to the bedroom and hugged the sleeping Mu Shihuan again.

Mu Shihuan slept very deeply this night, as if it was the only time in the past few years that she slept so deeply and so peacefully, and she could clearly feel the familiar breath beside her in her sleep.

Surround her, give her peace of mind, peace of mind that has been lost for a long time.

She knew that it was Li Jingyan.

……

The next day.

When Mu Shihuan woke up consciously, she subconsciously wanted to touch her phone to see what time it was, and when she moved, she was reflexively grabbed tightly, and she slowly opened her eyes and raised her eyes.

I saw the man sleeping beside her, his chin buried in her neck, holding her with both hands, and holding her tightly with one hand, in an extremely intimate gesture.

He hadn't woken up yet.

It's been a long, long time since they've been so close.

Mu Shihuan was in a trance, and when she came back to her senses, she realized that her other hand, which was still free, was raised, and her fingertips were about to touch his face.

She paused, her fingers curling up subconsciously.

Somehow, at this moment, she actually had a familiar and unfamiliar tension, as if ...... I really want to be the same as the first time he was intimate when he was undercover.

Her heart was beating fast, the kind that was completely out of her control, and she swallowed, her eyes falling on his face and reluctant to look away.

After a while, her curled fingers let go, and slowly, her fingers moved closer to his face little by little.

Finally, it happened.

Her fingers quivered, and then, as if instinctively, her fingers began to move slowly along his outline.

From the bottom up, caress his eyebrows, and finally down to his lips.

Breathing unconsciously held her breath, she looked at it for a long time, her fingertips were inexplicably hot, and she wanted to take it back.

Fingers are caught, and the scorching temperature spreads.

Mu Shihuan's heartbeat leaked directly, she was stunned, forgot to breathe, just looked at him without blinking, and when she reacted and wanted to escape, her palm was pressed against his face.

He grabbed her, caressed his face, and the silent warmth flowed.

"Early." She heard his husky voice, which was characteristic of the early morning, magnetic and sexy.

A blurry picture suddenly crossed in his mind, like a scene from the past, coming towards her with familiarity, Mu Shihuan looked at him, and finally did not run away.

"Early." She also said.

The four eyes were facing each other, and his eyes were extremely hot, and the affection was lingering, as before, and more affectionate than before.

Without waiting for her to do anything, his hand suddenly took her to continue what she had just done, redrawing along his outline.

The movement seemed to be deliberately slow, breeding an indescribable tingling feeling, Mu Shihuan's heart and fingertips couldn't stop trembling, and he wanted to take it back inexplicably, but he held it firmly.

Suddenly, the action stopped.

She breathed a sigh of relief, but in the next second, a heart directly raised to her throat, and her breathing was also stagnant.

- He kissed her fingertips.

The shivering sensation instantly invaded her skin along her fingertips, and then spread to her limbs, causing her to freeze, though she couldn't tell why it was happening.

She blinked.

And in the next second, suddenly the shadow fell, and the handsome face slowly approached.

Mu Shihuan's breathing stagnated again, and his heartbeat became wild.

It was then that the warm thin lips covered hers.