122.Sisi Fanwai (4)
But all this was broken by an active invitation from Gionee.
In my class of students, there were no school uniforms in fashion among the schools, and the students wore their own clothes from home on weekdays. Gionee prefers corduroy trousers, which come in black, khaki, and coffee. He also wore a pair of khaki corduroy pants and a pair of gray and white sneakers on his feet. The sun at dusk stretched the shadow of Jinli very long, just like his own thoughts, as if there was no end in sight. The wind blowing all around me brought the unique coolness of winter, I wrapped my coat, but my heart was as hot as a volcano, and I don't know when the sudden uncontrolled eruption exposed my inner struggle and panic. I didn't dare look Jin Li in the eyes, and I didn't know if his coat was black or red that day.
Jin Li stood in front of me and said a lot, I vaguely heard what movie, what words of rescue, I couldn't help the trend in my heart, looked up and forgot to glance at Jin Li's eyes. Eyes are the windows to the soul, and they can never deceive people. I saw the same look in Kinley's eyes as I had when I first looked at him, and I couldn't believe it. His heart was beating hard, his ears were muffled, and in the end he only heard Jin Li say the words "think about it", and he wanted to take another look at the other party's eyes, but Jin Li turned around and left for a second.
I thought at that time that if Tang Yao was present in that scene, it must be much calmer than me. Since then, I've been in longing mode again. Xu Zhimo's poems were repeated in my mind over and over again,
"At least once in a lifetime,
forgetting yourself for someone's sake,
Don't ask for results, don't ask for peers, don't ask for what you once had,
I don't even ask you to love me,
I just want to meet you in my most beautiful years. ”
By the end of the broadcast, I was on the verge of madness, my mind was starting to get confused, and something inside me was panting. I remembered what He Zhen said a few days ago that he had seen Tang Yao and Jin Li meet several times at the corner where he was home, sometimes Tang Yao was waiting for him, sometimes Jin Li was waiting for him.
I wasn't worried about Tang Yao at all, but when Jin Li stood in front of me again, he said clearly that he had seen Tang Yao at the end of last semester and wanted her to convey her gratitude to me, but Tang Yao didn't say a word in front of me. He Zhen's words resurfaced in my mind again, and I began to be calm. It's just that I don't know about my relationship with Jinli, but Tang Yao accompanied me all the way, and in the end, I still missed my best friend.
In addition to my loss, I became so abnormal that I didn't want to say a word in the face of Gionee's confession. In Tang Yao's words later, "I'm not angry with Jin Li, and it's not that I don't want to respond to his sincerity, I'm just angry with Tang Yao." ”
I started directing and acting by myself again, and played a scene of sisters breaking up in front of Tang Yao. I was alone in this scene from beginning to end, Tang Yao's face was full of helplessness and eagerness to explain, I ignored them all, I couldn't accept my best friend's betrayal, and I couldn't face the word "yes" from her mouth one after another.
"At the end of last semester, after watching "Jurassic Park", did Gionee look for you? You just have to answer yes or no. ”
"Yes."
"Does he want you to convey it to me, that he wants to thank me?"
"Yes."
"You know, but you didn't tell me?"
"Yes."
"I see, Gionee has come to me, and you have seen it many times without my knowledge. I just want to say you're going to be disappointed, Gionee won't be your spare tire. By the time you had this thought, our sisters had already broken their minds. ”