Ai's father is doing a good job in the company, Ai's mother has also straightened her waist in the housewife circle, there are always some people who see the wind and steer, and there are always some people who like to enjoy the lodging of the wall grass. There are gradually more people around Ai's mother, some praise her for finding a good husband, envy their well-connected family, and some climbing meanings are gradually revealed from the words, so that Ai's mother has a feeling of being noticed by everyone every time she goes out, and this feeling makes Ai's mother intoxicated. But whenever I get home, I see my daughter's unhappy little face, and the good mood brought by the outside instantly collapses.

Ai Mo's performance at that banquet really scared Ai Mu, such a success or failure in this situation, the well-behaved and sensible daughter on weekdays not only did not leave a good impression on everyone, but also almost let a meal break up, which made Ai Mu feel a great psychological gap, and her attitude towards Ai Mo was also different from that on weekdays.

No one knows, the little Momo, she didn't have time to produce herself at a young age, she became a mirror of adults, you love her wholeheartedly, she loves you wholeheartedly, you have complex emotions in your heart, she can only deal with it in a complex state, this is undoubtedly a disaster.

The warm atmosphere of Ai's family was broken, and the unpleasant factors accumulated more and more, as if entering a vicious circle.

Ai's father has always wanted to take the child to see a psychiatrist, but Ai's mother thinks that such a young child will not have any mental illness, especially some time ago when he was so well-behaved and cute, and suddenly this may just be a small problem for a while.

What's more, if those who envy her know, they don't know how embarrassing it will be, so they just take Momo to do a routine physical examination, and everything is normal and no longer care.

In this way, Ai Mo went to elementary school.

I thought that going to school and having so many peers to play with would make Ai Mo happier, and she would become the pistachio she used to be again, not to mention that the teacher was also an acquaintance of Ai's father, so she could take care of it some. Unexpectedly, Ai Mo had only been to school for a week and had a fight with other children, and Ai's mother was angry and brought Ai Mo back from school.

Once, twice, three times, Ai's mother couldn't bear it anymore, so she could only warn Ai Mo not to contact other children and stay alone as much as possible to avoid conflicts with other children.

This kind of order was incomprehensible to the young Ai Mo, but she felt the sadness in her mother's atmosphere, so she had to obey it.

If you don't play with other children, the chance of conflict is much smaller, and after spending two years peacefully, Ai Mo is like a transparent person, and some children don't even remember Ai Mo's name. She suddenly discovered that not only could she not cause trouble at school if she didn't speak, but also made her mother stop yelling at her. Gradually, instead of returning to the pistachio of the Ai family, Ai Mo became more and more silent and cowardly.

But as the children around them grow up, there are always some children who will become more and more naughty, Ai Mo does not provoke them, but they take the initiative to provoke Ai Mo, repeatedly provoked, so that Ai Mo can not control his emotions again, quarrels, fights happen again, sometimes out of control Ai Mo is like a little leopard, completely regardless of where he is, hysterical release, until some children are frightened, Ai Mo suddenly cried, no matter how to persuade can't stop.

At first, it was just the teacher looking for Ai Mo's parents, and later some of the children's parents also tactfully reminded them that every time Ai Mu went to pick up Ai Mo, she would be stopped by some parents, talking about those so-called education methods, which gave Ai Mu a headache.

"Mom."

"Shut up!"

Knowing that her mother was in a bad mood at the moment, Ai Mo wanted to say something, but was rudely interrupted by Ai Mu. On the way home with the child, Ai's mother seemed to be able to hear those whispers, and she could guess what these people were saying.

Ai's mother, who has always been arrogant, can't take care of her own mood, let alone mugwort. The little mind is wrapped in indifference, hostility, ridicule, and contempt, and is shrouded in such emotions every day, and is forced to face the same emotions, Ai Mo can't even find his own chaos, and grows up in such chaos.

Finally, in a quarrel with Ai Mu, Ai Mo's loss of control scared Ai Mu again, and she finally realized that Ai Mo's problem is probably not just a child's rebellious and naughty.

After that, Momo became a frequent visitor to the hospital, and the psychiatrist saw one after another, seeing patients again and again, and after treatment again and again, Momo's state not only did not improve, but became more and more depressed because of the depressing atmosphere of the hospital. In the hospital, there are many patients who are brought by their families to see psychological problems, both adults and children. Doctors can't intuitively feel the psychology of the patient, and Momo just sits in the middle of them, but can experience it most directly.

The helplessness and restlessness from the patients, the despair, irritability, and impatience from the family members, made Ai Mo think that her parents brought her to see the doctor, maybe not because of love, but because there was no other choice but to push the unsolvable problem to those strangers.

The doctor's diagnosis, Ai Mo had no intention of listening, the doctor's psychological counseling, Ai Mo had no intention of cooperating, and in that happy childhood, even a shadow could not be seen. Even the doctor couldn't do anything about this little kid who didn't say anything and didn't look up.

Communication was ineffective, seeking medical treatment was fruitless, and the opinions of students and parents about Ai Mo became bigger and bigger, and Ai Mo's parents had to let her transfer to another school, and every time there was a conflict, Ai Mo was forced to transfer to another school, and even Ai Mo couldn't remember how many classes she had been to.

No one told her the reason for the transfer, and it wasn't until Ai Mo found out that she wouldn't transfer without contacting anyone, that she finally settled down in a school, which also made Ai Mo's parents feel a little more at ease.