Volume II, Chapter 94: Love is humble

On the back of Gu Yun's hand, there are small pieces of mud scattered everywhere, and they are not evenly distributed, a small piece here, a small piece there. The mud seems to be wet, not the kind that can be coagulated. The mud was all stained with a little water, and there was no sense of disobedience on the skin, as if it was born there and grew up there. But that's why the dirt looks so abrupt.

The color of the earth is chestnut brown, not all black, but with a hint of brown. It looks a little muddy and fresh, and this dirt doesn't seem to be ordinary dirt. At the very least, in terms of its fineness and color, it is by no means idle. The exterior of the dirt looks very shiny, and it is more or less transparent and clear. These are by no means the ordinary soils on the market that can be stored, those common, cheap, or medium-quality soils are relatively dry and cracked, and they need to be adjusted by themselves. However, the soil on the back of Gu Yun's hand looked wet, but it was not particularly wet, it was just the right amount of its moisture. It also looks like it is moist, as if it has been soaked by a small spring rain.

However, this still does not hide the fact that it is dirty. These dirt on Gu Yun's milky white skin suddenly became particularly obvious, and it was too eye-catching. Even if the part on the back of Gu Yun's hand was not stained with these mud, it was still gray. It looks extremely unclean, and some of it looks like it has been accidentally stained by ink. Even Gu Yun's nails were still a little dizzy, and on the nail cover, the smearing was not even, but it also had a unique flavor. The color of the soil on Gu Yun's fingernails looked a little indifferent, misty, just like the gentle, thin layer of mosquito net gauze. It's weird and chic, but it's similar to the nail dye. But Gu Yun's nails were clean instead, perhaps because she cut her nails very short. The filth of the dirt can't penetrate it.

When Nan Nan saw Gu Yun's slender jade hand, she couldn't help but feel a little puzzled. One is because of the dirt on her hands. However, this is by no means difficult to explain, Nan Nan guessed that maybe it was Gu Yun who was fiddling with some flowers and plants in the flower library, and naturally it was inevitable that he would be contaminated with some mud. The second is Gu Yun's half-cut index finger. Nan Nan has always been puzzled by it, and she can be sure that Gu Yun's missing half of her finger definitely has nothing to do with the fire. Otherwise, Gu Yun's hands would not still be so fair and delicate, most likely with some scars. And even if it was caused by a fire, it shouldn't be as simple as breaking a finger. If it weren't for the unrecognizable, it would have been a few fingers destroyed.

But none of these doubts were shown on her face, but in her eyes. I don't want to hurt Gu Yun, and I can't make her feel embarrassed and embarrassed. Moreover, it is always impolite to expose people's scars in this way, and it seems to be very uneducated and uncharactered, which naturally becomes another aspect of Nannan's inaction. In the end, Nan Nan just handed the water cup in her hand to Gu Yun calmly, and there was no particularly obvious and special expression on her face. It's like you can't see anything, and you don't care about anything.

After Nan Nan returned the water cup to Gu Yun, while Gu Yun placed the cup on the table, Nan Nan quietly raised her head. Naturally, Gu Yun couldn't see it. After Nan Nan looked up, she looked at nothing else, but through the glass door, she looked in the direction where Gu Ming was. It's not because Nan Nan wants to see Gu Ming again, it's just that she just felt a strong gaze shooting straight at her at this time. This feeling is too strong, and it is impossible not to notice it just called Nannan. Moreover, coupled with Nannan's strong sense of sharpness, she is extremely relaxed, and she can feel it very easily.

This also made Nan Nan extremely confused and uncomfortable, she has always been particularly disgusted by the feeling that others are staring at her all the time. It makes her very awkward, very unnatural, like a thorn in her back, like sitting on pins and needles. Therefore, Nan Nan took advantage of Gu Yun's inattention and looked at the location on the opposite street. Actually, there could have been no need to shy away from Gu Yun, but Nan Nan always had a feeling that Gu Yun couldn't be discovered.

However, in fact, there is not much difference. It turned out that there was only Gu Ming on the opposite street, but now, there was another figure. It's the figure of a woman, it's white jasmine.

At this moment, Bai Jasmine was standing next to Gu Ming's voice. Sure enough, the two of them looked towards the flower shop and the direction where Nan Nan was. To be precise, in fact, he just looked at Nannan. Nan Nan was naturally aware of some of these clues, but she never knew what it was. I don't know if it's because Nan Nan is too sensitive, she always has the feeling that Gu Ming and Bai Jasmine are talking about herself now. This feeling was extremely strong, and Nan Nan couldn't help but feel a kind of panic and uneasiness because of this. Nan Nan was puzzled by what the two were talking about, and whether they were really talking about themselves. Nan Nan didn't know all this, which only made her feel panicked and at a loss. She is afraid that others will talk about her behind her back, which will always make Nan Nan think of some bad experiences. It's been a long time in the past, but as soon as Nan Nan responds, she still feels vivid.

When she thinks of this, Nan Nan will feel scared and feel frightened. Even if Nan Nan knows it very well in her own heart. That's all in the past, and those people won't hurt themselves anymore, and they won't appear in front of them again. However, Nan Nan will still panic because of this. In comparison, this is the past experience that makes him feel the most frightened and shameful. They are like a thorn in Nan Nan's heart, even if it is not very deep, but they will pop up from time to time. For a while, it stabbed Nan Nan's heart, and the pain in her heart couldn't be described in any words.

And now, Nan Nan felt such a feeling again, she saw that Bai Jasmine and Gu Ming were very close, and these two people could completely touch each other as long as they turned sideways. However, so far, neither of them has crossed the line. They still kept a safe distance from each other, and Nan Nan couldn't see their faces clearly, and she didn't know if they were talking to something. Their expressions, whether they were happy or mocking, Nan Nan didn't know anything.

As a result, Nan Nan could only let her own miscellaneous thoughts go wildly, and she couldn't help but move all this towards a worse situation. It's no wonder that Nannan, after all, this is the only way for Nannan's protector = himself. It's always better to let yourself not have any hope than to end up in a more desperate situation.

However, I haven't been able to wait for Nan Nan to come up with a reason. Gu Ming and Bai Jasmine took the first step, and both of them turned around in unison. They no longer looked in the direction where Nan Nan was standing, but chose to change their positions. Now, Gu Ming and Bai Jasmine are facing Nan Nan sideways, that is to say, these two are looking at each other face to face. They seemed to be saying something, and they were motionless from each other. No one made any behavior, Bai Jasmine looked at Gu Ming with her head, and Gu Ming lowered her head and looked down at Bai Jasmine. But the wonderful thing is that the one who bows his head is because of the advantage of height, and he wants to appear taller. But in the end, it was the opposite, although Nan Nan couldn't see the expressions on the faces of these two people, she could still see some clues from the posture of these two people.

This is a great contrast, and the posture of the white jasmine represents a sense of calmness, particularly casual, and a little arrogant. But Gu Ming, he happened to be completely different. At the moment, his whole body is tense, and his whole body is stiff to the point that he can't do it, like a bamboo pole, or a telephone pole, Nan Nan is far away from Gu Ming, but he can still feel his restraint and nervousness. Moreover, not only that, Gu Ming still gave Nan Nan a very low voice, and still had a feeling of deliberately flattering. It's completely a feeling of being willing to bow down to White Jasmine and be willing to go to the soup for her.

In fact, Nan Nan felt some sadness for it, just like Gu Yun said. Gu Ming really has the feeling of a hot face sticking to a cold ass, which can be known from the previous conversation between Gu Ming and Gu Yun. Although it is not particularly clear that Gu Ming is here, it may indeed be selfish, and it is also very affectionate. However, it cannot be denied that Gu Ming is very fond of white jasmine, which is an understandable fact. Moreover, it is still impossible to refute it. However, this also just proves that Gu Ming is extremely humble in love. Even, it's like a drunken madness of love. Gu Ming's love is very low, although she has paid a lot, she still can't do it, and she is not accepted by Bai Jasmine. Gu Ming's love is simply more humble than the dust in the desert. It's very selfless, but it won't be taken seriously, and it's quite lowly. Indeed, it is also pitiful.