Volume 2 Chapter 93 Gu Yun's closeness
Gu Yun looked at Nan Nan, his tone was gentle, his demeanor was calm, and there was a little worry mixed with it. Xu is because Nan Nan gave Gu Yun a step down, and Gu Yun seems to have a better impression of Nan Nan. She looked at Nan Nan, her expression was not a little defensive, and she came in a rather relaxed posture. It seems that Gu Yun already regards Nan Nan as his own family, as if he is a friend. This is also in response to Gu Yun's character since childhood, as long as she treats her better, she will treat her even better. After Gu Yun's accident, she restrained herself a lot, but she thought that Nan Nan was a special existence. At least, that's what she's doing. Therefore, Gu Yun will never reserve Nannan's treatment, she wants her to go quite well, she is really, really happy with Nannan.
And Nan Nan saw Gu Yun's frank and intimate appearance, she was puzzled in her heart, she didn't know Gu Yun's personality, so naturally she couldn't understand why Gu Yun showed such a good impression with herself. And go, Nan Nan herself is a little unaccustomed, Gu Yun's favor is too explicit, Nan Nan is difficult to adapt, she is still more accustomed to keeping a safe distance from people she doesn't know, she really can't accept the same, strangers have any close contact, not to mention, it is Gu Yun's naked feelings exposed. Whether it's good or bad, Nan Nan will always want to retreat, want to escape, and feel at a loss for a while.
Gu Yun is not a special existence for Nan Nan, she is just an ordinary person that Nan Nan has come into contact with, except that she has been injured and has scars on her face. The rest is exactly the same as most people. Nan Nan doesn't have too many special feelings for Gu Yun, she is not He Qin, not Qi Yang, and not Bai Jasmine. It was difficult for Nan Nan to have any reciprocal attitude towards her closeness, she was just a very ordinary existence to Nan Nan, like a stranger.
is very cruel, Nan Nan is of great significance to Gu Yun, but Gu Yun is just an insignificant existence for Nan Nan. It's unfair, and it's a brutal inequality. However, Nan Nan had no choice, she couldn't accept a stranger's favor very quickly. She is too repulsive to people and the outside world, she resists a situation from which she can't extricate herself, she is unwilling to accept it, and it is impossible to integrate. Nan Nan has a wary attitude towards everyone on the outside, and she does not allow others to get close to her safety at a distance. Otherwise, she will run and she will have a feeling of being forced to be threatened.
For Gu Yun, Nan Nan has such an attitude, and there is no special connection between her and Gu Yun. Therefore, even if Nan Nan didn't say it, but in her own heart, she knew very well that she couldn't relax and let herself get close to Gu Yun, let alone say that she wanted to accept her. This is a fact that Nan Nan can't change, although she also has a feeling of guilt for Gu Yun because of this, but it is limited to that. At least, for now, that's all it can be.
Therefore, when Gu Yun looked at Nan Nan with such concern, he asked Nan Nan softly. Nan Nan just took a small step back quietly without feeling it, but her movements were not so obvious, she moved over little by little, and Gu Yun naturally didn't notice anything. Besides, Nan Nan only took a small step back, and he couldn't even reach a single step. This is also Nannan's subconscious move, her body always has to react faster than her brain.
Nan Nan originally wanted to look at Gu Yun in the same way, but she knew that she was deliberately avoiding her. In this way, Nan Nan felt a trace of apology from the bottom of her heart, not to mention that under Gu Yun's caring expression, she couldn't hide her friendly expression. Nan Nan only felt more ashamed, feeling a little guilty for not being able to show favor in the same way. Fortunately, these emotions are not very strong. After all, Nan Nan herself knows that this is a helpless thing, and it is not something that can be easily changed by herself. This is also the protective shell that Nan Nan has prepared for herself for so long, she has been carrying this hard shell for too long, how can she say that she will put it down. This is the result of a kind of persecution that the outside world has brought to her, and Nan Nan did this just to avoid being hurt by it again.
However, because Gu Yun treated her very well, although it was just a gesture of kindness and friendliness. However, for Nannan, it is already excellent. She should apologize for this, Nan Nan is ashamed of Gu Yun, so she naturally refuses to look at her directly. So, after looking at Gu Yun for a second, Nan Nan hurriedly lowered her eyes. Nan Nan's movements didn't dare to be very big, she was afraid that Gu Yun would see some clues, so she had to do it quietly. Nan Nan half-covered and half-covered her eyes, and a pair of eyelids were half-drooping. It is very ingenious, not only to avoid a direct gaze from Gu Yun, but also not to be discovered by him to be deliberate.
"I'm fine, I'm fine." After that, Nan Nan replied like this, and as she spoke, she also tapped her head heavily. It seemed to prove that he was indeed safe and sound, and he repeated this sentence tirelessly, for fear that Gu Yun would have some doubts. Nan Nan also took advantage of this response to nod her head, and she didn't disguise it and didn't face Gu Yun head-on.
"You're fine, come, give me the cup." Gu Yun didn't see that Nan Nan deliberately avoided her, of course she didn't care much, and she didn't take it seriously. After listening to Nannan's reply, she just put her mind at ease. Nothing else. She is not sensitive enough to be as sensitive as Nan Nan and Bai Jasmine, she can easily sense any psychological changes in others, of course, Gu Yun does not need such sharp awareness ability at all. She listened to Nan Nan say that she was fine, so she believed it, and she wouldn't find that Nan Nan didn't have any line of sight contact with her. Gu Yun is just such a frank and unrestrained attitude, she has never had any doubts about the person she likes, she believes it, and she does not have any concerns. Just be good to her, and won't give yourself any chance to keep it.
Nan Nan listened to Gu Yun's words, and this was the empty water cup that she had drunk all the water in her hands, and what she was holding in her hands. His hands were tightly surrounding it, and he was pinching it to death. When Nan Nan came back to her senses and wanted to put the cup back on the wooden table. Gu Yun stretched out his hand first.
It was Gu Yun's right hand, and she was now maintaining a grasping posture, with her four fingers together, but separate from her thumb. The thumbs are stretched outwards and naturally separated. The remaining fingers are slightly bent, a kind of recessed into the palm, and the first half of the finger joints are naturally grasped. But the amplitude is not large, and the natural angle is also very small.
However, Nan Nan unexpectedly found that Gu Yun's right index finger was missing half of it, that is, she only had half of her finger now. However, Gu Yun's entire hand was white and slender, and there were no burn marks on the surface of his skin. In other words, Gu Yun's missing half of her fingers are most likely unrelated to the fire she suffered.
This point was a deep surprise to Nannan. Gu Yun's hands are very good-looking, slender, and have distinct joints, if you use these hands to practice the piano, it must be extremely pleasing to the eye. But the only fly in the ointment is that she is missing a finger. Gu Yun's entire hand is very good-looking, even her fingers are pink and tender. And her nails were clean, there was no dirt in them, and her nails were trimmed cleanly. Short, not at all extra white long nails exposed. Each of her nails is in a soft shape, but in fact, the shape of her nails is very thin and small. Moreover, the fingers are also pointed, which is very delicate. But I don't know why, maybe it's because the nail meat is too full, it just looks like it's bulging, and it's very cute.
However, this is limited to the appearance of her four fingers. Gu Yun's severed index finger has no nail cover, and it looks like he doesn't even have a nail. Gu Yun's index finger was only of average length, and after separating from the middle part, Gu Yun's broken part was only surrounded by a growing flesh and skin. The knuckles of Gu Yun's index finger were in the shape of an arc, just a layer of skin and a layer of flesh. She was still the same color as the skin of her entire hand. But Gu Yun's index finger no longer has a particularly obvious protruding presence in the middle knuckle, and from a distance, it looks like it has been bent up.
I don't know if it's Nan Nan's illusion, under such an abrupt comparison, Nan Nan feels that Gu Yun's index finger is thicker than the other fingers. Moreover, not only that, in fact, Gu Yun's right hand did not look so plain at this time, on the contrary, it still looked a little dirty. These dotted stains on the skin of Gu Yun's white and tender hands were particularly obvious, particularly prominent, and they could be seen very easily without careful inspection.