Chapter X

No one in the palace can shake her position. He spoiled her, and the queen mother spoiled her. Only the Empress Dowager was a little dissatisfied with her being so favored. When the emperor was clamoring to make her queen. The Empress Dowager was furious. sent her to the Chengqian Palace, which had been deserted for many years.

How could he and she not understand what the Empress Dowager meant. The last master of the Chengqian Palace. Isn't it the famous Concubine Dong E. This means that she is not allowed to be pampered. Don't be the second concubine of the 'chaos' king.

The proud emperor was extremely unhappy with this. She smiled and kept the overgrown Chengqian Palace in good order. He also comforted him: "There is an inextricable connection between the harem and the court. Cousin, don't spoil me. It's enough for you to have me in your heart. It's better to have even the rain and dew."

He doesn't want to. But she said, "Just so that I can be ungrounded sooner. Just think it's for me. Cousin. You better listen to the imperial grandmother. She's all for your good."

She's sensible. It became a wound in his heart. He had to maneuver around the harem. The rain and dew are all wet. Wait until she's ungrounded. The joy of his heart overflowed.

Finally. She is expecting. He suddenly understood why the former emperor would say something like "this is my first son". Isn't it? The beloved 'daughter' is finally pregnant with her own child. Such joy. Far from being comparable to when the queen gave birth to the crown prince, or when other 'females' gave birth to their first child.

But he was finally able to stabilize at this time. I don't want to hurt her for my own momentary 'selfishness'. He pretended to be calm and rewarded her. But in my heart I was happily waiting for the birth of my child.

She had terrible morning sickness. Let him be distressed. But she always looked up and smiled at him, and said, "This child will be lively in the future. Don't worry, cousin."

She was always there to comfort him. I think about him all the time. He hugged his wife, whose belly was getting bulging more and more in his arms. Gently 'kissed' the face that was a little spotted because of pregnancy: "Our child. Must be the best kid."

But the heavens did not grant people's wishes. The child is not born healthy. He couldn't bear to watch her heart break. Put the children of the Uyashi. The fourth son, Yinzhen, was passed on to her. Let her raise.

Their little princess left anyway. No matter what the Imperial Doctor has tried to do. None of them were able to keep the child. His heart will break. He and her baby were gone......

And she's grieving. But he also reassured: "We will still have children. Cousin......"

How many years have passed. She still calls him cousin. By her side. He's just an ordinary husband.

There is no little princess. Anyway, there is Yinzhen. He is smart, sensible and well-behaved. It made her feel a lot better. She poured all her maternal love into Yinzhen's body. He watched them get along with mother and son. My heart is warm and hurt. What a mother she was. Better than Empress Hyo Hye Jang to him.

If their children are still there. How beautiful and happy it should all be.

It's just that everything is already so. He also had to accept the cruel truth. The child will still have it. He said to himself.

Chengqian Palace became the only home in his heart. Here is his wife. and his son. Every time you walk here. They are like an ordinary family of three. Talk about it. Harmony between husband and wife. Father's kindness and son's filial piety.

I lived happily ever after......

It seems that the future days will be happy forever......

But the future is often more cruel than imagined.

She's sick. Day by day heavier.

He was so afraid he wouldn't be able to keep her. Every day and Yinzhen guarding her can't seem to make him feel at ease.

Twenty-eight years of Kangxi. Her health is getting worse and worse. He finally made her queen. He took her in his arms. Said softly: "Yi'er. Don't leave me. Please......"

She smiled. The dimples still seem to be filled with sweet and intoxicating wine. Now drink it in his mouth; But there is a lot more bitterness.

"Cousin. Don't be sad. Next. I'm still married to you. Also be your wife......"

Yin Zhen crouched on the side of the 'bed': "The emperor's mother......"

She reached out and patted the child's head: "Zhen'er. Next. I'll still be your mother, okay?"

Yin Zhen took her hand: "Huang Eniang. Next. Would you like to be my mother-in-law?"

She nodded. smiled lovingly and serenely: "Cousin. Zhen'er is our child. Next. Or our children. Cousin. I'm leaving. Don't cry......"

She just hung her hand. I closed those big eyes that seemed to be pouting at the starry sky. His wife. The only love of his heart. And so it went in his arms......

He burst into tears. The grief in my heart is far greater than the pain when I lost my father and mother. She is his wife. It's his lover. is his only love. And even more so for so many years. His greatest consolation...... His only home......

None of her. He's finally just a loner. I can only stand alone in the highest place under heaven. He has a country but no lover......

Is there anything more painful for him. No. Nothing could be more painful......

Because no amount of joy is truly shared. No amount of sadness or boredom can be truly comforted.

The world is big. For the first time, he felt so lonely. So sad......

Holding back the grief. He personally buried her. One last 'kiss' on her forehead: "Wait for me. Yi'er. You wait for me...... We were born and slept together. Dead with coffins. In the next life, you have to be a husband and wife. Afterlife. We're going to have many, many children......"

Back to the palace. Everything seemed too bleak and too impatient for him.

The well-behaved son Yinzhen constantly reminds him of the happy home he once had. He never wanted to see him again. Day by day. More and more lonely in this house. The more he looks at Yinzhen, the more he hates it.

Yes. He loathed him. Although knowing this, Yi'er will definitely be unhappy. But he couldn't. He couldn't treat him well anymore. He knew what kind of pain his willful behavior would cause to the child's heart. The mother who loved him went. Amma, who had been loving, suddenly began to dislike him. And the biological Eniang Wu Yashi already has a young son. Fourteenth son Yinzhen. I don't care about him anymore.

But he just can't treat him well.

In the end, I could only alienate him......

It's not that Empress Hyo Hye Chang didn't persuade him. But he wouldn't listen. Yi'er is gone. It was as if his heart had suddenly changed into a different person......

But no one can say much comforting. It seems that everything seems too pale.

He just treats his children so willfully. The heart is full of eyes and only the court is left. All that remains is the complicated, heavy politics.

More than ten years have passed in a hurry. He took over the royal guard from his grandmother. When I learned that Huang Ama was still alive. There was also a hint of joy in my heart. But in the end, it couldn't warm his heart, which became colder and colder after losing Yi'er.

Forty-six years of Kangxi. When he was going out with his sons out of the fortress. Suddenly, I received a letter from the emperor. He said there was a 'girl'. It will come from the Dorunnaur in a few hundred years. She will be by his side. Spend her life guarding the Qing Dynasty......

Actually, I didn't care too much about it. But when I really saw the 'girl' lying by the lake. Really see her face when you can. The 'intertwined' feelings in his heart made him not know how to say it.

He sat on the edge of the bed and watched the girl's sleeping face for a long time. She looks like Yi'er. It's really like. He couldn't help but think. If only he and Yi'er's children could grow up. Isn't that what it looks like?

He was so excited that he didn't know what to do. Wait until the child wakes up. How the hell should I talk to this kid. What to do with her.

Just looked at her quietly. He almost burst into tears. I kept saying in my heart: Yi'er. Is this what you sent to my child? Is it our child. Can I treat her like my daughter? Will she be as smart and well-behaved as our children.

A hundred turns in his heart. In the end, I can only tell her in my heart.

Wait until the kid actually opens those eyes.' The waves' light flowed like a brilliant eye that engulfed the entire starry sky, and his heart was softened at once. Eyes like hers. The same eyes as her......

There was only one sentence left in his heart.

He smiled and talked to the girl. Marvel at her intelligence. Rejoice in her clarity and dexterity like her.

He took her out. As if he can't wait to show off all he has to others. He also knew that this was somewhat reckless. After all, the identity of this child has not yet been decided. But he couldn't help it. He couldn't help it......

She rode a horse with a heroic appearance. He watched. I said in my heart: Yi'er. Our children. If you grow up. It must be like this for horseback riding on the steppe.

She tilted her head and blinked her big eyes and told him those Zen-like truths. He listened with a smile. Look at her sly smile. I said in my heart: Yi'er. Our children. If you grow up. It must be so smart.

She passed out. He kept crying and shouting "Daddy" in his sleep. As if the "Daddy" in the child's mouth was really calling him.

He guarded her. He wanted the best 'medicine' from the imperial doctor, and the imperial doctor's diagnosis and treatment grabbed his heart even more. This child was born with a heart disease. Oh, my God. He lost her 'daughter'. Isn't it the last person who was born with a heart disease and died?

Could this be the arrangement of the heavens? So that he can finally have the opportunity to pour the fatherly love that he failed to give into this child.

He arranged for her to be the most noble birth of a 'woman'. Borzigit's little Gege. Accompany the king. A momentary favor is better than any prince or queen in the palace, and no one in this palace doubts his thoughts about this child. Except for the Queen Mother. No one believed him to her. Just an ordinary father. Treat the thoughts of your most beloved little 'girl'.

It was as if he suddenly had a home. For a moment he really thought that he had regained his and her 'daughter'. She's so smart. So well-behaved. Such filial piety.

She looks so much like her......

What Concubine Yi did to her. Makes him angry. But she kept comforting him. The expression, the tone. It's more like Yi'er back then. He listened to her. I didn't punish Concubine Yi. But in the end, I haven't been to Zhuang Yiyuan for a long time.

The Dark Guard was 'handed' into her hands. She began to get tired. Circles under the eyes start to turn blue. He was distressed. But he also smiled in his heart and said to her: Yi'er. You see. Our children. So smart. So beautiful. So capable~

She is very nice to everyone around her. It's good for everyone.

Especially for his most beloved son nowadays. His little eighteen: Yinxuan.

Sometimes he looked at the two siblings. I can't help but think: If Yi'er didn't leave. Will they have another child. Could it be that it is like this, two sisters and brothers. Laughing innocently and wantonly. Make people happy.

But he's no longer the same person he used to be. Over the years, his selfishness has become heavier and heavier. He became a man who could poison his children in order to protect his position as prince.

Really did that when I did. It's not like there's no 'wave' in my heart. His affection for the child was genuine. He's gone. His sadness is also real.

It was as if she had lost her soul. His heart tugged. He asked himself: Do this. Will Yi'er forgive herself.

Just thought so. But she was suddenly injured. Look at the hideous, bloody wound on her arm. He couldn't help but be frightened: if she couldn't dodge. If that knife didn't just stab the arm. Wouldn't he be going to lose his and her daughters again?

Long Yan was furious. He must find out who dared to do this to his child.

Even if that person is the crown prince. He didn't want to indulge him anymore this time. The Abolished Prince. This impulsive decision. Think about it later. It's not without its benefits.

But I didn't expect it. The kid went his own way and found out the truth of the matter.

Watch her cry in front of herself. He was angry and distressed. The moment the child fell. He was in a hurry. While watching the imperial doctor's diagnosis and treatment. He repented in his heart: Yi'er. I was wrong. Please. Bless our children.

Wait until the boy wakes up. He found out that she seemed to be stupid. Heartache. He couldn't help but worry if she was pretending.

Wait until it's certain that her case is true. He was a little relieved. At least. That secret doesn't have to be revealed.

But after that. Watch the kid do it day in and day out. He's still sad after all......

A year later. He took her up to Mount Wutai. Wait until she really comes to her senses. He rejoiced. But I'm worried again. If she comes back later. Tell the inside story of the matter. What should he do. If she hadn't forgotten. It's just pretending.

Thereupon. sent henchmen to tempt. But I didn't expect that the people sent to shoot were all killer moves. The boy hurried back to the palace with the wounded thirteen sons. All the guards have been killed.

He was a little frightened. I don't understand how it could be like this. When I saw the child's miserable little white face covered with tears. He was so distressed that he couldn't do it. The kid was wounded. Although the injury is not serious. But the moon-white garment was stained with the blood of unknown people. The piercing red was like a sharp needle stinging his heart as a father.

Watch the boy leave the palace. His instincts as an emperor, or even just as a selfish man, came out again. He began to 'drugged' the child, but only a small amount of five stones. He just didn't want her to be reminded of the secrets that he didn't want to be known.