121.Sisi Fanwai (3)
The turning point was in the movie "Jurassic Park" that had been there for a year. It's not that the plot of the movie about dinosaurs is particularly fascinating, but the crowd is concentrated at the end of the scene, I don't know who fell in front, and the people behind fell like dominoes, and there was about to be a stampede, and some of the students who had just stood up in the back rows began to scream when they saw the formation in front of them, and some even closed their eyes. I had only just gotten up at that time, and when I turned around, I saw that the last person in the line was standing at the end of the line, and I was in a hurry, and without a second of hesitation, I jumped up on my legs, turned over the seat in front of me, and went straight to Jinli. I never imagined that I would one day be so instinctively able to jump over obstacles and stand in the way of a man. There was only one voice in my head at that time, "He can't be okay." ”
I had my back to Jinli, so I didn't see the incredible shock in his eyes. If time had been frozen in that second, perhaps I could still hear the sound of his heartbeat.
But at that moment, my heart felt remorseful. Two people in love, how can I be the only one to give? I've had enough of this unrequited love, I don't want to despise myself so much, I have my pride and self-esteem, and my world isn't all about him. I forgot what I had said to myself, I no longer had anything to do with what I said, and I continued to say what I said, all of which appeared on the day I tore my name, I sat at the desk at night in frustration, and the dim yellow lamp dappled my figure in a corner of the room, looking so helpless and heartbroken.
I sneaked into the women's restroom of the movie theater while it was crowded. I don't want anyone but myself to see my humility, not even Gionee.
I hid in the toilet for a long time, and only quietly left through the side door when the crowd was quiet.
When I got home, I wrote Gionee's name in the exercise book, and also tore off the exercise paper, tearing it to shreds, this time I solemnly threw it into the trash, and vowed that this time, I would completely forget all about him.
I pondered the bits and pieces of my relationship with him, and suddenly realized that there was no other intersection between me and him than a name. Other people's families make trouble, break up, burn photos and letters, smash small gift pendants, and even make a phone call to say some ruthless words. And I had to sit in the corner of the windowsill, holding the equivalent of an empty trash can in the scene that I directed and acted out to grieve alone.
This kind of sad mood lasted for a long time, so long that I began to doubt whether I could still be truly happy, and Tang Yao suddenly "shot" one day without warning.
The tree is very windy, Tang Yao is probably too good, so whenever there is any wind and grass, she is the first to blow down. This may be the sadness behind the scenery of honor students.
The rumors created by Chang Jian and his gang were menacing, and Tang Yao had nowhere to hide, and for a while, the character created by others for her collapsed, and many classmates who didn't know why began to follow the wind to suspect her and slander her. But she can still come to school every day, study as usual like a nobody, and is not affected by rumors at all, and she won the first place in the whole grade in the midterm exam. This kind of courage shocked me very much, I definitely followed Tang Yao closely, took her as an example, studied hard, and forgot about Jinli.