When I returned to the house, I saw Liu Ying and asked about the lucky thing that nothing happened in the past two days, so I settled down and planned to rest for a while. As soon as I fell asleep, I heard Lan Yue knocking on the 'door' outside, so I had to 'rub' and 'rub' my eyes and say, "Come in." ”

Lan Yue looked like I hadn't woken up, and hurriedly asked, "Is Gege still feeling uncomfortable?" ”

I shook my head and asked, "It's okay, what's wrong?" ”

"The fourth master sent someone to let you come over. Say he has something urgent and is waiting for you in the house. ”

I nodded, motioned for her to go out, got up and washed my face, changed my clothes, and went out. I am very dissatisfied with this tired life. But this distinction is largely self-inflicted.

When I arrived at the fourth master's mansion, the fourth master was waiting for me in the study as usual, I greeted Dai Duo, pushed the 'door' in, asked Mr. Wu first, and looked up and asked the fourth master: "What's the matter with the fourth brother coming to me in such a hurry?" ”

"Knowing that you are going to go outside the Saiwai with you this time, I am not worried that there are not many 'guards' around you, so I picked a few more for you and asked you to meet the leader." The fourth master said with a smile.

I sighed and said, "What else do I have to do?" Fourth brother, I don't want to 'wait' for the guard...... I don't want to see anyone hurt or even die for me. "I can't wave the bloody faces of my fifth brother from my heart, I am afraid, afraid that someone will lose their lives because of me, even if I know that in the days to come, in order to live, for many, many reasons, I may still have to erase a certain life.

The fourth master frowned and said, "No, your safety must be protected." 'Jade' Bing, listen to the words of the fourth brother. ”

I nodded helplessly. The fourth master smiled and said outside: "Dai Duo, bring Xingde here." ”

After a while, a clear male voice came from the entrance of the 'door': "Nala Xingde, please Fourth Master, please Gege'an." ”

"Let's get up," the fourth master turned to me and said, "'Jade' Bing, this is Nala Xingde, a good boy who is both civil and military, let him protect your safety, I am very relieved." ”

I turned my head to look at the source of the sound, and saw a very familiar face—one identical to my first love. "Yan Feng?" It was the person I never wanted to see again in my life, and I loved him so deeply. We walked hand in hand for six years, from when I was fifteen to when I was twenty-one. The tacit understanding between us is so magical. He doesn't have to say anything, he knows what I'm thinking. When he's sad or uncomfortable, I feel it somehow. When I'm upset, he can feel it, too.

We always have endless things to say, and we can start the minute we are apart and talk on the phone until we fall asleep alone. We agreed that when I graduated from college and when he finished his military service, we would get married. Countless times, he called me drunk and asked, "Bing'er, will you marry me tomorrow?" ”

We had wondered what our child would look like—we wanted to be a 'girl', with his face, my ears, his lips, my nose, my big eyes, my double eyelids, his long, thick eyelashes—yes, his long, thick eyelashes, he had fallen asleep on the table beside me, and it was a summer afternoon, and the sun was shining through the window on his face, through his eyelashes, and on his face fell mottled and finely fragmented, like the wings of a butterfly. He looked innocent and quiet, resting on his left hand and holding my left hand tightly under the table.

Many summer evenings, he hugged me from behind, kissed my ear, and whispered in my ear, "I thought you were going to fly away through the window." "How many times, after we hadn't seen each other for a long time, he hugged me tightly, trying to insert me into his body.

However, this is the same person who, after six years of our relationship, betrayed me, and he still loved me deeply, but because of our long-distance relationship, in his city, he 'slept with' another 'woman'. I thought I could forgive him, but when I saw him again, when I saw the man kneeling in front of me begging me to forgive him, my only reaction was to slap him hard. He made me sick, so sick that I never wanted to see this person again.

"'Jade' ice?" The call of the fourth master dragged me out of my memory, I looked back at him, a little dazed, he asked, "What's wrong?" Not satisfied? Do you want to get you another person? ”

I shook my head, looked at his worried face, and said with a smile: "No, I just think Xingde looks very similar to an old man, so I lost my mind for a while." The person picked by the fourth brother, I am very relieved. ”

Yes, this person is Nala Xingde, not Yan Feng, and the fourth master's future 'son-in-law'. As I remember, he lived a long life and died in the early years of Qianlong.

I smiled at Xingde: "I'll trouble Xingde Gongzi in the future." "He's really like him, and his eyes are so clear.

"Xingde listens to Gege's orders!"

Later, I learned that I only knew the brief ending of the historical record, but I didn't know the details that were not recorded in the history books, and those that later broke people's hearts......

I was lying in the carriage, thinking about what the secret guard reported that day about me being scattered with five stones, Concubine De and Kangxi? Hehe! I couldn't help sneering in my heart, Concubine De and the eighth master joined forces, but what about Kangxi? Why? Is it so uneasy? Do you have to torture me crazy with five stones, are you willing?

I remembered the 'medicine' that the quack doctor had prepared for me when I heard the news. No matter who or where these five stones are scattered, I can only pretend that I don't know, and if I continue like this, I am afraid that the 'medicine' of quacks will not be able to save me.

How can I survive in this world of open and secret fighting? A thought arose in my mind, do you really want to do this? Will it really come to that point? When it really gets to that point, will anyone be sad? Pressing the thought in my mind, I sat up, opened the curtain and looked outside, the sun was so good! Putting down the curtain, I thought to myself that it was a pity that the thirteenth brother was not there, otherwise the two of them could ride horses and chat. It's too boring to be so bored day by day.

Just thinking about it so unhappily, the curtain of the 'door' of the carriage was suddenly lifted, and the fourth master got into the carriage, sat down beside me and said, "I think you probably feel bored, come and see you." ”

I quickly made an innocent pity and said, "It's really boring! Every day in a daze in the carriage! ”

The fourth master patted my head and said, "Okay, can I take you out for a drink at night?"

"Good!" After speaking, I looked at the fourth master again and said, "Fourth brother, you can accompany me for a while!" I'm bored by myself! ”

The fourth master smiled slightly and said, "Okay, accompany you!" ”

I like the fourth master to be by my side like this, the two of us don't speak quietly, he does his, I do mine, but I feel full in my heart, not as empty and lonely as when I am alone.