Deceiving the good and promoting the evil is sometimes a kind of human nature, perhaps, it is an instinct that is deeply revealed in the bones of people. Some people are fed up with other people's pointing at them in the past, but they dare not resist, maybe it is a boss, or a person of high power, or even they have their own needs. In this way, it is inevitable that we have to swallow our anger and seek satisfaction with grievances. But he was narrow-minded and refused to be alone, staying up, suffocating, and enduring. They want to vent, they want to find an outlet to relieve the resentment and depression in their hearts. But it's ridiculous that they chose other disadvantaged people to take revenge and force their grievances on the heads of others. They don't care about it, but whenever they see anyone who is weak, whether it's disabled or ugly, they don't care about it by nature, and they don't care about it because they are acquired. They were like a group of cold-blooded animals, old and sick and dying animals, but when they saw the emaciated, fragile and fragile cakes that broke at the touch of a touch, and even bloody. These disgusting things, in an instant, seemed to have gained new vitality, they became full of energy, and they grinned their teeth, and they opened their bloody mouths, revealing their mutilated fangs, but at this time they were sharp, and a trace of saliva ran down the corners of their mouths. Their eyes suddenly became fierce, obviously a second ago they were still low-eyebrowed, and they didn't dare to make a sound of wagging their tails and begging for mercy. But as soon as they turned around, they changed into a completely different and vicious appearance. Their eyes widened, and the cold light glittered inside, colder and sharper than knives. Even, their eyes were red, and they were covered with bloodshot threads, and in an instant, the whites of their eyes became bloody. Like a ghost, like a beast, like a complete madman. And they were like a mad beast, rushing straight towards the dying and powerless cakes. Knock down these weak, fragile things that are dying. Then, without hesitation, they bit the flesh of these cakes one by one, drank the blood, ate the bones, and refused to let go of even the dregs. I can't wait to swallow it all. They devoured and swallowed, and before they even had time to chew twice, they were already in their stomachs, and they were already in their stomachs. Before the cakes could moan, they were already grinding with fangs, and their lives were lost in an instant.

But in the years ago, Gu Yun, including Nan Nan and Bai Jasmine, the role they played has always been those cakes that can be slaughtered. is already a fragile and skinless image, but he still has to suffer from the guidance and cold eyes of some others. They are not at fault, it's just that some people vent their frustration in order to relieve themselves. is just to find a reason casually, wantonly to do it, overwhelming nonsense, and disdain. They felt relieved, and they shamelessly thought that they had done the most deserving thing. They don't feel that there is anything wrong with them, but they are just telling the truth, and disgust is only the most normal reaction and psychological state. It doesn't matter if it's tangled, it comes from the heart, and it's exaggerated a few times, it's disgusting, and the guilty expression is vividly expressed on their faces. They would not see, but if they could see. Perhaps, on the contrary, they are still full of care, and even complacent, and it is impossible to say that they are proud. But on the contrary, it will make those who are opposite them uncomfortable, and they will hurt and feel insulted by the people they have shown them. Self-esteem is getting stronger little by little at the beginning, but on the contrary, it becomes more and more fragile, the more easily it is broken by the slightest touch, and it is broken at the slightest touch, and the slightest humiliation cannot be tolerated.

Gu Yun was also immersed in this state at first, but she was no longer like this now. Her self-esteem is still strong, but she will not be trampled on at will. Gu Yun's nature is not such a soft and weak person who is left to his own devices. Even after she suffered a natural and man-made disaster, at the beginning, Gu Yun really didn't dare to face it, whether it was herself or others. She didn't have the guts to look at it. When Gu Yun was disgusted for the first time, her heart was like she was dead, and she wouldn't continue to beat. Her body seemed to be torn apart, and there was not a single part of her body, not an inch of skin that was not painful. That was the first time Gu Yun had a feeling that life was worse than death. She simply wished that she had lost her life in the fire. At that time, Gu Yun didn't feel angry, and she didn't have time to feel angry. She was in pain, she was so uncomfortable, it was the first time that her pride had been hit so hard. Gu Yun's first reaction was to run away, not wanting to see any disdain, but just wanting to simply hide, not looking, not listening, and not feeling.

In the period after that, Gu Yun was repeatedly pointed out by others, cold-eyed, and even disgusted. All this is overwhelmingly rushing towards her, she can't hide, she can't escape, and she has nowhere to go. Therefore, Gu Yun has seen a lot, after his self-esteem has been heavily suppressed again and again. It was still unacceptable, but it began to develop an attitude of self-doubt, and the vigilance was also laid at that moment, and it slowly grew, and it was simply impossible to suppress it. Gu Yun gradually began to think that everything that others had for her should exist, and that was what she had to suffer, so that she could not complain, it had nothing to do with them. That's what Gu Yun thought, but she used to be a person who wouldn't bow her head no matter what, but now she is self-negative. In this way, she was extremely painful.

Gu Yun lasted like this for a long time, and she spent every day suffering. Gu Yun was reluctant to go out, unwilling to see people, she panicked that she would see some expressions, any movements, and any eyes that she was extremely unwilling to face. They were reminding Gu Yun all the time that she had scars on her face, she was ugly, and she was disabled. Gu Yun knows all this, and she even understands it clearly. It's just that she has just recovered from a serious illness, and her injuries have just healed, and in the hospital, the nurses do not allow her to look in the mirror. In fact, Gu Yun had already had a premonition at that time, and the scar was on her body, and she didn't know it. However, people will inevitably have a little bit of luck. Gu Yun still has expectations, people can't have hope, even if it's just a little bit, it's not possible. Otherwise, we will not be able to bear the despair that will come to them. Gu Yun remembered that when she looked at herself in the mirror, she screamed and threw the mirror and smashed it. She nestled on the bed like she had lost her mind, shrunk her whole body together, and wrapped the quilt tightly around herself. There is no seam at all, no light at all, and it is determined to lock himself up and seal it up. At that time, whether it was doctors and nurses, Gu Ming, no matter how they persuaded her, Gu Yun always hid herself, she just blindly buried herself in the quilt. Intermittently, whimpering, repeating the word "impossible" all the time. She trembled, cried, sobbed, closed her eyes, covered her ears, Gu Yun had no way to accept the fact that she was disfigured and broken. All she could do was stick her head in the sand like an ostrich and pretend she couldn't see anything. Gu Yun never thought about what others would think of herself when she saw this appearance, not that she couldn't think of it, but she didn't dare to think about it at all. Gu Yun himself hated his current face very much, not to mention that a stranger who was not related to him came. Therefore, after Gu Yun looked in the mirror for the first time in the hospital, she never touched it again. Gu Yun was very scared, and it was difficult to face this kind of self, she hated this appearance of herself more than anyone else. Until Gu Yun's injuries were completely recovered and she could be discharged from the hospital, she still didn't look in the mirror again. However, all of them, the disgusted expressions on the faces of others have been constantly reminding Gu Yun that there is a large scar on her face, she is different from ordinary people, and she can be regarded as a not very healthy person.

So, the expressions and eyes of these people kept forcing Gu Yun, and again, she picked up the mirror and looked at her face in the mirror again. Still unacceptable, Gu Yun yelled and smashed the mirror with his fist. The mirror shattered, and she bled too. The back of Gu Yun's hand was a blur of flesh and blood, the skin was open, and there were some shards of glass mixed in there, which completely pierced into the skin. However, at that time, Gu Yun didn't feel pain, he didn't even have numbness, nothing. Gu Yun didn't want to realize it, she howled and cried, tears wet all her cheeks, and she fell to the ground weakly. Gu Yun cried heartbreakingly, his eyes were red and swollen from crying, and he was full of a sour and stinging feeling. Gu Yun didn't care, she didn't feel it at all, she still closed her eyes, just opened her mouth wide and wailed. Gu Yun cried quite violently, not only tears on her face, but also saliva flowing from the corners of her mouth. Her mouth opened widely, and at last the corners of both sides of her mouth cracked open into two small cuts, which were not difficult to recover, but only oozing with a trace of blood, still slightly red and swollen.

When Gu Ming saw Gu Yun with this appearance, she was already crying to the ground, and the whole person was lying on her side and fell to the ground. Gu Yun's whole person was soft and weak, like a piece of duckweed that was about to wither on the dirty water. Gu Yun was already crying to the point where he couldn't shed tears anymore, and he couldn't make a sound anymore. But she still looked like she had her eyes closed and her mouth open. Gu Yun's face was full of tears, mixed with saliva, and her face was pale, including the scar on the right half of her face. It's not like a person at all.