Volume II, Chapter 80 Gu Yun

Nan Nan looked at Gu Yun like this, and her face and eyes were not exposed with too many expressions and looks. On the other hand, Nan Nan is also forcibly suppressing her inner shock and panic. Because there could be no facial changes on her face, Nan Nan originally wanted to bite her lower lip, but she gave up this idea because of this. And before, Nan Nan had been biting her tongue, and she was struggling in her heart. Even now, she was still biting, as if she had forgotten that there was such a thing. Nan Nan only reacted now, and immediately let go of her teeth and pulled her tongue out. Suddenly, Nan Nan felt a tingling pain on the tip of her tongue, and she was even paralyzed. For a moment, she was disturbed by the pain coming from her tongue, and she couldn't feel her tongue existing. The pain was bursting and bursting, as if it had been pricked by a dense needle. The slightest bit of it constantly stimulated Nannan's pain nerves, and she even had the illusion that her tongue was swollen. Nan Nan couldn't stop separating the inner wall of her mouth, and the upper and lower rows of teeth were also opened together. And the aching tongue is just that. Soon, Nan Nan not only felt a pain from her tongue, but also added a hot feeling. This move made Nan Nan's mouth and the inside of it also become hot, as if she had swallowed a fireball. The pain, the numbness, and now the heat. These feelings were all intertwined, and they collided with each of her spirits continuously. This made Nan Nan's eyes suddenly sore, and then he couldn't stop covering a layer of physiological saline. and Nannan's mouth, she couldn't help but secrete a lot of saliva. Moreover, it still seems to be mixed with a little smell of blood. For a moment, it was difficult for Nan Nan to swallow it. She just swallowed that mouthful of saliva now, even if it was only a small bit. It's all going to sting Nan's tongue nerve. So, she could only let a trace of saliva seep out of her lips. And there is no choice but to swallow the saliva in your mouth as much as possible one by one.

And Gu Yun, she didn't expect that there was a third person in the flower shop. Since Gu Ming left, Nan Nan appeared in front of Gu Yun very suddenly. At that moment, Gu Yun was also frightened. After seeing Nan Nan for the first time, Gu Yun immediately transformed from his empty eyes into a kind of consternation. Her eyes widened, her eyes were full of doubts, Nan Nan's sudden appearance was something Gu Yun had expected. Her nostrils contracted violently, but the nostril on her right side contracted much less, which made Gu Yun's action look extremely awkward and unnatural. After that, Gu Yun saw Nan Nan's lowered gaze again. She hadn't been able to figure out what Nan Nan's appearance was all about, and her brain still hadn't reacted. However, when Gu Yun saw Nan Nan's dodging behavior and expression, she couldn't help but forget all this. Gu Yun seemed to have just reacted, she immediately became panicked, and she was restrained. Immediately straightened her waist, and the leaf in the pocket of her apron, which was different from Gu Yun, fell down alone, falling next to her feet, on the ground. There was a "pop", but no one heard the sound. Whether it is Gu Yun or Nan Nan, they are all thinking about their own thoughts, and they are immersed in their own struggles. The two are different, but they are closely connected, originating from each other and finally from each other. There is an inexplicable connection between them.

After seeing Nan Nan lowering his eyes, Gu Yun's eyes instantly dimmed, and it was complicated and cloudy. At first, she looked panicked, and she stood up straight. It's like a pole. Gu Yun's hands and feet were also extremely stiff, and they all looked straight. The two arms hung down naturally, but they were close to the sides of the body, not even a thin slit was exposed, and they fit tightly. Even Gu Yun's legs are the same. Thighs against thighs, knees against knees, calves against calves, not enough spacing to be left. In addition, Gu Yun's back was straight, and her chest naturally swelled up. and Gu Yun's neck, which is stretched into the shape of a line, and the jaw line is connected to the neck into a straight line, which is extremely stiff. Gu Yun's whole body is like a sculpture, cold and meticulous, as if it has been completely portrayed, it looks so tight that it can't be tightened anymore, as if it will break and crack if you touch it.

And her eyes, in her eyes, the sense of vigilance and defensiveness is particularly strong. But, at the same time, there is a hint of sadness. In Gu Yun's eyes, a large part of the reason for self-protection actually comes from the feeling of helplessness in the deepest part of her heart, the helplessness of being isolated and helpless. What's amazing is that in fact, Gu Yun and Nannan, as well as Bai Jasmine, these three people are more or less similar. may have been about the same experience, the three of them, in the past, were all pointed at by some outsiders. Even rejection, even disgust, have suffered. It's just that the time is different, the age is not matched, and the events are different. One is because of the looks, one is because of the size, and the other is because of the background. But all of this should never have happened. Sin does not cause her, it is a natural and man-made disaster, and she is unwilling to compromise, but on the contrary, it has become a shameful thing in the mouth of some outsiders, as if to them, it is a sin, it is an obstruction, and it is disgusting for them. Therefore, these three people were insulted for no reason, forced, and humiliated without saying a word. Over time, their state of mind has undergone unprecedented and earth-shaking changes. But all of them were not voluntary, they were forced by the situation, and they had to make such a choice. However, because of this, they always maintain a nervous heart towards the outside world, but if there is anything wrong, they will choose to take up arms to protect themselves.

But this is also the biggest difference between Gu Yun and Nannan, and Bai Jasmine. Nan Nan and Bai Jasmine are both very sensitive, but they are both somewhat distorted psychologically, but whenever she encounters the unfriendly eyes and expressions of the outside world, and even her movements. Although the two girls are extremely vigilant, the first reaction they show is to turn a blind eye and hide from them. Nan Nan and Bai Jasmine's hearts are painful, and they naturally feel resentful and aggrieved, but both of them never expose it. They will hide their true feelings with an expression of nonchalant and uncaring, like a nobody, as if they didn't hear or see. They hid everything in their hearts and buried all their pain. Then, I slowly boiled up alone until I pressed into the deepest part of my heart, but I could not forget and let go. But Gu Yun is different, she is not as sensitive as Nan Nan and Bai Jasmine, she will expose everything on her face. Whether it's guarded, resistant, or resistant, she never hides it. The blow of reality did not crush her, or rather, it was she who overcame all the injustices of the outside world. Gu Yun is very strong. The most enlightened code is much stronger than Nan Nan and Bai Jasmine, she never gives in, she dares to face it. Even if she is still vulnerable, she will still be coldly looked at and attacked by the outside world, whether it is in words or deeds. Gu Yun will still be injured, and the sadness and precaution in her eyes have proved this. However, she does not bow her head, she is still making a final resistance to all this unfairness while protecting herself. With his own unwillingness, accompanied by the only stubbornness, he hit head-on.

So, now, Gu Yun looked at Nan Nan, and she thought that Nan Nan was also like some people. If she was just surprised and scared, Gu Yun could understand that she didn't force everyone to accept her appearance calmly, it was impossible. But if there was any disdain on Nan Nan's face, Gu Yun would not understand, and she would not be generously tolerant. She made her body on the defensive. Naturally, it is also a potentially hostile posture. Gu Yun sank his heart, calming himself down, keeping himself awake, so that he was fully prepared to accept any situation, whether it was good or bad.

But what Gu Yun didn't expect was that Nan Nan actually looked at him again. Moreover, there was nothing in her face or eyes. Like, it's like you're just facing a very normal normal person. When Gu Yun saw it, she couldn't help but feel a little surprised in her heart, she didn't expect Nan Nan to show such a look. For a while, Gu Yun himself was at a loss for a while, and he couldn't help but be at a loss. At the same time, Gu Yun's hands and feet, including her entire body, relaxed, and she no longer felt any threat, but because of Nan Nan's expressionless appearance. Compared with those so-called contempt, in fact, what Gu Yun couldn't accept the most, and what was difficult to face was sympathy and a look of pity. It may be a kind of kindness from others, but it hurt Gu Yun's self-esteem unconsciously. However, she has always had nothing to say. To put it bluntly, if you can't lose your temper with someone who pities you, then you can only know what to do.

Gu Yun has seen a lot of people of all kinds. Of these, most of them are those who show sympathy for themselves, and half, needless to say, are those who show disgust. Gu Yun has seen a lot of these two types of people, and he also knows how to deal with them. One is to show fierceness in the face, then, naturally, he doesn't dare to bully people anymore. Generally speaking, people who base their disgust on the suffering of others are not good in mind. They are all masters who bully the soft and are afraid of the hard, and they are just picking up soft persimmons and pinching them to show their spirit. As long as they are frightened like this, those people will naturally not dare to come nonsense, and they will inevitably speculate. They would wonder where the scar on Gu Yun's face came from, for fear that they would provoke someone who should not be touched and would be retaliated against, so they immediately lowered their voices. What's more, if it's a woman, it's even more frightened and doesn't dare to be arrogant.