Hearing the mention of her younger brother by Chang Geng in the dark night, Xiao Ai sighed in the wind, even if she escaped again, she couldn't avoid the only relative she still missed in that family.

"I know that I actually want to see him, even if I don't have contact with my parents anymore, but after all, my brother is the only person who always remembers my birthday when I was a child, so that I can still feel the love of my relatives. However, after all these years, maybe he doesn't remember me anymore. Speaking of his younger brother, a soft look resurfaced on Xiao Ai's breezy face.

"You also said that it was possible, maybe you also left a deep enough impression in his mind that he will never forget the existence of a sister."

Xiao Ai Fufeng looked at Chang Geng in surprise, this kind of uncertain words really didn't look like his style, but she only saw his serious eyes, which made her can't help but start talking about the little boy in her memory.

"My brother is a very simple child, with the energy and curiosity that should be expected at that age, and the more his parents don't want him to be near me, the more he comes to talk to me when he has the opportunity. At that time, I didn't like to talk anymore, but he asked one question after another, and I occasionally chose a few answers that I was willing to say when I was in the mood. Even if he chats, he says a lot, and I occasionally respond, but he doesn't feel bored. ”

Xiao Ai Fufeng recalled her brother's appearance, if she wanted to say how much she loved this younger brother, she couldn't say it, and her attitude towards him was not very friendly, most of the time she was cold and indifferent, but it was undeniable that the appearance of her younger brother could always bring her a ray of light to her boring and lonely life.

Perhaps, it wasn't until she was dying that Ai Mo realized how much she valued this loved one and how much she wanted to hear him call her sister before leaving this world.

"How old was he then?" Today's night Chang Geng seems to be particularly talkative, and he is also exceptionally gentle, so he asked along with Xiao Ai's words.

"I didn't have a younger brother until I was 10 years old, but I started living in school when I was in junior high school, and I didn't see him much, but he was like he was born knowing that I was his sister. And because he was young and not sensible, my parents just asked me to try to rationalize him, but they didn't organize him to take the initiative to approach me. In fact, he is very smart, and when he grows up, he will know that his parents treat me differently than he treats. His parents were very kind to him, and he naturally couldn't disobey them, and although he sometimes distanced himself from me in front of his family and relatives, he never forgot my birthday. ”

Xiao Ai had a happy look on her face, it was a kind of satisfaction of being loved, and she continued: "At first, he didn't have pocket money, so he would make some small things for me, this flower, and make a greeting card. Later, when I had pocket money, I would always save it up to buy me a gift and give it to me secretly. ”

"He loves you so much." Dark Night Chang Gung Road.

Xiao Ai shook his head in the breeze.

"At his age, he may not know what love is, but his parents don't love me, he thinks he is a man, and he has to hurt his sister for his parents. But after all, there is still more love for his parents, and he will only come to talk to me when he will not be discovered by his parents and be preached, and this opportunity is becoming less and less. ”

As she spoke, Xiao Ai's smile dimmed, and if she didn't recall, maybe she would never realize that she was lost. At the beginning, in the face of his enthusiastic brother, there was the unhappiness of being chared, but now in retrospect, it is a mixture of expectation and disappointment.

"He seems to be a very lively and clever child."

Xiao Ai nodded in the breeze.

"At that time, my younger brother was still young, it was the age of playfulness, and he was full of curiosity about foreign countries, I don't know if he asked his parents privately if they took me there, but I knew that although everyone mentioned it, I must be the one who would be left behind, after all, I was already an adult, and they could let me stay in China to go to college, and they left with my younger brother. It's a pity that I didn't see the birthday gift that year, he must have prepared it, and he will prepare it in advance every year. ”

Hearing this, Dark Night Chang Geng couldn't help but sigh.

"It's not so much that you're reminiscing, it's more about nostalgic, how good he feels for you, how scared you are to reunite with him now."

The obscure night Chang Geng's hit the nail on the head, so that Xiao Ai Fufeng didn't know how to face it.

"If you don't know how to meet him, but you want to know how he is doing, it's better to take a look from a distance and then decide, Xiao Cheng should be able to help you find him."

Xiao Ai Fufeng hesitated for a moment, but still shook his head.

"I don't know how his parents explained me to him after he went abroad, maybe he always thought I was doing well, or maybe he thought I was dead. He said that he returned to China with a group of exchange students, which at least shows that his life is very good, and his parents must be very good to him because of his son. If I show up, I'm going to have to explain why I left in the first place, and there will be so many things involved. I don't want to lie to him, I might as well let him go on like this, and maybe think of me once in a while. ”

Xiao Ai was blowing the wind as if he wanted to cheer himself up, and after speaking, he looked at the dark night Chang Geng, with a resolute face.

"Well, since it's decided, don't sway, otherwise it's only you who will be sad. You can not face him, but your heart cannot escape. ”

"Escape?" Xiao Ai thought about it, originally thought that he was gradually growing up and getting rid of the past, but in the eyes of others, it was just an escape from covering his ears and stealing the bell, if he didn't face it, he would never be able to get out of the shadow of the past, and if he didn't accept the past, he would never meet An Ju's expectations.

"It's not too early, go hang the lantern." Dark Night Chang Geng looked at the bamboo lamps hanging all over the walls and courtyards and said.

"Ah, I forgot to do it!" Xiao Ai Fufeng realized at this time that the reality was attracted by the narration of Chang Geng in the dark night, and later because of the influence of his emotions, he completely forgot what he was doing today.

"This is for you, write a blessing to yourself, hang it!" In the dark night, Chang Geng handed the bamboo lamp he had just made to Xiao Ai to blow the wind.

"Give it to me, what about you?"

"It's just asking for a lottery, it doesn't matter if it's there or not. This one is more similar to you. Chang Geng handed the bamboo lamp to Xiao Ai Fufeng's hand, she picked it up and saw that it was a rabbit, the bamboo lamp was pasted with paper, and the rabbit looked chubby after being lit, and the red eyes were particularly eye-catching.

The two found a place to hang the rabbit lamp, Xiao Ai Fufeng did not go to the appraisal office, but simply hung the bamboo lamp. Looking at this simple rabbit, I suddenly regretted that I couldn't make a puppy and hang next to this rabbit.