Chapter 17: I Promise You Stability
I thought the backrest of the carriage was uncomfortable, so I simply leaned on the fourth master and looked at the "Legend of the West Chamber" in his hand, the fourth master looked down at the book I was reading, knocked on my forehead and said, "You girl, do you really look at "The Legend of the West Chamber"? ”
I stuck out my tongue and said, "There's really nothing to see on this road." Fourth brother, haven't you really seen it? I couldn't help but ask him jokingly.
The fourth master coughed lightly twice, and pretended to be serious: "It's nothing if I've seen it." You 'girl' child, it's not good to look at these things. ”
I couldn't help laughing out loud, and said to the fourth master, "Fourth brother, don't worry." I am not Cui Yingying, and I will not make a 'private' decision with Zhang Sheng for life. ”
"Then who do you want to make a 'private' life with for life?"
The fourth master is like this, he can always make me embarrassed when I am complacent, I pouted, and I was angry for a long time before saying: "Why do I want to be 'private' for life?" There is always the Emperor Ama and the Imperial Grandmother who make the decisions for me, if they don't let me be with the person I like. I won't marry for the rest of my life, and I won't go anywhere else! I'm just at the fourth brother's house! ”
The fourth master knocked on my forehead, but he didn't speak, I looked back at him and asked, "Won't the fourth brother let me rely on it?" ”
"Let's!" The fourth master patted my head lightly and asked again, "Do you want to sleep for a while?" The dark blue under the eyes is so heavy. ”
It's true that I still don't sleep well these days, but it's no longer because of this thing, it's just that my heart is too 'messy', so I can't sleep well. Now that the fourth master talks about it, I really feel a little tired. He also lay down in the carriage and fell asleep on the fourth master's 'legs'.
Rarely, I didn't dream......
"'Jade' ice, wake up."
I was woken up by the fourth master, 'rubbed' my eyes, and muttered, "What's wrong?" ”
The fourth master said with a smile in his voice: "Today's camp has arrived, and the camp tent has been set up. ”
I blinked vigorously before I came to my senses.
I still remember when I was a child, I read that a poet named Gao Ding in the late Qing Dynasty wrote, "The grass grows and the warbler flies in the February sky, and the willows on the embankment are drunk with 'spring' smoke." The children returned early from school and took advantage of the east wind to release paper kites. "The poem is so well written, but it was February in the south. February in the prairie? It's still cold and windy!
The warblers on the grassland grow in this May, full of greenery and vitality. You will have the illusion that every time the breeze blows, the grass that has not passed the little 'legs' grows taller again, and every lark song has a 'flower' blooming......
I helped the fourth master's men get out of the carriage, watched the people busy in the camp, looked up and asked the fourth master: "Fourth brother, I want to play!" ”
"Where do you want to go?"
"I don't know...... "In front of me was the busy royal camp, and behind me was the vast and free grassland. I suddenly had a feeling that "looking back is a hundred years", and I said leisurely: "As long as you are not in the camp, it is better to find a herdsman and eat at the herdsman's house." This season, there are white and fluffy little lambs! Blowing the wind and running after the lamb...... "I fantasized about the kind of life I loved the most, and smiled unconsciously. Even if it's just once, even if it's just for a short while, I want to live the kind of life that I remember, I fantasize, I dream of.
The fourth master smiled very gently and said, "Okay! He stretched out his hand and asked me, "Would you like to lead the horses together?" ”
I put my hand in his palm, watched him hold mine tightly, smiled like a 'flower' and said, "Yes!" ”
We only took the fourth master's Wuyue, and Taxue was very dissatisfied with this, and he lost his temper for a while, and I promised to take him out for a run the next day, so he was willing to calm down. The fourth master watched me discuss with Taxue, and listened to me say good things to Taxue, and couldn't help but chuckle on the side.
It's not the first time I've ridden with the fourth master, unlike the last time I was slightly shy, this time, I just leaned quietly in his arms and enjoyed this moment of snuggling together.
The wind blew gently, stirring my hair, tugging at my heartstrings, when did I start to live like this day at a time, not wanting to think more? I felt the warmth coming from behind me, and asked myself: What are these attachments? What is the reason for all this trust and care? Don't want to think about it? Can't you think about it? Why, don't you take a closer look at what you really think? Why, to live as you are now......
"'Jade' ice?"
"Huh?" The fourth master's sudden call made me a little unable to come back to my senses, I turned sideways slightly and looked up at him.
"You've been in a lot lately."
I was stunned for a moment, and couldn't help but laugh at myself in my heart, how unstable was I? Is it so obvious? But I couldn't explain anything, I just choked up and said, "I always feel unsteady, as if I can't spend every day safely." I don't know what's wrong with me......"
The fourth master looked at me silently, and after a while, he grabbed the reins of the horse with one hand, and hugged me tightly in his arms with the other hand, his chin against the top of my head, and whispered: "'Jade' Bing, from the day you were picked up by Huang Ama, you are destined to be involved in the battle of our Aixin Jueluo family. But don't be afraid, don't be afraid. As I said, I promised you stability. ”
I almost blurted out: Fourth master, I hope that you are my stability......
But I just gave a soft "um" and leaned my head back closer to him. For this moment, pretend that we are going to 'elope' to a peaceful and peaceful future......
The fourth master and I rode on horses, and we didn't care where we went, and the black moon carried us around. Wuyue is also lazy and lazy, refusing to run, only walking slowly.
After a while, Wu Yue walked to a place full of various "colors" and "flowers" and stopped, I looked at the scenery full of eyes, and said with a smile: "Fourth brother! It's so beautiful here! ”
The fourth master got off the horse, helped me down again, looked at me with a smile and said, "As soon as you arrive on the grassland, you will have a lot of 'spirit' when you look at it." "I stuck out my tongue and turned and walked towards the flowers.
It's beautiful! I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, what a free air it was! There are large nasturtium 'flowers', yellow 'flowers', wild daisies, and some 'flowers' that can't even be named. A butterfly flew in front of my eyes, and I ran among the 'flowers', chasing the butterfly in front of me. Its pale yellow 'color' wings flutter between these colorful 'colors'. As I chased and tried to catch it, I whispered, "Little butterfly! Don't run! ”
But where can I catch it, and when I can't run, I can only watch it fly away. My eyes followed its departing figure, and I couldn't help but envy this little butterfly, how free it was! Although life is very short, it is far more free and happy than I am! It flies in such a beautiful world.